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Thursday, October 06, 2005
i dunno

haha..todae quite fun..went to watch GOAL!..so nice..santiago mUneZ..ya..then went to church to do a crad..fun2..tmr more fun la..at 2 meeting kelong and relient K at 2 at city hall to go and pay for their cell jersey..then meet chris and aaron to discuss about the family news..ya..then sort out the MM t-shirts..then got cell leaders training..haha..okok..tired liao..bye

the tEArS oF tHe -=[pUnK'DjEstEr]=- 11:33 pm ]|[

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
for you

I don't wanna know

If your playin me, keep it on the low

Cause my heart can't take it anymore

And if your creepin, please don't let it show

Oh baby, I don't wanna know

Oh babyI think about it when I hold you

When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe

I don't need to know the truth

Baby keep it to yourself

yea..but i guess it was a stupid mistake..but wherever you go or how my heart breaks i will be right here waiting for you..or will this just be an illusion that i haf in my heart?..

Heading for tomorrow

I wave goodbye to yesterday

Wipe the tears you hide your face

Blinded by the sorrow

How can I be smiling like before

When baby you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so

Tell me you're not leaving

Say you've changed your mind now

That I am only dreaming

That this is not goodbye

This is starting over

If you wanna know

I don't wanna let go

So say it isn't so

here comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are

Sometime wanna be your lover,

Sometime wanna be your friend,

Sometime wanna hug ya,

Hold hands, slow-dance while the record spins,

Opened up your heart 'cause you said I made you feel so comfortable,

Used to play back then,

now you all grown-up like Rudy Huxtable,

I could be your bud, you could beat me up

I thought she knew

My world revolved around her

My love light burns for her alone

But she couldn't see the flame

Only myself to blame

I should have known

A heart full of words left unspoken

Now that we're through

I'd sell my soul to have this silence broken

Oh I thought she knew

I thought she knew

I'm slipping off the edge

I'm hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto

A time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened

And I can't erase the things that I've done

No I can't

How could this happen to me?

I made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

i dont wan things to end here..it would be just too dumb..when ur head was resting on the palm of my hand..i just thought that there was something wrong..i could feel that u wanted to hold my hand and i knew i want to do the same..but there was something stopping me from doing so..i didnt feel good..there was something wrong..i seriously thought that we could be more than frens but anyone who can give that feeling can oso take away that feeling..i thought that i wouldnt haf to spend one more christmas without you..it is hard to belive that we're staring at the end..when we only just got together..i dunno wat i am going to do..i will just be myself..i will give myself time b4 i really give u up..that void now in my heart will not be filled up so soon..i want u to know how i feel about you..coz ur my only one i cant live without you..i got to let you know uRe that i adore..

how nice if this could just be a story..how nice..how nice..only if..

the tEArS oF tHe -=[pUnK'DjEstEr]=- 11:41 pm ]|[

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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
oLe'

haha..todae oLe so many ppl..so happiE!!..went to play soccer juz now..thought that no one would be coming down to the park coz it was about to rain..ya..so went to cycle first..piangs..i went up the hill and down the hill like three times..then kar neng liao..then i saw some of them coming so i went back to the park..then iTs liKe an uphill road to the park..so i was like..so tired liao..ahha..so nvm la..then i went onto the place then i play with lucas for awhile..hah..fun la..he chase me i chase him..for the ball lah..haha..then he primary5 short2 one..then showed him some tricks..he was like how u do?how u do?haha..he used to be a bad kid..but for some reason when he is with me he will be so guai la..hah..so cute..feel like taking his head out..haha..jkjk..no link de la..then we play match..so fun..get to oLe' ppL..3 i think..yet agaiN..sianz la..aLwAys 3..scored 3 oao i think..not bad la..but one of them was i trademark cannon shot..got the louD bOom!! soUnd la..then all the ginnAs all scared..ook la..i oLe' someone with a fLiPfLaP!!..haha..was like practicing fLiPfLaP iN mY room the whole morning..got to placed some goals..whack one..the cheEkiLy bAck fLiK oNe..haha..then got ppl say pRo..i was like..huh..liddat oso pro..did the ronaLdo cutting in afew times..threw someone off balance..haha..not bad..then dribble like siao la..todae abot sellfish lor..haiz..did a few flicks and tricks..happy2..okok..wanna do other stuff liao..ya..i still will miss u no matter wat..and diLys..i wOnt teLL wHO iS the perSoN!!haha*gRiNs*=)

the tEArS oF tHe -=[pUnK'DjEstEr]=- 8:59 pm ]|[

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times of change..

should i go to church camp?..haiz..i dunno..i really wan to go..so many things that i can do..but then in singapore oso can do alot of things..but over there oso can lah..over there can do more..i guess..get to noe them better..the crew..haf fun..puNkD da pEePS..haha..thrash ppl in winning 11..and the secret thing..my job over there..haha..then iM gonna to bring my laptop..put in daddys car..haha..yea..hmmm..then can chat online if there is wireless service over there..ya..so fun..oOkiE..i guess..go la..hmmm..cant wait for that time to come..cant even wait for district camp to come..haha..still got so long to go lor..haiz..next week got class chalet..dunno whether mummy will let me go..dunno whether good to go or not so good to go..haiz..waste alot of money leh..i wan to save like300bucks..haiz..still wan to buy alot of things lor..nothing exciting these few days..later going to play soccer..ya..so should haf stuff to blog agaiN..la--ers=)

the tEArS oF tHe -=[pUnK'DjEstEr]=- 2:10 pm ]|[

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Sunday, October 02, 2005
GoD's oNe and onLY..

hmmm..finally got some inspiration for some films..haha..cant wait for promos to end then can start all the real havoc lor..haha..yeayea..happy2..oOkiE..got to go and think of the story liao..ya..oOkiE..bYebyE..

the tEArS oF tHe -=[pUnK'DjEstEr]=- 9:09 pm ]|[

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Saturday, October 01, 2005
church camp

should i go?i really dunno now..i wan to go coz i wan to get touched and refreshed and make new frens..and i am a man on a mission over there..to avenge for last years disappointment..but this is provided that i skip skool for like 3days..haiz..

the tEArS oF tHe -=[pUnK'DjEstEr]=- 12:10 am ]|[

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birthday..

now is officially jiajia.s birthday..haha..ya..happy birthday..haha..juz now still crycry de..haha..so touched sEh..actually want to on the light de then realized that u are crying then u never on the light..haha..if i had the videocaM..can take u crying..oOkiE..tEarinG..super tired lahh..haiz..udinese beat milan 1-0in winning 11 nine..haha..i beat siao hua again..played super defensive and counter attacked him..haha..then he buAy sONg liddat lorrr..haha..i wan to check the tv then go sleeep liao..tmr still got another long day to go..ya..haiz..eventful day..went to eat2 with some frens..then go cell lorr..happy2 de..missing u?..hmmm..i dunno..and dilys stop asking who is it..u will never know..NEVER..

the tEArS oF tHe -=[pUnK'DjEstEr]=- 12:00 am ]|[

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