how i wish that things wouldnt turned out this way..why did it come at this time?..haiz..i thought we could get more experiences..i thought that u could impact each and everyone of us brothers even more..but then it came..when most of the guys are in exams..dun worry..u were was and will always be that great leader in my heart..will always be remembered..ya..will miss ya duDe..sObS..

ok lor..todae not bad..managed to haf a plan of wat to share..and will try to make it lively..trying something new..one thing that no leader has done b4..as in all my ex cL and aCLS..ya..wont say out..hha..yea..so tired..so dumb lah..ayia..tmr got 'work'..so haf to be prepared..cannot go there sleepysleepy de..must give my 110%..eventhough its an small eveny..yA..hope the kids will be blessed..ya..make them happy2 de..


This is the time of year, that we learn to give
And the greatest gift is learning to forgive
We will have the best that time we ever knew
If you forgive me and I forgive you
I don't want to light a fire
Unless it will warm your heart
I'm playin no holiday songs
I need you to sing your part
And baby if I could have just one wish come true
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas without you

It's so hard to believe
We're staring at the end
When all we think about is starting up again
Whatever we lost, when we were apart
We'll find it all alone in the dark

I don't wanna light a fire
Unless it will warm your heart
I'm playin no holiday songs
I need you to sing your part
And baby if I could have just one wish come true
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas without you

There's nothing more that I want from you
Then to lie here together
And stay here forever with you
There's no one I ever knew
That I wanted to spend Christmas with, more than you....

I don't want to light a fire
Unless it will warm your heart
I'm playin no holiday songs
I need you to sing your part
And baby if I could have just one wish come true
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas without you

I don't want to light a fire
Unless it will warm your heart
I'm playin no holiday songs
I need you to sing your part
And baby if I could have just one wish come true
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas without you

ya..duN wANna sPenD oNe moRe cHriStmAs wiThoUt U..niCe sONg..hAiz..i wan to go watch news liao..might update more later..bYebYEz..

hmm..so sianz..this holidays..really got nothing to do..then so slack..slack until i haven prepare my sharing for friday..which is tmr..so planning to go to church later to go and do..but must at least do half..coz tmr morning still haf to go to church to do filming lor..haa..mixed feelings..happy and sad that aaron asked me to film..happy coz get to play with vidEo caM..but i haf to be at church for two days..fri haf to be there at 9.30!!!juz for an hour..then sat haf to be there at 11..ya..both days go there for about an hour nia..haiz..haha..so like waste money..i paying adult fare lehh..haiz..unlike sec skool students..so tired lah..dunno why..the past few nights cannot sleep properly..seriously dunno why..in my room..then too hot..in my broes room the floor too hard..last time sleep on floor osO no woRries..haiz..then keep waking up so many times..dunno for wat..keep waking up at weird time..then when wan to wake up so tired..then mother will say2..haiz..went t queensway yesterday..with...haha..when to look for boots..coz mel say he wan to buy my other wan liao..40 bucKs..sainZ..sell him 3times lower than i buy the price lorr..hhaa..then the shop that sold the talaria at 90 sold out liao..no more stock..haiz..so now standard price111..i guess go to salam and sons and bargain lor..haiz..111..haha..aunty meng gave me 50bUckS..so shioK..but save first..dun anyhOw uSe..hee..ya lahh..cao tired..i scared i sleep in the train lorr..got the fEeLiNg to take comfort tEe..haiz..but wan to save money lehh..i wan to save..err..110+111+150+50+50?..haiz..=..471??..oh no..way too much..haha..crap lah..maybe dun buy boots this year lahh..ya..next year then buy..for birthday lorr..so..360..oOkiE lahh..not to bad..cant wait for district camp..dunno whether wan to cycle to palm grove lehh..haha..i dun mind..if melvin oso cycle lorr..then church camp..now..i dunno whether wan to go lehh..maybe dun go..maybe go..something or someone..or somehow has to convince me that going will be good..that someone doesnt mean whether u go or not..as in whether the person is going..AIYA..nvm..i explain..oso some ppl will misunderstand de lahh..so might as well dun..i wan to go to iKea to buy things to decorate my room..hah..too plain liao..my room..haha..saw some nice stuff..the mirrors..and the blue and silver mould like thing..very interesting..i needa go to church liao..to prepare sharing..or else. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
jiajiA will be screaming lorr..hah..oOkie..b4 i go deaF..bYez..

woke up at 11 todae..was playing with the msn voice conversation thingy..so fun..haha..i played until 2 in the morning..then my mother suddenly woke up so she saw me still on my laptop at that hour..so she asked my to sleep..haiz..haha..yesterday never blog..so todae do yeatersay and todae de..

yeaterday went to paris ris park to cycle with cashone pW and eating..haha..so funny lahh..we went to pR park..then go rent bike lorr..coz pW wan to learn how to bike..then the bike so hard to make to the speed that i wan lahh..then turn3 the dumb gear..finally got the rite speed that i wanted lorr..then we set off..12bucks for 3hours..6 for an hour..its actually a plan for the shop ppl to make u return the bike faster..coz the seat very hard..then the butt very fast will pain de..ya..haha..but we made use of all the 3 hours..haha..that pW arhz..scream and scream and scream..haha..whenever she was about to fall..wah..then she killer seH..she and for no reason bang u de..then is not like lightly nama lahh..its like a car crash liddat sEh..haha..i got knock twice..then one time i knew she was going to bang me lah..so i siam my leg and tell her DONT BANG ME..in the end..haiz..thank God that my leg wasnt there..or else i would be really lame..madness lahh..then we took some dumb piCs..got one me and cashone..look super depressed..but we were super tired lor..haha..then go home lorr..

then todae..went to meet melvin..thank God that i left the house later then planned..or else i would haf to wait as usual for him..hah..then we went to sUntEc..talk2 along the way..so long never talk liao..he talk bout skOoL..funny lahh..i want to go back to skool to haf these kind of experiences again lorr..thenwe went all the way to sUntEc but then the LeviS shOp cLosE liAo..ah..the jeans were going for like 20bucks and less..haiz..he slow lahh..hah..so went to penning..didnt see anything that would catch his eye..so went to my house there play soccer..at the new spot that i found..todae like not much ppl..like every monday will have like 16 kids..oOkiE..pEePs..not kidS..but at least we got to play 3on3..me mel and dylan..haha..super funny lahh..we won 7-3..so pro ritE?haha..of course lah..got ronaldinho/robben and ryan giGgs..haha..3rS..then dylan..haha..super funn..when i same team with melvin..we understan each other so well on and off the pitch..then the first thing he said b4 we played was..eh..todae we play fancy lahh..sambasamba..he like read my mind lahh..that place was for me to showboat de lahh..haha..then we make a rule..every goal change..so me and mel attack first..then mel keeper..then dylan again..then me..then dylan..and infinite loop..till the game ends..then mel say..we sure win lah..i ronaldinho..i was like..u??ronaldinho??i show u lahh..then he tried liao..kena tackled..hah..then he came to me..i cannot ronaldinho lahh..must ryan giggs..haha..okKie lor..then i ronaldinho lorr..haha..so dumb lahh..when he scored the first goal..he celebrated like ronaldinho..then i was like..OEI..thats my move..then he imitate giGgs..hah..crap lahh..anyhow de..wah then he keep cutting in and out like siao..the opponents like no chance liddat..his secong goal more funny lah..bak back passed to his keeper..then mel was like..loose ball..then he poked it through the keepers legs..when the keeper was about to pick up the ball lorr..hha..sneaky..then he looked at me then we both laughed..and he did his ryan giGgs celebration..haha..so crap..so my turn lahh.to start scoring..the first was easy..the combination of henry and ronaldo..striking the ball even b4 the keeper can adjust to a good angle..and toe poking the ball into the net..then i did the ronaldinho celebration..then mel luagh2 lorr..haha..then his turn to be keeper..he got the ball then he cheOng..and score..haiz..then my turn to be keeper lorr..wah piang..so fast..then i made i think 3 super saves lorr..hah..then my second goal..was a superb effort..for half court..i curled the ball past the defender and sneaked into the bottom right hand post..haha..then the ronaldinho celebration again..haha..so nice lahh..then mel's fourth..he cheONG..and then cutting in and out then he zHaM the ball lahh..haha..mad guy..then giGgs agaiN..hha..so dUmb..my third and to seal the hat triCk..hhaa..bAkk anYhow grounder corner..then i flick it away..it was going to the keeper lahh..so i think for awhlie then cheong all the way to the ball and poked it through the keepers legs..and cooly slot it into the goal..with no one disturbing..then the ronaldinho celebration lahh..haha..so fUn..then got one dribble..against bAk..i robben-ed..haha..cheong here and there like siao..then stepover after stepover..cut in then cut back..so my back was facing the goal..suddenly i remembered the turned i did on lemuel'S teStimoniaL match..so sublime..then he was like chopping my legs for the ball so i backheeled the ball through his legs..and turned and shouted oLe'..hha..he was like shit lahh..and chasing me like siao..then i was trying to cut in to get a shot..but he was like kicking my ankle..twice coz my legs were like faster..haha..pushed the ball infront twice and he kicked my ankle twice..but on his third try..he managed to clear..haha..then he both went to ground..haha..he complain that my ankle made of steel arhz..i was like..u kicked my ankles..why u feel the pain..haha..lol on the floor lah..then another dribble..had to get past the first man..shimmied and cut in..the againsT bAk..hhaa..cut in and faked..tried to get an extra yard to pull the shot off..but then i slipped o the vital moment..but managed to get the shot..but bAk had the time to cover back..haiz..so nice lorr..haha..but super tired..then cycled with mel to outside of my estate..then cycled two rounds the condo carpark..hhaa..legs are like jelly..haha..butt is like pain..

didnt get to eat lunch todae..tmr fun2..dunno whether wan to go out to cycle with my classmates or go to watch movie or go buy jeans with melvin..haiz..hols is really boring..cant someone who is free go out with me?haiz..SUPER sianz lahh..come on..so sianz..first part of hols distroyed by the passing away of cashone's granddad..so saddening..then gX suspected of dengue..but oOkiE liao..last friday could go play2 liao..he must be so happy lahh..hadLey u goOd..say wan to buy things for me at penang..in the end never buy even a bottle of mineral water of even an eraser..oOkiE..at least u could bring back the wrapper of any chewing gum that u bought..todae pS aaron preached..for the first time..it was good lorr..so aaron like..haha..tv so boring..iM like rotting everyday lahh..better go absorb some sun and play some sports lorr..hah..yea..church camp..bunking with xiao hua and mel..for the first time since we haf been frens for like3 years?..ya..haha..so happy lahh..i gonna pon skool juz to go..i wan to be touched by God..i noe he will..i expect him to touch..an expectation even greater than any of the church camps..this year isnt the greatest year that i haf..so really expect something great..ya..then district camp..soon..hmmm..thinkin of ponning skool too..total 4days poned!hah..not bad..hmm..SUPER EXCITING lahh..this year ending..family news next next month..we will be doin..dA cRew..wOo..gonna think of something funny..and that the whole crew can be part of..cHriS and jErRy gonna finish prOmoS soOn..yEA!!..then can go out with them liao..finally..yEs..so2 happy..wan to get down with the whole crew lehh..it all started with juz me aka 'GodsTaLeNt' and marc aka 'fighteR'..then mel aka 'joker' and edward aka 'siaoEh' and brian aka 'ahbenG' and yang aka 'blur priNcE' and jerry aka 'an jing' and xiaohuA/joshua aka 'xiaohUa'..now chris aka 'the brains'..wanna do a clip with all of us inside..oUr pRodUctiOn..cEnT$LesS pRodUctiOns..it has two meanings lahh..slowly think of both of them..if anyone wans the first production..can get from me!!..haha..the brothers one..ya..hah..hmmm..nothing much to say liao..i wan watch tv and hunt for my dinner liao..haha..i miss u..

so sianz..went for my first vox training..we watched a video..some vocal band..i was like WOW..MWO..[mouth wide open]..i had no words to say when the video was over..aaron asked us questions..and i was like..err..nothing to say lahh..speechless..iM like their fan now..haha..

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

nice song..ahah..okok..i tired liao..bb

hmmm...asked aaron whether he could teach/train me how to sing..so he asked me to join the youth vox training on sat in cannan..coz he said now he is way to busy..oOkiE lahh..sounDs quite fUn..think lebb oso going seh..so paisEh..seriously..i dont like to sing in front of many2 ppl..very weird..haha..tonite at 7.30 will have a meeting in church while cell will be on in sembawang at bout 7.30 oso..haiz..so sad..will miss praise and worship todae..i go 45mins liao then can zhao..if not productive[themeeting]i think i will juz excuse myself..so irritating lorr..haiz..nothing to do now..juz waiting for my first training..wonder how would it be like..haha..yEA..tmr going to the spot at the park to play soccer again!!!..enjoy it..cant wait to start oLe'-ing ppl again..the feeling is so good..yesterday played winning 11 with ed..drew with him2-2..so sianz..wah..hadley said she will buy for me the boots..haha..i even sent her the pictures of the boots..yesterday..haha..so bL..but iF she reaLLy does..haha..i will be like WOW..mwo lorr..[mouthwideopen]..then can cristiano ronaldo liao..haha..so happy..haiz..but..will it ever happen??NAH!!..to get the boots..i would have to save $300++..to get both..then i would have to change into nice clothes..then jio anyone who wans to go to queensway with me..then have to wait for them..then meet..then take 855..stop at SAFRA that bus stop..then go to salem and sons..the name of the shop..and see whether they got both pairs..or go to arcade oso can try..and all the other stores oso..ARRAAgharahghhghhghgh!!!..i very scared the white and red will go out of stock..coz is like so llong liao..then the season of that color will like be over any moment..so..haiz..then when i buy liao..can go home..take 855..haiz..ok lah..i sainz liao..bB..

haha..today super slack..never pack my room..wake up liao..play maple..finally got to level 23..haha..so sianz..pulled my groin muscle and my right hamstring..then now my left ankle abit pain lehh..ahaha..then went for tuition..never even teach..juz give work..coz haf to take care of brian the student oso..i wan to buy the boots!!!$180 for two pairs..wHo will be a dArLiNg aNd bUy aNY oNe fOr mE???..haha..size 10.5 or 11..go queensway and buy..if got buy must tell me the name of the shop..juz in case wan to change size..buy mercurial talaria..got difference de..got 3 types..its the second grade boot lahh..most prob they will all look the same to you..but not to me..haha..bout 90 to 100..haha..lol..hmmm..gonna save money..dunno whether can go to class chalet lehh..sianz..haiz..so sad..haha..okok..tired liao..wanna watch tv le..

september 2005
b[L]nEsS..

this is the other pair..haha..so nice..dunno why ron says not nice..hmmm..it rained today..how sad..piangs..iM like super full liao..haha

wahaha..so happy today..excitingexciting..early in the morning played maple..still haven level up yet..stuck at 22..crap..then Left hOme at 11.55 when i'M supposed to meet eating, piggy pei, din and yong..then we went to pizza hUT and eat LunCh..haha..order so much..in the end couldnt finish lorr..then we discuss the chalet the stuff..then eat2 talk2 until bout 1+ to bout2 then took 88 to parisris..to book the chalet..so far..then the journey so sianz..then reach liao..me and din go read newspaper..the rest go book..then 3+ liao..we go home..then reach the bus interchange at 4..wanted to take 969 de..but then no place to sit..so we took 39..but the bus very long never come..so we changed to 72..coz already 2 72s went past us..ya..then we talk2 lorr..then i saw his phone got pic of cindy..haha..then he dont believe that i noe cindy..haha..he so crap..reached home at bout 5.20..then go down and play soccer..then i msg cong that iM going there to play soccer..then he say 15 mins..then i msg back..i go ur house downstairs..faster come down..i wouldnt bring my phone wat..yasterday say liao..then i wait like an idiot under his block..as if i was waiting for my gF tO come down lorr..i think she would be better..at least come down wait for me and say i wan to buay me..make me wait..i buaysoNg so i go liao..i even count 300 seconds..wait for like 15 mins??waste my time..so i go liao..sing song and walk..coz alone mah..so heck lah..juz sing only..haha.then reach liao..saw like not much ppl lehh..weird2 one..so juz stand there talk2 to the kids..they quite frenly to me lehh..coz they noe i pro wat..haha..not to that sean..then i wan to jion liao then the little boi said..huh..dun wan lahh..he so pro..SERIOUS!!..never bluff de..haha..i iNside so happy..got ppl consider me as quite pro..haha..so then anyhow play only..so sianz..that nic..solo kia..so i juz anyhow only..then bakash brought his st gaB frens to the sopt..got 3fren..so they all oh ya pay ya som ba lehh ba roti prata banana..then spread two two..then me bak and one of his fren..then lioniel and some indian guy[both are baKs fren..]the add 3 small kids then we got one kid..then baK ask me to play back..coz he got one fren very fast de..oOkiE lah..we play like crap..the both of them from the same skool oso cannot form good attack..i was like..arrrggghhh..wat he two of u doing..but i keep quiet only..then we losing like 3-0..haha..then i attack..with baKs fren..we scored one..then they finally got their act together..and scored two..then suddenly the game become more balanced..so then bAk sCored his hat trick..then he defend..so me and his fren attack..so fun..i like robben..haha..cut in adn out..then pass with the hand open up like a flower liddat..i scored two goals liddat lorr..so nice..but the first goal..i sneak into the back post..then ask the guy throw to me..then i postion so nicely liao..and then dived into the ball..and scored..haha..so happy..the first goal after so many months..haha..so very happy..then i shoot like robben oso..quite hard lah..then curl like siao..those small kids were like..EH..CURL LEHH..HOW HE DO WAN SIA??..haha..its all bout the techinque kids..u have to get ur techinque rite..haha..hmmm..then managed to oLe' so of the guys..not bad lahh..3 again..haha..so happy with my performance..haha..then took a free kick..crul so nice and dip like mad..but half court..then got one incident..so lame lah..we throw in then the other feller say where is ur sportsmanship..so i try to do some stupid backheel..then the guy who complian steal the ball away lor..then i was like..OEI!!U SAY SPORTSMANSHIP!!!..then he never hear..so i went to him then in malay accent..eH siAL..u sAy sPoRtsmANsHiP sO i wAn tO giVe baCk tHE baLL u sNaTch siAL..wAt iS tHis siAL..aLamAk..haha..then he like shyshy liddat..haha..i scored the golden goal..so happy..i even managed to thank God for every good movement..that i made..hitting the post..the flicks..the slicing passes and shots..i tried..but working towards thanking him at every time..haha..oOkiE..so sianz liao..go discuss about job hunt..

b[L]nEsS`05

wAh..mY fAv bOot!!arRRrGGghhHh!!!i wAN tO bUY..hmmm..$100 anD beLoW..bUT i sCarEd wiLL seLL oUT sEh..cANt rEaLLy fiNd tHis pAiR liAo..hAF tO buY iN 2-3 wEeKs tiMe..i wAn lEhH..i sAVinG 25 tHis wEeK!!i cANt wAiT..bUt iF cAnnOT tHen hAf tO bUy THe siLveR anD bLue oNe seh..niCe lAh..bUT i Like tHis..coZ..vERy niCe..i rEgReTtiNg seLLing mY fiRsT vapOr!!tHE goLDeN oNe..sO niCe lOr..dO triCks LiKe eAsiER..hAiZ!!



hmmm..wat a day it was..yesterday..actually this happened yesterday..but when i wan to post the post..suddenly the connection anyhow for me lahh..sianZ..so the post lost in the internet somewhere..haha..oOkie..back to the post..on sunday yi cong jio me go play soccer at the park somewhere else..in the estate lorr..then i was with siao hua and melvin..going home..then siao hua wanted to go to LeBb house to watch soccer..sO i turned cong down..then we went to LaBB house..but meL bUay lahh..his mUmmY dONt Let hiM gO oUt..coz he tell his mumMy nOt tO Let hiM oUT..nO lAh..hE cOuLdnT gO..tHen mE anD siAo huA wEnt tIO KFc aNd tA pAo tWo piEce chiCken meAL..then oN the wAy bAck wE sAW bOsSmAn anD bOsSmAn bRothEr..cOme oUT fRom taXi lAhh..bOsSmAN mAH..thEn wE wEnt uP tOgEthER..sExy LeGs wALk sUpeR fAst aS uSuaL..thEn sAW jiAjiA aNd jiAwEn wAtcHinG tV..sO siAnZ..sO Let theM wAtcH uNtiL thEy tHEy siANz..[rAthER..gUiLty..haha]..tHen when we watch liao..is 15 mins gone liao lah..but oOkiE lah..15 mins nia..then all together watch2 lah..then biG bOsSmaN wEnt baCk to army at haLf tiMe..pRotEct oUr nAtiON!!haha..theN jiAjiA cOMe oUt wAtcH2 oSo..tHEn eAt sOMe cHiLdiSh biScUit..thEn i sAy oUt lAh..sO cHiLdiSh..sO biG liaO stiLL eat tHis kiNd of biscuiT..hAiz..eH..giVe mE oNe lEhh..tHEn sHE NEVER giVe lehh..i oOkiE lOrr..nvm oNe wAt..then cOntinUe wAtcHing..thEn LeFt 5 LidDaT tHen giVe mE eAt..i tOok oNE thEn Let LebB hAf tHe rESt lOrR..then we played 3matches of winning11 then zhAo hOme..sO lONg never sALAm lAio lor..siaNz..but i got salam wiTH siAo huA..haha..then mOndAy..i super sianz..nothing to do..see laptop..watch tv..sleep..then at bOUt 5 LiDdaT..i heArd soMe kiDs mAKinG alOt oF nOisE..dOwnsTAiRs..then they wake me UP!!13 fLoOOrs awAY can wake me uP!!mY mOther iN thE mOrniNg sTAnd neXt tO me sOMetiMes can even give uP waking mE uP lOrr..so i cHAngEd aND rUshEd doWn..bUT tHEn thE pPL zHAO liAo..sO dUMb..tHen i wEnt tO mSg cOng aSk hiM whEtHeR wan tO gO tO thAt pLAcE anD pLAy sOcCer..tHEn wE mEet Lor..yA..wALk thErE..thEn goT tHat seAN oSo..hAOz..he kEep taLKiNG..sO bOaStfuL..i nOe sUre LoSe LiaO lAH..hE aNd cONg..dONt Let thEir fEet dO tHE taLKiNG..jUZ tALK2 nIA..tHEn i Ask tO bE nExt teAm..tHEy sAY oOkiE..then sOMe of tHE kiDs saW tHEm..thOse tWo aNd sHOut and sCoLD them..b****..tHe F oNe..oSo..tHen i toLd tHem dOnt taLK so much..aS in coNG anD sEan lAH..then wE pLay aT tHE siDe oF thE pitcH..tHEy pLAy uNtiL the baLL gO oUt..sO i heLP thEm taKe..tHen oNe sMaLL LiTTLe kiD sHOut..'eH u B****..dOnt tOuCh tHE baLL'..wAh piANg..i teLL u arHz..wHen i sAw hiS siZe..i wAn tO LaugH..he betTer tHAnk God thAt hE wAsnT sTAndiNG nExt tO mE..oR eLSe tHE neXt tHinG thAt wiLL bE kiSsiNg hIS fAce wOuLd bE mY fiSt..bUT the boss of that side told me..dun worry..he wasnt calling me a B****..is sean..i was..haha..nVm lAH..iT dOesNt maKe a diFf..then we pLay..sUpEr siAn..3-5..then nO pLAn lOr..sO wE went dOwn 4-0..sUpeR fAst..then those kids talk2 very pro..say..wah we 4-0 liao..hthen that sean say..aiya..i never play serious only..i wanted to ask him to shut up lorr..sOre LoSer..this is wat i HATE thE mOst..sOre LosERs..sO cRAp..haiz..then i said..one take the running man the other take the person who is going to lead the attack..then they sompletey stop scoring..so attack we let one guy dribble the whole team..haf to solo lahh..bo pian..3-5so it was like 1-5..haha..then cong dunno why no confidence to dribble..he couldnt dribble nicely..juz anyhow only i pass to him then he 1-4..fake once to get that extra yard then shoot..but went out..not bad lahh..then its sean turn..he use speed..not much use..on a wet surface..so he keep complaining..like alll good sore losers..haiz..then my turn..composed..i got the ball..then the girl come and mark me..then i was like..sianz..do i haf to go past a ger??but wat if i dont..super pai seh..coz..iM liKe the most pro in the team..so one stepover was more then enough..she commit one way..but then i wait for her to stand properly again..then she in a stance that if i lose control of the ball..she will cheong at me..so..i took small steps..start to dribble..then poked the bell through her legs..haha..oLe'!!then sianz..still got 4 more..then one came to me..i was like..hmmm....oOkiE..did a shimmy..and two stepovers..he didnt wan to commit..so dribble lahh..i cheong one way and cut back..he slipped..so continue dribbling..then two came to me..i cut in and out..to shake off the two of them..but the guy that i shake off first came back to bLock my shot..NO RAMMING!!!number one rule there..and they were hitting the ball like no one noe wats RAMMING..they never see how i shoot only..dont talk about ramming lahh..i did another two good dribbles..and hit the post once..haiz..so sad..if score better lor..haiz..but the match ended 4-1..we considered haven lose..yet..coz no one reached 5 goals..haha..kids style wat..childish lahh..i think that i have to eeat more of jiAjiA thAt biscUit then can play at that pitch..haha..anyway..iVe uPGraDed tO fLa[M]bOuyAntWiNgeR LiaO..haha..yUps..oOkie..doNe..

WAH!!..i managed to rE-formatt my laptop by myself leHH..haha..with the stuff that i really want inside..sO happy..can go msn with an easy heart liao..knowing that no more viruses liao..haha..so happy..actually cant even on the laptop de..so..thank God..haha..thanks guys..really had a great day with y'all today..well..ah tai call me to go and play soccer with the guys and some of his frens..ya..its cool and all..but actually i couldnt go cause supposed to have leaders training de..but then dunno how why and some how it was posponed..haha..so hap[p]y lor..msg tai on fri night that i going..so excited lah..so went to sleep..then the next morning which is todae..saturday..then rOn ask from me whether got any extra boots..then i told him that need to go to aljunied and take..then he decided to go and buy boots lor..so i suggested to go to..queensway lor..where else??haha..so we took a bus there..meet him at his house there that bus stop..then i wait until 1.20..so i msg him..coz i haven see him yet..then he was standing in front of a stupid sign borad lor..waste my msg..haha..then we took 74 to maCrichie[izzit spelt this way??]..then 855 was in front of the 74..so i ran in front to ask the uncle whether we can get on the bus..then he inside juz keep waving his hand in front of his steering wheel..so i was like..piangs..then ron was like his usual self and he went wt*..so i applauded for the uncle..haha..i was laughing inside of me..5 years liao..rOn still never change..haha..still the same..so we waited for the next bus..93 came so we took it..then at holland road there..the 93 over took the 855..then i was..haha..thank God that i didnt go up ur loser bus..then i made i stupid face to the 855 bus driver..coz it was the same one that i saw..haha..then ron again..was like..wt*..so we reach queensway..then saw alot of boots..alot..piangs..i wan to buy the total 90 and the two talarias..haha..OMG..i'M likE mAd..oOkiE..then we went to eUnoS to meet them..then we were like super early..and they even say that they will be going to be late lor..so we decided to go and eat first lor..so then we ate..then talktalk..abit of rubbish..then went to the mrt station to wait for them..we waited for like an hour in total..the theeratch brought his sister out..she like so cute lor..talk ALOT..like chriS's sis but she speaks better chinese whilst chriS's sis speaks better english..haha..then play soccer..made my ankle from okie to not okie AGAIN!!!..aggghhhhhHH..fRuStRatiNg..then this guy he makan my leg..then he swep me off my feet..then the ball clear liao then come and ask me..eh bOi..u oOkie aNOt??..sO i juz heck lah..he ask like ask for the sake of asking..so i didnt want to answer for the sake of answering..the carry on..then kevin finally came..after combing his hair, bathing, changing, making his hair, wear slippers and look for boots..in the end still wear slippers play..haha..so dumb lor..ya..then suddenly we play like samba style soccer..one touch passing..like the good old days..haha..on one ocassion..haha..really like poetry in motion..but in the end someone wanted to head the ball but then i was going wide then it was like in front of me so i threw myself into the air and pull off an over head kick..it might fall into ratch's path wat..so juz try..then when i sat up..kevin and i started laughing lor..haha..we gave each other that stupid look..then ah tai from the other end started shouting lor..coz they knew the spectacular me was bout to emerage..and it really started..but ended quite fast too..i latched onto a through ball then i cut back and tried to ole my marker..but then got past him liao so oOkie..then he kicked my ankle!!!ahhhhhhhhh..the pain came back immediately..i was like wat??!!??nO..pla no!!..but the pain was there..then i super buay sond took off my boots and sit in the middle of the pitch..then the guy help me stretch my ankle lah..but wasnt much use..ya..haiz..then the whole game ended lor..haiz..then the last match i play keeper..haha..the opponent got so many chances but they only scored one..they all rambutt at me lor..but i think of all the 4 saves the one that almost going towards to my head one was the best save lor..i still managed to push it over the bar and do a 'ghun chio'..haha..roll ball in chinese..then there was an almost blooper..haha..i totally miskicked the ball coz i didnt wear boots..but then the striker somehow managed to miskick the ball and it slowly roll out..haha..then the goal of the evening..from my goalkick..i actually took a touch then juz whack the ball up..then it was like super straight..so i was like..haha..if the keeper fumbles with the bounce, its going to go in..the keeper didnt even touch the ball..it bounced in..hhaa..then the game completely ended..so dumb lah..but i had alot of fun..haha..ya..then went back to AMK..they went ti eat and i went home..haiz..then went we were walking to s-11..there was a green moblie rubbish bin in front of us..coz there was a step and the guy had to carry it up by himself..so he had to stop..and in front of us..dunno who said wah..thanks arhz..hhaa..then went to 7-11 and buy some stuff and then went home..super tired liao..trying to level up my maple..then tmr in mac continue..haha..oOKie..i super tired liao..niteznitez...bB=)

h4h4..i juSt LAerN hOW to play maple story!!.so kiddish..h4h4..but all thanks to wind..h4h4..thanks for teaching me how to play..the characters so nice sia..h4h4


todae whole day study cos..



no life..gonna get back life in bout 11 hrs time!!cant wait..h4h4..when i having hoLS THEN someone start tests!!woOhOO~..sO hAppy!!..gonna to cycle to lebbeus house tmr wif mel..dunno xi4o hu4 wan to bike with us anot..h4h4..should be real fun..heehee..cant wait..will finish my cos paper as quick as possible..but write neatly lah..hhaa..yes..then..iM frEE!!ookiE..wanna maple liao..i so nOob..oNLy LeVel 8..bB(:

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhssssssssssssssssssss!!!
crap..i pray that i wont fail my CM paper..oH man..juz now in the exam hall..i was like..everythinkg was not right..i forgot to buy tissue paper and then i mixed up all the formulas!!all the chapters haf the same thing like var(X)..but the formula all diff one like some chapter is =E(X)2-[E(X)]2..then some is i duNNo..piAnGS..iM gOnNA gEt bOxEd bY sOMeoNe..hahahs..she said that i box u if u fail ur maths paper..oOkiE..daMn dUmB..



sOMeoNe wAns tHE viDeO oF hErseLf eAtiNg cHiCkEn wiNgs..h4h4..shE sAys iTs sUpER diSgUstiNg..bUts iTs vEry niCe[iF u LoOk at iT iN aN ugLy wAy]..jOkiNG..h4h4..siANZ..meLviN gOiNg tO pLAy sOcCer wiTh they aLL tHeN i hAF tO sTay at hOMe tO sTUdy COS!!h4h4..h4iZ..sO siAnZ..hAVe tO cOme oUt $125 fOr tHE tOurnAmEnt..coLLEctEd $50 LiaO..i gAve $30 oF mY pOckEt mOneY LiAo lOr..thEn oNLy coLLeCtEd fRom eDwRAd aNd jEspAL aNd iM..aND cAi..i heLp hiM pAy..sO i gAve $20 LiaO..anOTher $75 mOre!!NeXt wEek pOckET mOneY sHouLd aLL gO iNTo tHe rESt of tHE cAsh..cRAp..stiLL gOt jaKe, dAnieL fOo, bRiAn aNd meLviN..oH..gOt gEoRgE!!..h4h4h4..oOkiE..got anOtHer $50 sO onLy nEed tO pAy anOtHer $25..i pAy $45 lEh..aLL oF u aLL iDioTs cOMpLAiN wAt $10 sO mUch..i pAy sO mUch mOre u dOnkEYs!!..dAmN..nO mONEy LiaO lOr..piaNgS!!..eH hAd..uR $4 miGHt nOt bE aBLe tO pAy U tHiS sUn..bUt i tRy lAh..yA..sOrRiE..dELay sO LoNg..crap sia..so LoNg never play soccer liao..haiz..so heart pain..waNna pLAy sOcCer!!aHhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHH!!..h4h4h4..



piAngS..h4h4..cAnt sTAnd tHe pLAnEt sHacKErs LeAD siNgEr'S vOiCe..sO niCe siA..i wAn lEHh..aSk hiM sEnd tHE iNstaLLatiON pACkaGe to mE..tHEn i iNstaLL hiS voiCe iNtO miNe..h4h4..bUT God maDe uS aLL wOndErfuLLy anD sPeCiaLLy..sO tHE vOicE hE hAs giVen mE iS gOod eNoUgh..jUst hAve tO pRaCtiCe eVeRydAy..h4h4..wHen i woRk at cHuRCh i aSk aArOn tEAch mE hOW tO siNg..bUt sCarEd siA..h4h4..aiYa..h4h4..gOiNg tO LebBeuS hOUsE tO pALy wiNniNg 11 oN wEd!!yEAh~wTH meLviN anD si4o hU4..wOohOo~
tOo baD mY bEst wiNNinG 11 pArtNer nOt cOmiNg..sTAy tOo fAr..h4h4..tHiNkiN oF cYcLiNg tO his hOUsE..bUt dUnNo si4o hU4 gOt biKe anOt leh..hMmmM..oOkie..aSkeD meL LiaO..h4h4..yEaH..dUriNg oCtobER gOt fAmiLy neWs tRaiNiNG!!yEAH~
iM gOiNg tO sO fAmiLy nEws wiTh tHe gUYs agaiN fOr tHe noVeMbEr iSsuE!!gOiNg tO mAke iT niCe aS pRoMiSeD!!tRy lAH..sO fAR stiLL gOT nO iDeAs yEt..sO..hAve tO sTAy pAtieNt aNd wAIt anD tHiNk anD tHEn a sUdDeN iDeA oF bRiLLiAncE coMeS tO miNd tHen diCusS wiTH tHem anD aArON tHen fiLm iT dOwn anD tHEn eDit aNd then wAtcH and LauGh aND sHyShy aWhiLe..h4h4..pRodUctiOns cReW rOcKs!!hEavEn yEA!![pPL sAy hELL yEA..sO i dONt wAn tO cOpy sO i uSe hEavEn yEA..]



hAiZ..wHen tHen cAn gO sEntOsA aGAiN??hAiZ..i tHinK noVemBer hOLS tHeN caN gO..hAiZ..aAroNs viDeo cAm wiTh ME..bUt dUnNO whY cAnnOt tRANSfER tHE viDeo iNtO mY LAptOP lEh..cHriS oNe oSo cAnnOt..siAnZ..i wAnNa gO pLAy wiNNinG 11 LiAo lAh..bLoG tMr oR sOMe oTHer tiMe..



ByEbYe!!(:
pUnk'DjEstEr
sMiLiNg(:*sHiNiN9*LeArniN' tO sPeAk=X

i am going to have test on monday and i am like super not ready..so im trying to cheong for CM..which i haven done well in this term..haiz..had leaders training today..i did media and video taping..with nOobiE-nOob-nOoB!!h4h4..so funny..my ankle was like pain cause i ran from the media room to the front stage to get the keys for the media room..it was like i am wearing my ankle brace and i aM rUnNing Like a mAd gUy..h4h4..when i saw aaRon and pS cHi4 at the front..i LoOked at them with a dum face and smile and said i forgot the keys..and ran away laughing..mavis saw me and said..haiyOo..ur leg LidDAt still run..then i was..yA..but important..so dont really care..reached church at 4.40 to see eD train his dRuMs..LeArnt a few techincal terms for drums..like the flare..tRuk doOm dOoM tRuK dOom dOoM tRuK..ya..was with yang and aAroN..then aaron asked me wether i wanted to sing..i was like..eRr..then sat down and drink my bubble tea..green apple ice blended with pearl..will never be sick of drinking it..h4h4..then after his training..only left the two of us in the audi..and i brought my soccer ball to church..so. . .h4h4..took it out and then we played panNa!!h4h4..oLe'!but in theend after runnning and chasing and tricking and turning and spinning and flicking and everything except nutmegging each other..only when i open my legs wide on purpose..but then..noNe tiLL rAndy cAMe in aNd scolded us..we were sweating like pigs..so then we made our way to maCs and sat down to talktalk..i eat dinner and finished my filet-o-fish in 3 mouths..in front of eD..for the second time..h4h4..tmr going to eD hoUse aND pLAy..h4h4..very long never play liao..didnt go to skOoL todAe..then when i was in church..saw meL..theN wE talktalk for awhiLe..wanted him to sit with me in the medis room and slack..cause no body there..h4h4..then he told me he didnt go to skool..then i told him me too..then we look at each other and smilesmile=))..h4h4..my sec skool mates jio me go and play soccer..for dunno wat team..but i dont think that i can make it liao lor..got to help daniel with the bBQ sTufF..he like so stress sia..never plan bBq b4..nVm..God bLeSseD hiM wiTh a pRo..h4h4..tHAts me of course..


i saw her again today..as beautiful as always..with class and alluring beauty as she walks past me..my heart just melt..with her long and smooth hair swaying from left to right in the breeze..my legs too sway from left to right..as i couldnt take it anymore..i turned away and cried aloud in my heart..do you know how i feel for you??will we ever be together??ever??with tears rolling down my cheeks slowly, i turned my back and continue walking in the opposite direction thinking that the pain will go away as i walk further and further away from you..but actually the pain and the scar becomes deeper and more excruciating..with another look as i turned for one last time, my heart melt again..with the knife stabbed right into my heart, i continued walking..as my friends came to me, i become that masked hero and put in a brave front..but in my heart, only i know the pain and the hurts that i am going through..why??why cant i just tell you how i feel..maybe..i am so scared that i would just lose this friendship with you..i would rather carry on this normal friendship than letting this friendship crash and burn. . . . .


damn..i dunno how to write love stories..i wanna learn for the productions movie that we are trying to come out with..but..i think i still got some things to work on before we can have a good script..good and talented actors will be useless unless there is a good script..i need inspiration!!God give me some thing to write on for the movie!!..pLS!!


my aCL paper is liKe i dunno how to put it..h4h4..i haven reach home already look like..eRR..anything that doesnt look like paper..h4h4..yA..gOnNa gEt scoLding from anNetTe and maybe LaurEeN aGaiN..h4h4..cant wait to do family news again next month..i will be like so free..so i promise everyone in bathel AOG that i will do a good family news..eSp aUnty mAy..h4h4..u aSked me when i was going to be on family news again..h4h4..i told you that most likely will be next one..and it will be..but have to ask aar0n for any ideas first..but dunno worry..it will be as good as usual..make y'aLL Laugh..yUpS!!..~mY taLeNt~


oOkie..i tHiNk thAt sHouLd bE eNoUgH LAh..tMr sUpEr LoNg dAY fOr mE..sO hAVe tO sLEeP eRALy aND sTArt sTudYiNG lAH!!h4h4h4..siGniNg oUt pUnk'DjEstER!!=)
.sMi[L]3.=).sPe[4]K.=D.sHi[N]3.^^.

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes

but i'M so hApPy tO hAF so mANy niCe fRenS aRouNd mE..and esp..GOd..h4h4..iM sOrRiE fOr wAt iVe dONe thE pASt mOntH..tHe bUdAk tAiK i hAd bEeN..pLs fOrgiVe mE..

h4h4..actually nothing much to say..only that my ankle got worst and better during the week..so haf been wearing my adidas slippers the past week..needa go buy new slippers soon..i wan that brown quiksilver slippers!!h4h4..bout $20..i think..i wanna buy jeans..no more tapered jeans for me!!..new shoes..new boots..the white and red and the silver and blue one!!two more new boots!!mercurial talaria!!..its like gOinG tO coSt mE $200!!waNNa gO tO qUeEnSwAy aND bUy sHoRts anD t-sHiRts..tHe jOker t-sHiRt aND sOme moRe dUmB oNEs!!..h4h4...ahhHHHhHhHHH..sEm bReaK iS cOmiNG sOOn..wANnA wOrk ioN cHuRCh fOr aAroN anD pS rACheL..hOPe i cAN dO sOmetHinG dUriNg mY tiME tHErE!!anD yEs!!sEntOsA!!a pLaCe tHAt wE hAveN bEeN fOR a LoNg tiME!!..dUriNg thE wEeK bReaK fOr thE sEc sKoOL peEPs..wE gO sEntOsA anD pLAy oOkiE??pPl LiKe mEL, si4o hU4 aNd mAybE dAn, LeB aND tHE oThER uSuALs..h4h4..yA..mAke iT moRe pRopEr tHiS tiMe!!wiF eD, yAng mAybE jErRy aND cHriS..h4h4..then cAN dO sOme dUmB FiLmiNg tOo!!h4h4..sAd siA..tEst cOmiNg..i hAveN rEALLy sTUdY..thEn i kEep tHiNkiNg oF pLay..Leb sTiLL aSk uS tO oNe dAy gO tO hiS hOusE aND wiNniNG 11 aGaiN..hAiZ..bUt fUn2!!..sOcCer!!wOohOO~

nothing more to say liao lah..maybe tmr then write more..but tmr got bBq..and iM maKiNG mY fAmoUs jeLLiEs!!wOoHOo~..bUt hAF tO helP dAn dO sOMe sTuFf..anD eVEn sEt uP fiRe!!bUT i LOve sEtTiNG uP tHE fiRe..hEeHeE!!

oOkIE lAh..

h0LL4 y'aLL
' jEstER oUt '
=)

Something sweet, something simple . . . something special,
specially for the punk'dster ((:

sometimes,we just feel as though our whole world is crashing down on us, even if nothing bad is happening.
sometimes we just get into moods.. really bad moods.
we dont feel like smiling, we dont feel like talking, we dont feel like laughing..
we just dont feel like doing anything at all.

sometimes we just have no joy, we just feel no love, we just feel so so empty.
we cant cry even though we really want to, we cant scream, we cant shout, we cant hide, we have so much to express but we don't know how to or where to start.

you feel like there's no one to turn to... no one seems to understand you..
your closest friends seems furthest . . .
and sometimes, you dont feel like turning to anyone at all, you just want to be alone . . .

you're just so.. down.
and, there's no reason why.

BUT.
i just want you to know;

Jesus is there. was always, is still, and will always be.
believe it or not, he's there.
he NEVER left you, not once.
and, he's right there beside you.

and whenever you feel so empty, just ask him to fill you up.
when you feel no love, ask him to love you anew.
when you have no joy, ask him to make you happy.
he is more than willing to and.
its just because he loves you.

when you miss someone so so much, Jesus misses you more.
when you think you're thinking of someone all the time, Jesus thinks of you more.
when you want so much to hold someone, Jesus wants to hold you more.

its amazing how much my Jesus loves me.
and you.
his love so so big.
the world too too small to contain it.((:

*love, the pretty girl whom Jesus loves.