haiz..more problems it seems to be..maybe i shouldnt be an acl..maybe i shouldnt be in zone2a maybe i shouldnt be an ass..ALL THE MAYBES..so i dun care..i not going to care wat ppl says..i think its true that sometimes just being a normal member..u can oso touch lifes..dun have to be someone who u are not..maybe i found the true person that i am..that i am not called to be a leader..i dunno la..but all i have done in my leadership life has been negative stuffs..i mean..i haven done anything that is like damn good or wat so ever..all has ended up in complains..remember the mac incident..if i wasnt an acl..i wont get scolded..this brand that has been putted on me has really brought a great toll on my life man..but i promised myself that i am going to try as hard as ever to amend stuff and make things right..and prove them wrong..that i will still have a chance of being a worship leader one day..but for now..i guess i have to look at the road that i am walking on instead of looking over the hills and stuff..anyway..i have been working hard on vocals..SERIOUSLY..i think i neglect many stuff..I CLEARED MY NASAL VOICE..aaron didnt say anything about it when i sang solo for all for love..even when there are problems, God will send CUTE ppl to comfort u man..haha..i was msging this person that i was going through quite abit at the moment..so we chatted through sms abit then she tried to comfort me by saying dun sad la..then i was keep ranting all my sadness then she said that i think i oso sad liao la..keep hearing u say sadsadsad..in the end i had to comfort her oso..hahaha..CUTE ritE?..haha..LYNN can play cs..LOl..but she will scream like siao la..haha..MADNESS..anyway hexic top score is 246 460!!so happy..average is like 107K..haha..i think i am getting better in that game..haha..i got something for someone..hehe..

if i had a wish,
i wish to wake up every morning with a smile,
a smile that makes ur eyes go bright,
a smile that makes u smile even 4 a mile
if i had a wish,
i wish to wake up every morning with a smile,
a smile that makes u go wild high,
if i had a wish,
i wish to wake up every morning with a smile,
a smile that comes with a hi.
if i had a wish,
i wish to wake up every morning with a smile,
a smile that keeps u warm although we r a mile apart,

seeing anyone is such a pressure,
but seeing u is such a pleasure.

so nice eh?..haha..I WAN TO TELL THE WORLD THAT I <3 SINGING AND GOD..HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
thou we are going through though times..i am sure that God will pull us through this tough times..coz he is magnificent ^^V