yea..hoildays liao..but i am still sick from church camp..church camp was super fun..like..its wasnt just fun la..it was empowering and fun..though i got scolded and i was sick..i mean..that is one of the best camps i have been to since i've became a leader..so its like..WOW..ya..esp pastor phil..he is super power la..i mean..he is 24?i guess..haf to check with aretha..i mean..haha..nah..he was like a youth pastor at 20..the opportunity to pray for him was like..WOW..u mean it??..he asked me to pray for him la..the night that i got touched by God..he revealed something more into my life..and i'M glad that he did..yea..haha..

later going out liao..haha..yea..then tmr going to go shopping with them..maybe..all of them or something..haha..

i dunno why..but i am feeling this way..everytime i see her, she makes me smile..and everytime she sees me, i'LL make her smile..everytime we see each other, we make each other smile in our own special way..but i think that something is still lacking..maybe juz one..one something that would change everything..but when would it come??i really cannot wait leh..to noe the outcome..even if is that it will never happen..but i dun wan it to never happen..i WANT it to happen..but..do u?

haix...christmas shopping list..

• chris--spicy teriyaki..maybe get him a...a....a......i dunno..wat is there to give him??maybe purposely buy him the set of adidas socks..that he just bought that was on offer..haha..hmmm..cool...make him cick cake..LOL
• edward--weird guy??hmmm..brains?..he needs one..i mean..like BIG time..a new one..i oso dunno leh..how sia..
• xiao hua--xiao hua..hmmm...facial cream??so when he goes to korea..he wont be so left out??haha..haix..i see first..
• melvin--uR uNcLe..haha..my best bud..but now so far away liao..next year bdae pressent i wan to buy something big for him..ya..make him cry or something la..
• brian--crazy fren..hmmm..i dunno..something lame??
• marc--mud mad guy..haix..this guy..he needs everything..from a brain to a pair of socks..wat to give..
• daryl--korean drama king[chrous]..a korean drama??..haha..i dunno..if got sale then give la...?
• jerry--aN jiNg..maybe some nice dog food??..haha..i dunno..
• caleb--keLoNg..some tape??..nope..maybe like shaver??to maintain his leg hair??haha..
• lebbeus--e_gUitariSt..his bdae coming liao..wat to get??maybe something more practical then last year's present??haha..lol..hope we haf winning eleven again..
• her??my pRiNceSs to be??wat to give sia..

haha..i was playing with helium on saturday at the carnival..so funny..i was talking in like chipmunk's voice la..but..i didnt noe that it can kill straight away when u take in too much..where the helium and oxygen changes places..like the helium and oxygen switch places..so that means in ur blood would be helium.. instead of oxygen la..which means can cause blackout..means could lead to death..chan played till he felt dizzy la..that was one of the effects of taking in to much and it was the beginning of u noe..ya..so thank God..yea..okok..got to go and study liao..coz later wan to go out..yea..