super sianz..anyway..juz talked finished wif i[4]n..online..he cant sleep properly again..coz of..yA..u noe..those stuff again..had a nice long chat wif him..ya..though i got skool later..[cos its like 2++in the morning]..i still talktalk wif him..catch up wif him..i wanna haf eyebags for skool later..then very nice..it sounds dumb..but..ya..pUnk'DjEstEr wat..what can u expect..then i haf like skool till 5..then got tuition till 9..reach home bout 10++..then will have to nothing again cos i would be too tired to do anything..hAiz..mAny ppL having their owN persOnaL pRoBLems..aNd i also have mine..weLL..LiFE wasn't meant to be a bed of roses..dUn u aGrEe??..but there always have to have someone to be strong and stand firm for their frens..to puLL the group tHroUgh..not saying that i fit the bill perfectly..but..someone has to do it..someone has to stand up and speak up..but. . . . .how??



thats the biGGest question..how??..
i wouLd never leaVe u..imagine me without you..i would be lost and so confused..i wouldn't last a day..i thouGH thAT u wouLd nEver seE mE tHroUgh..
hmmm..like my nic for today..and maybe for awhile more..days..

-[pUnK'djEstEr]-wHy diD tHiNgS hAd 2 tUrNeD oUt tHAt wAy..rEmiNiSiNg BoUt e pASt..rEgReTtiN boUt nOw..cOntEmpLaTiNg bOut e fUtUrE

hAiZ..aLL i waNt iS u..cOs oLy wHeN u arE iN mY LiFE thEn i nOE thAt eVerythiNg hAs chAngEd aNd thAt evErytHinG iS diFferEnt..dAmN..tALkiNg tO jiAjiA aNd cRyiNg aGaiN..y'dAe taGgiNg i[4]n's bLoG i oSo cRiEd..cRap..i duNno wat to do sia..the tears of a pUnK'djeSter iS now sO rEAL..better make this poSt a nice and meaningful one..hAiz..i waNna fiNd thE meAniNg oF LiFe aGAiN..tHis yeAr iS nOthiNg cOmpAreD tO lASt yeArs..i jUZ nEeD a diViNe iNtErveNtiON fRom God's wOndERfuL hAndS..i nOe hE iS gOnNa uSe mE aNd sTreTch mE tO mY LiMiTs anD thEn puLL mE tHrOuGh..aND tHEn eXpANd mY bOundAriEs..LiKe nEvER b4..aAroN aLwAYs sAid thAt hE hAs tHis sTrOng 'fEeLiNg'[i dUnNo hOw tO sAy..aS iN wORd fRom God]tHAt GoD wiLL uSe mE sO miGHtLy..eVErytiMe i sEe aArON..i jUz fEeL sO haPpY..i fEeL hAppY fOr gRAcE,cHLoE aNd gAbriEL..mAn.thEy arE LiKe so bLeSseD wiF tHAt mAn tO LEAd tHEiR hOusEhoLd..i wAN sOMedAy thAt sOmeoNe cAn sAy thE sAMe tHinG tO mE..i dUnNo..i gIt thiS sTroNg pAsSiOn fOr tHe meDia,sOunD aND pRodUctiOns fOR cHuRcH..mAybE sOcCer wASnt thE tHing tO aTtRACt yOuThs tO cHuRch..iT wAs..pRodUctiOnS..cOS iT cAn reaLLy LeAve aN iMpReSsiON oN sOMeoNe foR a LoNg LoNG tiMe..yA..i jUZ wOndEr..wHether..wE cAn evEr dO wAT i dReaM oF..dReaMs..aNd goALS..sOMetHinG thAt hAven reaLLy hAf fOr tHis yEAr..mAybE iTs tiMe thAt tHeSe dREaMs aNd goALs cOme bACk to whEre thEy bELonG..iN mY hEAd tO mOtiVAtE mYseLf aGAiN..i hAVe bEen so LoSt tHeSe fEw dAys..iTs cOmiNg cLose tO wEeKs..mArtiN aSkeD fRom mE thE sONg oPEn uP tHE gAteS anD i stiLL hAven gOt iT fOR hiM..sOrRiE bRo..iM reaLLy vEry buSy wiF sKoOL sTuFf..pRojEcts aNd aLL..yA..






toDAE wAS thE LaSt dAy oF sNw..sO cRap..bYebYe mS LeOng..i wiLL miSs uR teAChiNg..cAnt gEt tO sEE the pEePs tHAT i mAde fRens wiF tHroUgh vbaLL..LiKe soMe oF thE eCh gERs..y'aLL hAvE bEen a niCe bUncH oF pPL tO bE wiF..aNd i aLso cAn teLL wHy y'aLL cHoSe eCh aS thE coUrSe y'aLL tAke..jokinG lAh..eSp..cRystaL..tHaNks fOr the meMorieS oF tHE iNtER cLaSs..tHEn tO soMe oF thE iCt pEePS..LiKe bAn4NA..tHaNK U fOr tHE mEmoRiES aLsO..tHouGH i rEgRet fOR nOt pLayinG mY hEArt oUt foR tHE fiNALS..eSP iN tHE fiRst sEt..i hOPe thAt tHe pOinT oF thE tOUrnAmenT tHAT wE gOt rEpAid mY tHanKs tO aLL oF u gUYs..tHe sAviNg/diViNg/oVerheAd kiCk tO kiCK thE baLL oVer..yA..sOrRiE..weLL..aLL in aLL i tHiNK thAt i hAdfUn fOr sNw L4H..yA..wiLL misS u gUys..oKiE..hOpe tO mEet y'aLL sOMetiMe aGaiN..








i tHink tHiS iS thE LonGeSt eNtrY tHAt iVe evEr eNtEred..iM LiKe sO tiReD..tHe mOod fOR sLeep iS cOmiNg..i tHinK..sO niTEz..=)

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