not download..but the other DL..was dl-ed with myself..i dunno why..i lost a 2v4 match[one lag out so 2v3]..then after that like depression liddat..WTH..i oso dunno..then jo got ask what happen..sia la..like abit fierce to my mEiMeI liddat..O(*&^%$# la..but whatever the case is..its over..thank God!!..

so long never blog liao..like abit watse space..but like no one come and read oso..other then my singing buddy to be..i oso dunno whether will be singing buddy..i want leh..but dunno whether will it be good for me leh..how?..pray and think about it lor..thats the standard answer..everyone odes stuff in a standard way..not nice leh..like leadership..have to follow the house rules ALWAYS..but like..during intern ship..i ALMOST like NEVER listen..why i still can be a leader?..how i know..by God's grace..another standard answer..so what can we do about it?..do something about it that will be not standard..something that ppl wont expect..i got a super nice topic to share on for cell..while i was bathing!!LOL!!ya..but cool..something not of the norm..unless toilet is the place where u think of what to share on..then i NTS lor..bieng out of the norm..is what i want to do this year..i guess..i WANT to LEAD a cell by the end of this year..will miss the times of being aN aCL..wondering whether i can choose who i want as my aCL..seriously speaking..i dunno who..maybe LEMON TEA!..if i can choose..i will choose LEMON TEA!..maybe easier..haha..to handle the whole cell..but the MAIN focus NOW is the current cell..which i like being..having fun and stuff..

seriously..i think i wan to be a pastor..next time..i dunno why..its fun..as in..can make it to be fun..u can be a fun pastor..just like chris long...LOL!! CHRIS LONG ROCKS!!..if i be a youth pastor one day...i will go to chris long and tell him that he has be an inspiration to my life..i want to go under him like for a year or two..SHIOKING man..learn all the crap..then I WILL come back to bethel..if they want me to come..they will..i guess..haha..whatever..get cert then say la..but thats like one of my biggest dream..if i was to choose between a nice ger to be my gf and being a happy life pastor..who can work with young ppl..i will go for the second one..i AM NOT trying to be holy or what..but seriously..i will..yea..coz i have no fear..coz if i dun get married, haha...not i lugi..the zhar bor lugi..haha..jk la..wah lao..joking cannot meh?..(*&^%$#..jkjk..i go watch tv liao la..and continue to dream..i go think then blog again la..another day perhaps