i am damn tired..cheonged game from 10pm to 6am at lebbeus house..then sleep and woke up at 8..then went to xiao hua house..he go take stuff then we go church..he went to swim with PLS..then i had vocals..i never felt that tired in my life every before..the teacher used to coach stephanie sun and tanya chua to sing..so i feel honoured lor..really too tired already..now that i am in the comfort of my room..i wish to talk more..another day i guess..



i want to love her for who she is
i just adore her for she's the one that matters<3

haha..today we had vocals..<3!!!
yes..jonavan wastes time..so if u plan to complete something within 10mins..pray hard that u dun see him..HAHA..maybe i should get him a stop watch..see how much time he wastes..by coming late and talking rubbish..hahaha..i going to go to church to have vocal session with eunice..haha..so fun..then on saturday aaron's teacher is coming..i am so damn excited..i wan to rest well on friday night..but got winning 11 la..haha..sianz..i hope i will be okie..today i sounded real bad during lesson..i was damn disappointed with myself..and i seriously think that its the lime juice that i drank on wednesday night..lime creates and generates phlgeam..however u spell that..i think so..i was damn phlgeamy today..keep having to clear my throat..but cant totally blame that drink..i slept at 3am oso..haha..tsktsktsk..actually more like at 4 am..aghaha..i seriously dunno wat to choose for my praise song..and i dun have a guitarist..i am so tired..i think i heard the song oceans will part like close to 500times already..haha..i just am a big fan for GOOD VOCALS!!<3..

so if my gf can sing..that will be great!!!..


oh ya..in the word name..it acutally has two sillybos

i went to mel house to take my bike..with xiao hua..then i called melvin and told him that my bike not there..haha..then xiao hua laugh until the pants going to drop off riaos..then i say bye to mel..he oso not at home.haha..LOl..then i went to give tuition..i almost died..the lime juice and the question my student asked me..

i feel weird..i dunno why..i just feel that way..maybe becoz i didnt really talked to mummy today..anyway..tmr vocaltraining!!<3..YEA..saturday at 1 oso got vocaltraining<3!!haha..i heard that aaron's teacher is coming to teach..i am so damn excited..=)

maybe its just that i am tired..ya..i was biking today..got to be the tiredness that getting into me..i gtg..BB

peace out!~!~

OMG!!..today was the first vocal training that we had with MISSeunice..OMG..it was great..the pressure to sing infront of her was there..but it was much less than singing infront of aaronlow..coz like he is THE youthpastor and THE best singer in church?..that's if u dun count me in the list haha..DUN GIVE ME THAT -.- face!!DUN DO THAT..haha..eunice said i can sing oso!!happy..good pitching..unique voice?..first time i heard that from someone..BUT..she say i dun dare to sing..and i think its quite true..i damn shy about singing one..so if i song infront of u..means we are like no secrets kind of thing..haha..i dunno wat i talking la..

oh ya..eunice gave me some advises..
-NASAL VOICE..haven really got rid of it..getting rid of it totally..eg[talking, singing]
-talk more..on the phone or whereever..so i guess phone will be good..so whoever needs a talking buddie..I AM HERE
-singing with expressions..i have to look for a style of singing that i really like..i think is a mix of westlife and rNb kind of thing..I GUESS
-DARE TO SING..nothing much to say..just have to DO IT lor..


wah lao..today I REACH HOME AT 1150!!..OMG..so pissed with the bus..it like almost never came..haha..OH YA..<3HELLOPANDA!!..reuben oso <3them..haha..OH YA..THIS SATURDAY..THERE IS LIKE VOCAL TRAINING FROM AARON's TEACHER..so excited..i am so going to go coz i wan to meet her face to face..but the night b4 that i going to go to lebbeus house to stay over to play winning eleven leii..i scared that my throat CMI on saturday afternoon..I AM SO DAMN EXCITED..can i swear in my entries?..dumb tagboard keep coming out the 1 beep 2 whenever i say DAMN..DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN..come on!! beep me..oh ya..about the training..haha..i going to have vocals from aaron on thursday..if he can..coz someone cannot on friday..so we asking aaron whether can have it on thursday instead..happy..looking forward to that day oso..its wednesday today..means..i got to go to melvin house and cycle the bike back..and xiao hua have to cycle JOEL's bike..my youngest brother..damn retarded la..i am damn tired..i think after eating my HELLOPANDA i am going to sleep

haiz..more problems it seems to be..maybe i shouldnt be an acl..maybe i shouldnt be in zone2a maybe i shouldnt be an ass..ALL THE MAYBES..so i dun care..i not going to care wat ppl says..i think its true that sometimes just being a normal member..u can oso touch lifes..dun have to be someone who u are not..maybe i found the true person that i am..that i am not called to be a leader..i dunno la..but all i have done in my leadership life has been negative stuffs..i mean..i haven done anything that is like damn good or wat so ever..all has ended up in complains..remember the mac incident..if i wasnt an acl..i wont get scolded..this brand that has been putted on me has really brought a great toll on my life man..but i promised myself that i am going to try as hard as ever to amend stuff and make things right..and prove them wrong..that i will still have a chance of being a worship leader one day..but for now..i guess i have to look at the road that i am walking on instead of looking over the hills and stuff..anyway..i have been working hard on vocals..SERIOUSLY..i think i neglect many stuff..I CLEARED MY NASAL VOICE..aaron didnt say anything about it when i sang solo for all for love..even when there are problems, God will send CUTE ppl to comfort u man..haha..i was msging this person that i was going through quite abit at the moment..so we chatted through sms abit then she tried to comfort me by saying dun sad la..then i was keep ranting all my sadness then she said that i think i oso sad liao la..keep hearing u say sadsadsad..in the end i had to comfort her oso..hahaha..CUTE ritE?..haha..LYNN can play cs..LOl..but she will scream like siao la..haha..MADNESS..anyway hexic top score is 246 460!!so happy..average is like 107K..haha..i think i am getting better in that game..haha..i got something for someone..hehe..

if i had a wish,
i wish to wake up every morning with a smile,
a smile that makes ur eyes go bright,
a smile that makes u smile even 4 a mile
if i had a wish,
i wish to wake up every morning with a smile,
a smile that makes u go wild high,
if i had a wish,
i wish to wake up every morning with a smile,
a smile that comes with a hi.
if i had a wish,
i wish to wake up every morning with a smile,
a smile that keeps u warm although we r a mile apart,

seeing anyone is such a pressure,
but seeing u is such a pleasure.

so nice eh?..haha..I WAN TO TELL THE WORLD THAT I <3 SINGING AND GOD..HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
thou we are going through though times..i am sure that God will pull us through this tough times..coz he is magnificent ^^V

OMG..i was so freaking pissed last night when i realized that i couldnt play hexic last night..haha..anyways..quite boring this week..haven gone out YET..which means that i am going to go out SOON!!..yea!!^^V
i dun act cute okie..its just that..sometimes human emotions go to a certainly weird extend SUDDENLY..u know..like singing bass and u suddenly change to falsetto..[AND THIS IS THE CORRECT SPELLING LA..DUN TRY TO SCAM ME..i guess]i forgot who told me that when u sing with ur falsetto suddenly there will be this super weird sound that u produce before u reach the falsetto..but for me..like NEVER ever happened before leii..maybe i never use the falsetto properly la..i dunno..haha..BUT..i think i stop singing from my nose already..I HATE CHERIE WONG SIEW MAI..she made fun of my singing through my nose thing!!!ARGH!!i started playing dota recently AGAIN..haven played for quite some time..and someone said that i LOVE dota..u are mad..haha..i only play like at most 4 games per day la..thats considered little for me..last time i play like 6 games..within a day

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! HEXIC IS OKIE..I GOING TO BREAK TOP SCORE NOW..watch this space daryl..

today i act on stage..i heard the audi screaming at me..i felt nervous and song..but thank God at least all the acting and preparation for the day was resulted into a salvation..yea..happy..but suddenly got so much problems..then damn tired..and when all adds up..i feel so dead..but i keep thinking to myself that i am alive and wanting to run for God like siao..haiz..i love the entrance of the toilet door..sorry daryl..really damn shacked and worn out..but..as frens i guess we should preservere and pull each other to continue running..the way i gather up some strength from somewhere to carry the keyboard and run to the bus..haha..ok..i damn tired..need to sleep..STONE..stop sucking info..ahaha..u can write a book about 5 easy steps and methods to suck info AND GET CAUGHT..ROCK ON STONE!!

i love my frens=)

mummy is a stupid person.mummy can make me smile when i am angry.mummy tries to make me sleep early but in the end i slepp even later=X.mummy calls me baby boi.mummy is mummy.i<3mummy
do i?..yea i guess so.haha.wow..i just heard brian McKnight songs and i like totally loved it..i always wanted to sing something like that..rNb..so cool..like westlife..but westlife has more of a mixture..haha..i listen to westlife since p5..never stop ever since..i listen to brian McKnight at 18..i will never stop oso..inspires me to sing more..ahaha..i thought of these coz just in case i EVER make it to SI one day..i know what to say about the genre which inspire me to sing..
u know wat?..kero has got a new stead..like the 3 one this year..as in ever since i knew him..he is that gay he used to be with that colin which made singapore make a big fuss about it..
i was looking through my past posts and i thought that the big small typing is damn nice..no wonder i fell in love with it..haha..LOL..here it goEs agaiN..anyways i have been reseaching about some stuff on worship..which i think its damn cool..haha..and THANKS A MILLION to MS EUNICE..i got the book that i wanted..haha..i NEEDED to complete my notes..though i haven continued since monday..hmm..i remember last time i used to just talk about singing how much i wanted to be a singer..wat aaron said about my voice..U KNOW WAT?!?..haha..i finally made the first move..i am taking lessons from aaron together with ah siao, reubs and jake..wonder how he came into the picture?..till today, i am still wondering..
and recently we have been doing some recordings..haha..damn fun and funny..i love my singing buddies man!!..i hope that all of us will be on stage one day leading the people not because we got the revoice but because we want to lead the people into worship and have an encounter with God just like the way we did or EVEN BETTER!!yea..haha
MUMMY is fast asleep..zZzZZ hehe
stupid elhannah..PUT MY SONG ON HER BLOG..who do u think u are?..haha..jkjk..better tell me wat happen hor..i realised that..i rarely play and talk about soccer already..singing has taken over..one day i wan to teach people how to sing..thats like going to be so exciting la..haha..coz like..u learn then u teach..then like will help u to learn better?..haha..make u like solid on the fundamentals on wat u have to do and wat they have to do to be able to sing..haha..someone told me that that person is tonedeaf..hmmm..then how would u know whether i can sing good or not?..haha..but nvm..
CELL GROUP IS GOOD..aaron has really settled into the cell quick..which is good..i plan to give my cell members follow up soon..and since its holidays for me..i guess its a good time to start and talk about stuff and stuff..i haven done a REAL follow up b4..we only like chatted la..haha..which is a good start from my point of view..
WHO WANTS TO KNOW A SECRET ABOUT ME?
here it goes..
I HATE TO WASH MY HAIR=)
haha..seriously..i am like a girl..i wash my hair ONCE every 2 days..unless i go biking or sporting and i sweat manymany..
ok..church camp is coming again..and i am DAMN excited to miss skool again..just to go for camp..I AM JUST PRAYING SO HARD THAT IT WONT FALL ON EXAM WEEK..i counted already..it SHOULDNT fall on exam week..YES!!i am going to go with MUMMY!!
its going to be at sunway lagooon!!..i went there only like once..haha..so i am DESPO to go there again..i hope to share room with aaron and ah siao..thats if aaron can go la..
phoebe is a good dancer!!(:
i knda damn tired from talking and typing..damn it la..haha..tmr have to meet ah siao at 1130 at tampines..haha..having a mass conversation with my frens now..BB
sM[L]3.:.spE[4]K.:.sH[N]3
i <3 MUMMY

dun hide ur talents..show them to the world..multiply it, make it better, train it till u think its at its best and continue to improve it some more..thats wat i am going to do with my talents..for God's glory alone that is..
how i wish i can hear myself sing one month ago and now..confirm can hear the diff one..thanks to my jamming buddies, MY SINGING BUDDIES!!reuben and ah siao and my TEACHER..aaronlow!!he rocks..did u know..he is my youth pastor..and my make us touch his stomach to feel the way we should breathe while singing..its like so cool la..not everyone can touch their youth pastors..sadly..some dun even talk to them..when i become youth pastor..i will date everyone out at least once!!1 on 1..be it movie or coffee or jamming..I WANT TO DO THAT..but before i become youth pastor..
singing!!worship leading..another calling that i discovered not too long..rachel said that u shouldnt be confused when is a calling unless the motive wrong..about fame or whether its really a calling..yea..NOW CONFIRM..i am not confused about that calling..whooo..U KNOW SOMETHING?!?..today someone told me that i SING GOOD!!twice some more..and the person was like..SHUTUP LA..U SING GOOD CANNOT ARH!?!..haha..WOOOOOOOOOOO..happy..but not proud..coz i still improving it..sp there is nothing to be proud about it..and its God's gift to me..and her oso..another gift..but i going to leave her in his hands la..after watching the mighty to save dvd..i got inspired once again..to serve God with all that i have right now..that means even my voice..haha..i hope one day when i am on stage leading young ppl to worship..she will be proud of me..haha..i am not joking..okie..now i am..talking cock riaos..woooo..cant wait for the next vocal training..got to go running tmr..start to build a new diaphragm..i still dunno how to spell after checking the dictionary lor..LOL..