wah..almost two months since i blogged..good..haha..wah..song..i got a new cell member recently..raymond's fren..aaron..the guy who love his reputation to be kept perfect when he go around pao toh-ing himself..i planning to share room with him and ah siao[jonavan]..YES..its jonavan..my childhood fren..grew up together..thats why we got similarity..but i am more toned down now..but ah siao..is LOUD..as in real LOUD..but its him to be LOUD..and its good!!haha..

ya..cried for my cell members today..dunno why..i felt that they are so..i dunno hwo to say..as in esp for my 3..they are the most havoc ppl i can have..its fun but going to tough..then i was like..WTH..i got them then + i liddat = hopeless??..then the second verse of the song was like

so take me as u find me
all my FEARS and FAILURES
FILL MY LIFE AGAIN
i GIVE MY LIFE to FOLLOW
EVERYTHING i BELIEVE in
NOW I SUDDENDER

i was like..all my failures and all my fears..God has taken them all away..then the chrous is

saviour
he can move the mountains
my God is mighty to save
he is mighty to save
forever
author of salvation
he rose and conquered the grave

i was like wow he will move the mountains..i saw them during praise..they were merely looking around clapping hands..only xiao hua..was praising..then i felt that burden for them..raymond and aaron..then this song came..didnt expect..i sang it afew times already..but i didnt know thw meaning of the song..till today..i was like WOW..okie..i was wrong to judge them..so just go on my knees and beg and pray..for God's divine plan to work through their lifes..i ahve decided to let God do all the things..and i just have to pray and interceed..i think i am going to be like a full time worship leader.. i guess..maybe la..maybe not..i dunno..praise and worship seems fun..but with a strict lifestyle..to have good PnW everyweek la..coz its not going up there to show off or act..one day u wull just peng there..