so broing these few days..though i went out to watch inside man..which was nice..cool..thinking show..going to do a nice card for pastor rachel..have to..so this whole week going to cheong her card..yea..^^V
coz still got sharing to do i think..haiz..so tired of doing cell report..seriously..so i am going to do it now..bored..

if u were wondering whats the meaning of 3-10..thats my score for my first game on zion..not the mountain..but its a emulator like lancraft..ya..sad la..haiz..need to improve la..sianz..so bored..i going to sleep liao..I WAS SCAMMED OF MY MONEY TODAY..haiz..and i still think that she likes me..

change of pastor..kinda like..lost for words with all to say..lord u take my breath away..still my soul my soul cries out..i dunno whether good or bad..theres nothing wrong with aaron..its good to have aaron..he has so many things that he can offer to Youth alive!..many talents..only all i can do is to get over it..pray for aaron and influence others to move on..to grow them..help them mature..teach them to move forward not backwards..theres nothing wrong with being sad..but its wat u do with being sad that counts..u can pee on ur pants and then just cry and complain all u want..but at the end of the day..i dont learn how to take off ur pants and change them..it will just rot and rot..but i am still learning..i went to the full time calling altar calling..and aaron spoke to me..LOADS OF STUFF..its like so cool..i have been waiting and waiting for someone to enlighten me since ps phil..remember him?..haha..its cool..and i like it..aaron and i talked for a quite some time at the party and at the altar..u just have to believe!..i will and i do!!

dare to dream big..nothing wrong..wats the only regret u can have?..from dreaming big?..is to know that at the end of the road when u look back, u know that u didnt give ur 100% through the process..kinda true arhz?..it came from a non christian fren..thats so cool!!
okie..i go talk to ppl liao la..bb

actually wanted to blog about alot of things..but like seem to forget almost everything..last night played 2v2..me and dean..julius and lytd..dean took scilencer..i took..MOON RIDER!!haha..so song..at the start julius keep killing me..then i was like crap..that time 2v3 lose..this time 2v2 oso going to lose?..but then julius made like 2mistakes..and the rest was history..but i forgot wat item to buy for the moon..haha..so like had 6k gold at the end of the game..but bought a mkb..JAKE..IF U ARE READING THIS..I AM GOING TO OWN U ONE DAY..haha..

u think so?..haha..no la..L O L..wah lao..today so useless..do nothing..and it rained again..WAH LAO..keep raining..want to go out oso cannot..hmmm...BORINGZZZZ..only at home play PangYa! and dota..zzz..can go sleep lor..yesterday watch soccer till like 430am..wah..whole body aching in the morning..haha..nts + ntd == BOREDOM..so boring..going to watch soccer again tonight..

still thinking on whether to join singing..haha..tiredz and NTS..so bb..

haha..today is like one of the best days since i entered POLY!!LOL..-___-
woke up at 945 instead of 930..had to rush the whole morning just to meet k4i sHeN9 on time..but [WTH la]KS..LATE..nebermind..then i ask him whether he got ask dean..then he was like..i msged dean..but he never reply..DOTS...then when he call dean was like 1030 when we are meeting at 11 at hougang..LOL!!
then we at interchange meet..steve late..LYTD[lin yong the dog]..SUPER EXTRA late..not counting dean..then go KFC eat..LYTD as usual like rubbish bin/good dog..CLEAR UP the LEFTOVERS!!haha..then we go to parsir RIs park to cycle..wanted to go play pool first..coz too HOT..but no table..so then go arcade play this bball game..we all like small kids liddat..playing like siao..want to break the top score..lol..800++..so give up and go to borrow bike..
we wanted to borrow one two seater..but all dont trust each other..HAIZ..classmates and dun trust each other??OWNS..rain..so we pia to the biscuit shop..but then KS NEVER BRING ENOUGH MONEY..LOL!!so never eat the biscuit..MY FAV BISCUIT..KS..U LOSER..then we slowly cycle back..then rain again..SUPER HEAVY..so we go shelter..the details in the video..short clip..quite lame..then rain stop..we go back liao..then go mac slack..and talk about TAMIYA CARS..LOL!! so childish..then go play pool..for 2hours..then arcade bball again..then go home..
wah so darn tired la..go home slacked and PangYa!-ED..then now..they say want to play td then all not playing..LOL!!i wonder is it good for me to say KANA SIA..[KNS]hmmm..bb

not download..but the other DL..was dl-ed with myself..i dunno why..i lost a 2v4 match[one lag out so 2v3]..then after that like depression liddat..WTH..i oso dunno..then jo got ask what happen..sia la..like abit fierce to my mEiMeI liddat..O(*&^%$# la..but whatever the case is..its over..thank God!!..

so long never blog liao..like abit watse space..but like no one come and read oso..other then my singing buddy to be..i oso dunno whether will be singing buddy..i want leh..but dunno whether will it be good for me leh..how?..pray and think about it lor..thats the standard answer..everyone odes stuff in a standard way..not nice leh..like leadership..have to follow the house rules ALWAYS..but like..during intern ship..i ALMOST like NEVER listen..why i still can be a leader?..how i know..by God's grace..another standard answer..so what can we do about it?..do something about it that will be not standard..something that ppl wont expect..i got a super nice topic to share on for cell..while i was bathing!!LOL!!ya..but cool..something not of the norm..unless toilet is the place where u think of what to share on..then i NTS lor..bieng out of the norm..is what i want to do this year..i guess..i WANT to LEAD a cell by the end of this year..will miss the times of being aN aCL..wondering whether i can choose who i want as my aCL..seriously speaking..i dunno who..maybe LEMON TEA!..if i can choose..i will choose LEMON TEA!..maybe easier..haha..to handle the whole cell..but the MAIN focus NOW is the current cell..which i like being..having fun and stuff..

seriously..i think i wan to be a pastor..next time..i dunno why..its fun..as in..can make it to be fun..u can be a fun pastor..just like chris long...LOL!! CHRIS LONG ROCKS!!..if i be a youth pastor one day...i will go to chris long and tell him that he has be an inspiration to my life..i want to go under him like for a year or two..SHIOKING man..learn all the crap..then I WILL come back to bethel..if they want me to come..they will..i guess..haha..whatever..get cert then say la..but thats like one of my biggest dream..if i was to choose between a nice ger to be my gf and being a happy life pastor..who can work with young ppl..i will go for the second one..i AM NOT trying to be holy or what..but seriously..i will..yea..coz i have no fear..coz if i dun get married, haha...not i lugi..the zhar bor lugi..haha..jk la..wah lao..joking cannot meh?..(*&^%$#..jkjk..i go watch tv liao la..and continue to dream..i go think then blog again la..another day perhaps