this is the launch of clan abnn..a bunch of ordinary kids who just have a soft spot for dota and fell into an application form for a dota tournament..today is going to be the start of the journey for these 6 guys..

lol..sounds like the intro for pokemon..later going to play the first game as abnn together for the first time..lol..i will edit this post later barh..

wah..today i went to bugis with julius..coz i wanted to go and get something from beach road for the skit that is on sunday..seriously..i dun think that i am ready for the skit coz its like there is still so many other things that are not settled yet..and wehave only 2 more practices..and so fast its full dress rehearsals..OMG la..its too pwns already la..i needed to go to beach road then half way to beach road, caleb told me he bought the stuff already..so i went to arcade with juju..wah..he played ggxx like siao again..then had to wait for him to try to beat that guy b4 we could go home again..the other time was dinner..but this timethnak goodness that the guy left when julius came back with two 50cents coins..LOL..haiz..now on the bus going home..so tiredla..never really sleep last night..haha..watched the finals..italy won,,yea..next is whether the skit willbe okie..and i got aprojectto rush by monday..haiz..so many things going on,..i should have said no to anna at first..as in like if i dun give me best then itskinda like cheating her feelings..coz like she has so much expactation from me..but i think its too high for me to handle la..okiela..i am typing everything on the bus then when i go home i would just have to copy and paste the whole passage la..haha..so clever la..thats what i think,.wah..go home have to memorize the script..sianz..REUBEN IS IN MALAYSIA..unfair..to cut hairsome more..LOL..oh man,.when then will i rech home?..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhi just want to go home, play abit of game then go and sleep coz tmr is going to be a longgggggggg dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyybut at least i will end skool at 330?..haha..should be la..the teacher always one..then go cannan and sleep again lor..haha..

u got this u got that u got this u got that..
BUT u dun have that most important thing..how does that feel?..

PWNAGE..with the sub wooofer effect..the ringing sound of age..age..age.age.......age..........
sianz

WO XIANG FEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
omg la
i got too many things to do..i just feel like running away

wah lao..ask me to act as someone who is so totally not me..and i have to be like A class performance on that particular day..dun start with rehearsals..THEY ARE KILLERS MANS!!!..omg la..so tired..+ skool work + projects + church stuff + singing + taking care of my voice = DIE LA..i just want to run away from all this crap..haiz..wateva la..haiz..i feel so sad bad and crapped out la..WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..i just want to scream..nvm..sianz la..going to just do nothing for now..REST REST REST!!!i need more REST..

wah..almost two months since i blogged..good..haha..wah..song..i got a new cell member recently..raymond's fren..aaron..the guy who love his reputation to be kept perfect when he go around pao toh-ing himself..i planning to share room with him and ah siao[jonavan]..YES..its jonavan..my childhood fren..grew up together..thats why we got similarity..but i am more toned down now..but ah siao..is LOUD..as in real LOUD..but its him to be LOUD..and its good!!haha..

ya..cried for my cell members today..dunno why..i felt that they are so..i dunno hwo to say..as in esp for my 3..they are the most havoc ppl i can have..its fun but going to tough..then i was like..WTH..i got them then + i liddat = hopeless??..then the second verse of the song was like

so take me as u find me
all my FEARS and FAILURES
FILL MY LIFE AGAIN
i GIVE MY LIFE to FOLLOW
EVERYTHING i BELIEVE in
NOW I SUDDENDER

i was like..all my failures and all my fears..God has taken them all away..then the chrous is

saviour
he can move the mountains
my God is mighty to save
he is mighty to save
forever
author of salvation
he rose and conquered the grave

i was like wow he will move the mountains..i saw them during praise..they were merely looking around clapping hands..only xiao hua..was praising..then i felt that burden for them..raymond and aaron..then this song came..didnt expect..i sang it afew times already..but i didnt know thw meaning of the song..till today..i was like WOW..okie..i was wrong to judge them..so just go on my knees and beg and pray..for God's divine plan to work through their lifes..i ahve decided to let God do all the things..and i just have to pray and interceed..i think i am going to be like a full time worship leader.. i guess..maybe la..maybe not..i dunno..praise and worship seems fun..but with a strict lifestyle..to have good PnW everyweek la..coz its not going up there to show off or act..one day u wull just peng there..