wow..how fun it is to do sound with aaron chua..i mean..i noe it was going to be fun..but i didnt noe how fun it was going to be..haha..lol..as in..at the start we were told that it was going to be serious..but he could make jokes like about almost everything..saw laureen and she was like super pissed..hiax..dumb la..but..nvm..

went to zone3a camp to help out..quite cool la..get to noe more ppl..and noe ppl better...haha..esp charlie..lol..

dun really feel like blogging now..gotta study soon..haha..lol..then play soccer later..yea~
gonna jio melvin..haha..lol..

haha..so crappy la..yesterday when to marc's house to stay..coz had to go and shift the stuff for marc..then when to parkway for debrief and dinner..dinner was good..i guess..haha..then saw anne and aaron shopping..haha..lol..then went to marc's house..played winning 11..then 3 rounds i won on all three rounds..haha..he loser seH..then started filming..quite cool la..got loads of ppl there..like..from the crew to jap food to korean drama king to kelongs to flowers to so much more..haha..was tiring though fun..then in the afternoon went to eat chicken rice..haix..then went to melvin's house..then we decided to go play soccer..and it started to drizzle when we wanted to go down and play..but we dun care only..so..ya..me and melvin..in bishan park..kicking the stupid no air ball..haha..then we went back soon..coz it was like BORING..so we go wash boot..then melvin suddenly splash water at me..he filled his boot with water then he splash me!!..farnnie..then i splash him back la..then the two of us splash here and there..madness la..in the carpark..haha..then we were about to go up then he brought a boot of water into the lift..then i was trying to smack the water and he was trying to pour the water on me..in the end, the whole lift was WET..thats all..haha..so lol..then mel bathe half way..his father took a pailof water and splash melvin..haha..then we cheong to church..so lame la..sianz..tired liao..tmr going out with jiajia..i mean..jiajia and the cell..haha..jkjk..gtg..bye

christmas is coming!!in like 5days?haha..hmmm..i haven really gotten any presents for everyone that are closer to me..haha..crap la..can die leh..i only got $70 left..hiax..how?..this whole week dunhaf to eat and stuff liao la..

yea..hoildays liao..but i am still sick from church camp..church camp was super fun..like..its wasnt just fun la..it was empowering and fun..though i got scolded and i was sick..i mean..that is one of the best camps i have been to since i've became a leader..so its like..WOW..ya..esp pastor phil..he is super power la..i mean..he is 24?i guess..haf to check with aretha..i mean..haha..nah..he was like a youth pastor at 20..the opportunity to pray for him was like..WOW..u mean it??..he asked me to pray for him la..the night that i got touched by God..he revealed something more into my life..and i'M glad that he did..yea..haha..

later going out liao..haha..yea..then tmr going to go shopping with them..maybe..all of them or something..haha..

i dunno why..but i am feeling this way..everytime i see her, she makes me smile..and everytime she sees me, i'LL make her smile..everytime we see each other, we make each other smile in our own special way..but i think that something is still lacking..maybe juz one..one something that would change everything..but when would it come??i really cannot wait leh..to noe the outcome..even if is that it will never happen..but i dun wan it to never happen..i WANT it to happen..but..do u?

haix...christmas shopping list..

• chris--spicy teriyaki..maybe get him a...a....a......i dunno..wat is there to give him??maybe purposely buy him the set of adidas socks..that he just bought that was on offer..haha..hmmm..cool...make him cick cake..LOL
• edward--weird guy??hmmm..brains?..he needs one..i mean..like BIG time..a new one..i oso dunno leh..how sia..
• xiao hua--xiao hua..hmmm...facial cream??so when he goes to korea..he wont be so left out??haha..haix..i see first..
• melvin--uR uNcLe..haha..my best bud..but now so far away liao..next year bdae pressent i wan to buy something big for him..ya..make him cry or something la..
• brian--crazy fren..hmmm..i dunno..something lame??
• marc--mud mad guy..haix..this guy..he needs everything..from a brain to a pair of socks..wat to give..
• daryl--korean drama king[chrous]..a korean drama??..haha..i dunno..if got sale then give la...?
• jerry--aN jiNg..maybe some nice dog food??..haha..i dunno..
• caleb--keLoNg..some tape??..nope..maybe like shaver??to maintain his leg hair??haha..
• lebbeus--e_gUitariSt..his bdae coming liao..wat to get??maybe something more practical then last year's present??haha..lol..hope we haf winning eleven again..
• her??my pRiNceSs to be??wat to give sia..

haha..i was playing with helium on saturday at the carnival..so funny..i was talking in like chipmunk's voice la..but..i didnt noe that it can kill straight away when u take in too much..where the helium and oxygen changes places..like the helium and oxygen switch places..so that means in ur blood would be helium.. instead of oxygen la..which means can cause blackout..means could lead to death..chan played till he felt dizzy la..that was one of the effects of taking in to much and it was the beginning of u noe..ya..so thank God..yea..okok..got to go and study liao..coz later wan to go out..yea..

i so sianx..
i am very sianx
so many projects..
esp the carnival..
that one killer man..
i wish that everything was under control and we are able to control it..
now..its controlling our lifes..i cant stand it..
a carnival controlling my life..anyway..everyone is like ice cream la..i dunno why..but..ya..hmmm..so many stuff happened the past few days..and i dunnno why..the past week..i keep getting scolded by pastor rachel..and i feel super tired the past few days..why??..anyone can tell me why??to the second question la..cant wait for holidays to start..but when it does..means study all the way..haiz..hi everyone!!..i juz being dumb..haix..xiao mei going to missions trip liao..sianx..hmmm..wah..church camp was absolutely great..couldnt ask for more..ya..wah..still got the dumb report to do..haix..

i realized i typed something wrong on my blog..so i deleted it away..coz i dun wan anyone to spread anything unreal and untrue la..ya..so i am sorrie if i had misled anyone of u..ya..we will juz be frens..no more to that..NO..only 4d..