pUnK'DstEr

hmmm

2007-02-06T19:35:00.000+08:00

sup?today i decided to blog super early..haha..studying hard today..copying out ecad notes and doing lots of constructive stuff..haha..i guess..watched a few movies and kinda nice..oOo..you know what?..i have decided to learn psychology, how to cook, sing and do graffitti designing..i am trying to do la..i learn how to make muffins ytd..i watched my mother and helped her along..the muffins were okie la..not that fantastic or to wat i expected it to be like last time..well..now i know how to make jellies and muffins..not bad eh?..haha.for a guy..but i am going to learn how to cook..and i wan to be good at it..yea!~then i wan to be a psychology-er..i dunno how to spell the term..but i wan to be one..i really want to help ppl..you know..who are troubled and cant tell anyone..i think..i have been kinda like that the past few years of my life..i guess..i can help them..release it all out instead of just keeping everything inside..which can really be detrimental to their lives..esp when from a very young age when they start keeping too much stuff into their already small head..and then when they grow up, it becomes a habit unknowingly..in which then the fruits will start to show..oh man..i feel so tired studying the whole afternoon..but i guess its going to be like this for the next few days..until i start work..which i guess is going to be worst..haha..but i need the money..so who cares..just work lor..haha..i think i go and watch another movie liao la..see ya arounds..

4th day

2007-02-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

wow..have been doing so much pumpings and simpings again lately..haha..coz of the thingy..hahaa..i feel stronger already..hehe..i still my vball days la..haha..so fun!!..every night do crunches and lifts and pumpings..trying to work to that standard again la..woo..i wan to work at gv la..but that jonavan like reluctant to go..haha..coz$4..he say cheap labour..lol..he must get like free this free that then he will consider the job la..if not..he will think its a scam or something la..haha..weirdy..anyways..haha..have been working on my singing lately..haha..having fun..but i think have to be more serious liao..aaron said that i have to be more serious..i hate to hear this line la..but i guess if i wanna improve, i have to do so..he say about 2-3months..can hear the fruits liao..ahaha..wah..+ all the pumpings and sit ups..haha..and see fruits liao..golden nuggets..haha..lame..oh man..tests are coming up this week..kinda stressful coz i wanna do well this time round la..

oh man..i wan to be a saikologist and a singer^^V

regiment[?]

2007-02-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

oh..now i know la..lebb, you readed my blog..as in read the past tense is oso read..but said as red and not read..lol..i meant that you readed my bloog..sianz la..haha..but someone better not get caught for being number one internet user in office again..haaa..aaron gave us a singing training thingy..20 pumping and sit ups EVERYDAY la..haha..so since lebbeus read already, you oso have to do it with reuben and me..ahaah..we shall work to that goal of reaching the 2020 everyday la..until it becomes too easy then we will upgrade to 25 or 30..haha..SET!!..

anyways..tmr got pm test..die la..i didnt study la..but its open book..but i have been trying to read my textbook..but like wat reubs say..nothing is going in la..which is true..haa..so had vocals today..was quite off today..not surprisingly..haven been working on my singing the past month or so..ya..better work on it..esp when holidays are coming..aaron said that if i really put in more effort and concentrate more, within the next two months can see results..rather HEAR the results la..hmm..which means that holidays will be over..so i have just enough time to get my vocals improved by next sem and try to learn guitar..sadly from jonavan..hah..thou he say he cannot teach, he still offer to teach me..so i accepted his offer..and i wan to learn..coz LEBBEUS asked me to try to learn..no la..i oso wan to learn..coz of skool..MAN..the skool guitar club thing..like gg la..have to play a piece..and i am going to partnar that DOG!!..nvm..it'll be fun..but stressful too..so picking up guitar from jonavan ain't that bad either..hmmm..i got to stick to my Divine Vocal Prerequisite plan..so cannot hog on the com too long, if not i will never get off it..haha..BYES

yeayea

2007-01-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

woo..its been awhile since i did this..okie la..at least i am not overly obessed with it too..kinda busy the past few weeks..ever since bao make the whole group stay up till 5 to do pm, i have been sick..i think 3weeks liao la..but recovering well finally and thankfullly..hehe..skool work is not helping either..test, datelines and papers..with now the cell thingy on my shoulders, i need like john cena's rocks to pull myself through..so i have been listening to b2k..haha..to pump up that adrenaline or however you spell that la..oh..i watch the marine already..after waiting for about 2months la..wth.stupid la..but the show is awesome..when it does come out in Singapore, i will go and watch it again la..trying to make skool fun these few weeks..but hard la..trying to concentrate on singing but got so much work..haven been working on it the past two months or so..kinda disappointed with myself..then lebb ask me to pick up an instrument..AND LEARN HOW TO PLAY LA..not just pick it up..and stand there..like a wooden block..obviously rite?..haha..wahlao..i dun like blogging..i am tired already..this can help me to keep to my sleep before 1am resolution liao la..haha..cool~

great power comes with great responsibilities.

2jan

2007-01-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

18days to my birthday.
lebbeus read my blog. /gg-fied
going to start skool tmr.happy

OH YA.i am going to spend money on vocal stuff soon.haha.i going to buy some book and cd for my brithday.but there are other things that i feel like buying oso.total costs like $130?.but thats not all that i want thou..haha.played dota like siao the past few days.woke up at 1pm today.thats why now not tired.madness.oh ya.went to sentosa ytd.cracked like 4-5 coconuts by throwing onto the floor.lame~
had quite some fun.but some bad stuff happened yet again.was quite pissed.then i thought an some singing stuff.teach him the resonance and breathing stuff.haha.my acl and president was dancing the whole time.haha.lame.shall not eelaborate further if not i will be in trouble.haha.
have been sleeping at 6,5,3 the past few nights.then cannot sleep at normal timing.argh.i go read forum liao.i have been looking out for razer stuff the past few days.i am like razer crazy liao.i wan the pro click bundle!!!i dun mind la..hahaBYEz

blahblah

2006-12-30T01:59:00.000+08:00

I was lost until You found me
You came and rescued me
The day You set me free
I was looking for something
I will follow You
Everyday I'm running after You
I want to tell You how I feel
I never felt this way before
You make me wanna dance like
There's no tomorrow
After all the things You've done for me
I've got to tell You now
You make me wanna shout
Like there's no tomorrow
Now I'm found
Your grace has saved me
I give my life to You
Nothing else I'd rather do
Cause I'm living it for You
I've got to tell You
What I'm feeling
I've got to shout
And praise Your name
I've got to tell You
What I'm feeling
I've got to shout
Like there's no tomorrow
Like there's no tomorrow

i love this song!!
its like my fav songs now.i got alot more but cannot mention all.coz if i do so, my blog might just explode online.anyway.i found out afew things today
my new cell is called yishun2 and i like it to be as ysHuN2_07' ™ but who cares?.still the same la.aiya.but the sad part is that no more laureen!!ya.just now when the cell leaders were supposed to take over i was like??=X
and i said, i feel weird without you now.come to think of it, thats like the first time i said to a girl BUT it is in context to that i dunno wat to do at that moment.AIYA! i going to lead cell group already!!so exciting la.but i scared.BUT I KNOW EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE IN GOD'S HANDS!!just like the song says your grace have saved me, i give my life to you, there's nothing i rather do!!YEA but to serve him.thats wat i am going to do la!!for the next two years!all out for GOD=D
oh ya, i email henry seely to ask for vocal tips and advices.i really hopes that he replies!!i watched the pick it up album dvd.they JUMP LIKE SIAO~ from platform to platform, up and down and up and down.DID YOU see THE way theY SWEAT?.not pursepire..BUT SWEAT!!REALLY LIKE RAINING LOR.omg.then we all leii.the air con must be too cold or something.close our sweat glands or something.NO, ITS BECAUSE WE DUN EVEN MOVE!!NVM.JUMPJUMP club will be back in business next year.

its two+ and i supposed to sleep early to protect my voice!!OH YA!!I AM DAMN ANGRY WITH MYSELF..I TOTALLY STOPPED VOCAL PRACITCES AT HOME ON MY OWN..I HAVE TO PUSH MYSELF LIAOZz.byebye=)

haha.lame~

2006-12-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

i going to quit gaming soon.
i wan to zhng my desktop.
i wan new mp3.
i wan new phone.
i wan my razer to be fixed.
i wan to sing more.hehe.
i going to lead cell group.
i going to be less lame.jokey.
i going to study hard.
i going to train singing even more.
i wish to take external lessons for vocals.
i wish to have good sound system for desktop.

this can be a never ending list. but i choose to stop here.i so bored these few days.everything seems to be slowing down now.coz i have been thinking alot.but not at the throne.just at my chair in front of either my com/desktop

i wan to watch curse of the dunno wat
i wan to watch night at the museum

haiz..i dunno wat to say liao..too sianz.today me and jun bought nfsc[needforspeed:carbon[car burn]].haiz.such a disappointment.in the end played dota the whole afternoon lor.haiz.damn tired.update sometime this week again la.

aiyoo

2006-12-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

i am really damn tired of all the things that are going on around me..i think i have lost my focus..i can't sleep properly, i cant sing properly, i cannot play dota properly..everything is not done properly..i dunno why..maybe becoz of that thing that happened..i guess its over..i am the fool again i thought this love would never end but how was i to know u never told me..should have seen it coming, should have read the signs anyway, i guess its over..

this week is common test week means have to study againhaiz..haha..but at least there is a day interval for revision before the paper..song mans..then i going to be away for about 9days?..or like 10 out of 12 days i will not be at home..haha..camps and birthday party..someone will miss me?..haha..i dunno..i will miss my computer thats for sure..haha..sianz la..ppl having fun liao i still studying and trying to grind out my brain juices to study and go through this week with ease..thursday still got ppl going to missions trip la..haiz..hmmm..going to sleep soon already la..byebye

WHY?

2006-11-30T00:59:00.000+08:00

ahh..i hate projects..they kill me..i thank God for ah ma..she guides me..i love singing..they keep me going..i love vanilla coke..it give a different taste to normal coke..

eh..i am damn bored la..SOMEONE WANTS A BLACK IPOD NANO 1gb..ANYONE WHO CAN TELL ME WHERE TO GET THAT?!

seriously, i am going to prolly become the world's sianzess guy..ya..cant believe ritE?..neither can i believe myself..jonathan is going to go into boredomazation..trying to do as much dwa assignment as i can..

i am damn tired..

hey, let me guess ur dad's job.hmmm.well your dad MUST be a robber..cause he stole the stars from the sky and placed them into your eyes..
hey, let me guess ur dad's job.hmmm.well your dad MUST be a terrorist..cause your da boMB!!
hey..wats ur number?..apprently i lost mine
hey..ur name must be beholder..and wats that in ur eye?..beauty?

see..this is how bored i am..

OMG

2006-11-24T00:53:00.000+08:00

sing beautiful saviour in B..haha..u will die..like the way i almost did during training today..manage to get some of the techniques rite today..and i trained solo today..reubs didnt come..had loads of fun with aaron..learnt afew new techniques to hit high notes..haha..quite happy..

i think she likes me..
tell me whose fav statement is that?haha..gtg..byebye

sweetdreams sleeptight goodnights
to you..who is out there..thinking of you(:

ARE YOU READY!?!?!?!

2006-11-21T01:12:00.000+08:00

are you ready to go for church camp?..
are you ready to take coACh2?..
are you ready??

i am kinda getting ready..getting into the holiday mood already actually..so its kinda tough for me now to juggle skool and church and home and frens..but it seems kinda balancing out..just that i have to do abit more skool work at home from now on..

i going to turn 19 soon..u think i will have a gf next year?..i dunno..keeping options as open as possible..haha..xiao hua told me one girl most suitable..as in like..that one is the best la..haha..shhh..dun talk about this here..that doesnt mean that i dun like her already..we'll see..

i am so tired these few days..really cannot stand it..haiz.how?..

faithful

2006-11-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm..haven updated for quite sometime..well..where to start?..aaron prayed for me and he said that jonathan, God is going to grant you the dreams that u have been dreaming for a long time..they will all come to past..BUT YOU CANNOT BE PROUD..which was wat i prayed for the previous week before aaron prayed for me..me singing on stage?..thats one of my dreams..leading youths?..another dream that i have..and her?..its been quite awhile..wat before i pick up singing though..so i dunno whether that counts..haha..well..i dun wan to be proud of anything..i think i wont be proud YET..coz like..my voice still quite pathetic..we'll see how la..when my voice improves..have to keep the attitude right still la..ahaha..anyway..skool has been really busying with all the projects..madness..this week going to stay at chalet..i hope its going to be fun..JONAVAN U STILL HAVEN CALLED PPL RITE?..i am going to smack you la..i dun wan to slap you..i rather smack you..more pain..HAHA..lol..anyway..i learnt that we have to trust God and be faithful and be patient[dunno how to spell la] before him..and have to wait upon him..in quietness and trust..woo..quite happy now..used to be darkness without you..yea..but now i am found!!MY TAGBOARD DAMN NICE..IMO!!..rite elhannah?..haha..

hi

2006-11-05T21:05:00.000+08:00

i wan to sing..haha..thanks to jaslyn I GOT A NEW TAGBOARD..where is yourong?..where is jonavan?..i miss ed i miss daryl..i miss my blog..which is quite sucky..coz every since it started the first entry..its still the same..and it will always stay this way..coz i love it this way..haha..LOL rite?..the laugh lor..if not dun say lol..dun say wat u dun mean lor..hahhaa..i going to be more serious from now on..esp singing and my cell..haha..okie..got quite abit of work to do then + lvl up maple lor..haha..stupid wing..TUNG SAUCE!!!

haha

2006-10-23T18:43:00.000+08:00

finally blogged..i realized that my tagboard is dead or something i guess..CAN SOMEONE HELP ME?!?!?!?!?????

WAHH..THIS YEAR..I NO NEED LEAD PNW ALREADY..I DAMN SAD..I HOPE THAT DURING ZONE CAMP I CAN LEAD..damn..i feel so tired from tertiary camp..it was more of a leisure rather than re-fired up camp..but sunday service was GREAT..i cried like a baby..learn quite afew things..now my mind is more clear..

anyway..singing..WOOHOOO!!..i think i starting to take less effort to sing than last time..have been training for slightly over 2months already..quite satisfied with my progress..got to know a few ppl the past few months better..but..haiz..u know..damn..dun wan to talk liao la..bb

i[4]N

2006-10-11T23:44:00.000+08:00

OMG..i miss ian!!u know what?..today i had plans..but it changed..abit..its was still quite the same just that..the feeling was different..MANAGER IAN!!gave me 3cups of free drink today..i was there from about 4 to 9+..which is the time that they close..i was on the phone for like 1hour 23mins and dunno how many seconds..then today sang with ian!!..again..haven sang with him for 2years..then ate dinner..then close shop..now this is where the real stuff began..we did loads of catching up..talking cock..about his IJ CHINESE girlfren..who is quite..bimbo..without the looks part..coz i haven really seen her..haha..and stuff..joking around all the time we talked..i oso dun really know what to say to him..but it was fun..then we went to the park near his house..then he took his 4-5 rokok..of the day..i quite sad everytime he took a stick..then we at the park with all his gangster frens and his bro IZ..there talking..but i talked to ian..didnt really know them..which i hope to get to know them soon..they are damn nice ppl..jimmy..damn funny guy..ian said he going to design my shoe for free..and my mesh cap..so cool..today was really great..i am going to meet ian again..SMOKING SUCKS LA BRO..lung cancer..

i wanna learn graff..

TIRED

2006-09-30T20:10:00.000+08:00

i am damn tired..cheonged game from 10pm to 6am at lebbeus house..then sleep and woke up at 8..then went to xiao hua house..he go take stuff then we go church..he went to swim with PLS..then i had vocals..i never felt that tired in my life every before..the teacher used to coach stephanie sun and tanya chua to sing..so i feel honoured lor..really too tired already..now that i am in the comfort of my room..i wish to talk more..another day i guess..

i want to love her for who she is
i just adore her for she's the one that matters<3

vocal lesson

2006-09-29T01:14:00.000+08:00

haha..today we had vocals..<3!!!
yes..jonavan wastes time..so if u plan to complete something within 10mins..pray hard that u dun see him..HAHA..maybe i should get him a stop watch..see how much time he wastes..by coming late and talking rubbish..hahaha..i going to go to church to have vocal session with eunice..haha..so fun..then on saturday aaron's teacher is coming..i am so damn excited..i wan to rest well on friday night..but got winning 11 la..haha..sianz..i hope i will be okie..today i sounded real bad during lesson..i was damn disappointed with myself..and i seriously think that its the lime juice that i drank on wednesday night..lime creates and generates phlgeam..however u spell that..i think so..i was damn phlgeamy today..keep having to clear my throat..but cant totally blame that drink..i slept at 3am oso..haha..tsktsktsk..actually more like at 4 am..aghaha..i seriously dunno wat to choose for my praise song..and i dun have a guitarist..i am so tired..i think i heard the song oceans will part like close to 500times already..haha..i just am a big fan for GOOD VOCALS!!<3..

so if my gf can sing..that will be great!!!..

oh ya..in the word name..it acutally has two sillybos

afternoon

2006-09-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

i went to mel house to take my bike..with xiao hua..then i called melvin and told him that my bike not there..haha..then xiao hua laugh until the pants going to drop off riaos..then i say bye to mel..he oso not at home.haha..LOl..then i went to give tuition..i almost died..the lime juice and the question my student asked me..

i feel weird..i dunno why..i just feel that way..maybe becoz i didnt really talked to mummy today..anyway..tmr vocaltraining!!<3..YEA..saturday at 1 oso got vocaltraining<3!!haha..i heard that aaron's teacher is coming to teach..i am so damn excited..=)

maybe its just that i am tired..ya..i was biking today..got to be the tiredness that getting into me..i gtg..BB

peace out!~!~

VOCAL TRAINING!!

2006-09-27T10:54:00.000+08:00

OMG!!..today was the first vocal training that we had with MISSeunice..OMG..it was great..the pressure to sing infront of her was there..but it was much less than singing infront of aaronlow..coz like he is THE youthpastor and THE best singer in church?..~~that's if u dun count me in the list haha..~~DUN GIVE ME THAT -.- face!!DUN DO THAT..haha..eunice said i can sing oso!!happy..good pitching..unique voice?..first time i heard that from someone..BUT..she say i dun dare to sing..and i think its quite true..i damn shy about singing one..so if i song infront of u..means we are like no secrets kind of thing..haha..i dunno wat i talking la..

oh ya..eunice gave me some advises..
-NASAL VOICE..haven really got rid of it..getting rid of it totally..eg[talking, singing]
-talk more..on the phone or whereever..so i guess phone will be good..so whoever needs a talking buddie..I AM HERE
-singing with expressions..i have to look for a style of singing that i really like..i think is a mix of westlife and rNb kind of thing..I GUESS
-DARE TO SING..nothing much to say..just have to DO IT lor..

wah lao..today I REACH HOME AT 1150!!..OMG..so pissed with the bus..it like almost never came..haha..OH YA..<3HELLOPANDA!!..reuben oso <3them..haha..OH YA..THIS SATURDAY..THERE IS LIKE VOCAL TRAINING FROM AARON's TEACHER..so excited..i am so going to go coz i wan to meet her face to face..but the night b4 that i going to go to lebbeus house to stay over to play winning eleven leii..i scared that my throat CMI on saturday afternoon..I AM SO DAMN EXCITED..can i swear in my entries?..dumb tagboard keep coming out the 1 beep 2 whenever i say DAMN..DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN..come on!! beep me..oh ya..about the training..haha..i going to have vocals from aaron on thursday..if he can..coz someone cannot on friday..so we asking aaron whether can have it on thursday instead..happy..looking forward to that day oso..its wednesday today..means..i got to go to melvin house and cycle the bike back..and xiao hua have to cycle JOEL's bike..my youngest brother..damn retarded la..i am damn tired..i think after eating my HELLOPANDA i am going to sleep

oh man..

2006-09-25T00:42:00.000+08:00

haiz..more problems it seems to be..maybe i shouldnt be an acl..maybe i shouldnt be in zone2a maybe i shouldnt be an ass..ALL THE MAYBES..so i dun care..i not going to care wat ppl says..i think its true that sometimes just being a normal member..u can oso touch lifes..dun have to be someone who u are not..maybe i found the true person that i am..that i am not called to be a leader..i dunno la..but all i have done in my leadership life has been negative stuffs..i mean..i haven done anything that is like damn good or wat so ever..all has ended up in complains..remember the mac incident..if i wasnt an acl..i wont get scolded..this brand that has been putted on me has really brought a great toll on my life man..but i promised myself that i am going to try as hard as ever to amend stuff and make things right..and prove them wrong..that i will still have a chance of being a worship leader one day..but for now..i guess i have to look at the road that i am walking on instead of looking over the hills and stuff..anyway..i have been working hard on vocals..SERIOUSLY..i think i neglect many stuff..I CLEARED MY NASAL VOICE..aaron didnt say anything about it when i sang solo for all for love..even when there are problems, God will send CUTE ppl to comfort u man..haha..i was msging this person that i was going through quite abit at the moment..so we chatted through sms abit then she tried to comfort me by saying dun sad la..then i was keep ranting all my sadness then she said that i think i oso sad liao la..keep hearing u say sadsadsad..in the end i had to comfort her oso..hahaha..CUTE ritE?..haha..LYNN can play cs..LOl..but she will scream like siao la..haha..MADNESS..anyway hexic top score is 246 460!!so happy..average is like 107K..haha..i think i am getting better in that game..haha..i got something for someone..hehe..

if i had a wish,
i wish to wake up every morning with a smile,
a smile that makes ur eyes go bright,
a smile that makes u smile even 4 a mile
if i had a wish,
i wish to wake up every morning with a smile,
a smile that makes u go wild high,
if i had a wish,
i wish to wake up every morning with a smile,
a smile that comes with a hi.
if i had a wish,
i wish to wake up every morning with a smile,
a smile that keeps u warm although we r a mile apart,

seeing anyone is such a pressure,
but seeing u is such a pleasure.

so nice eh?..haha..I WAN TO TELL THE WORLD THAT I <3 SINGING AND GOD..HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
thou we are going through though times..i am sure that God will pull us through this tough times..coz he is magnificent ^^V

HEXIC DOWN!?

2006-09-20T11:12:00.000+08:00

OMG..i was so freaking pissed last night when i realized that i couldnt play hexic last night..haha..anyways..quite boring this week..haven gone out YET..which means that i am going to go out SOON!!..yea!!^^V
i dun act cute okie..its just that..sometimes human emotions go to a certainly weird extend SUDDENLY..u know..like singing bass and u suddenly change to falsetto..[AND THIS IS THE CORRECT SPELLING LA..DUN TRY TO SCAM ME..~~i guess~~]i forgot who told me that when u sing with ur falsetto suddenly there will be this super weird sound that u produce before u reach the falsetto..but for me..like NEVER ever happened before leii..maybe i never use the falsetto properly la..i dunno..haha..BUT..i think i stop singing from my nose already..I HATE CHERIE WONG SIEW MAI..she made fun of my singing through my nose thing!!!ARGH!!i started playing dota recently AGAIN..haven played for quite some time..and someone said that i LOVE dota..u are mad..haha..i only play like at most 4 games per day la..thats considered little for me..last time i play like 6 games..within a day

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! HEXIC IS OKIE..I GOING TO BREAK TOP SCORE NOW..watch this space daryl..

tired

2006-09-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

today i act on stage..i heard the audi screaming at me..i felt nervous and song..but thank God at least all the acting and preparation for the day was resulted into a salvation..yea..happy..but suddenly got so much problems..then damn tired..and when all adds up..i feel so dead..but i keep thinking to myself that i am alive and wanting to run for God like siao..haiz..i love the entrance of the toilet door..sorry daryl..really damn shacked and worn out..but..as frens i guess we should preservere and pull each other to continue running..the way i gather up some strength from somewhere to carry the keyboard and run to the bus..haha..ok..i damn tired..need to sleep..STONE..stop sucking info..ahaha..u can write a book about 5 easy steps and methods to suck info AND GET CAUGHT..ROCK ON STONE!!

i love my frens=)

MUMMY

2006-09-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

mummy is a stupid person.mummy can make me smile when i am angry.mummy tries to make me sleep early but in the end i slepp even later=X.mummy calls me baby boi.mummy is mummy.i<3mummy
do i?..yea i guess so.haha.wow..i just heard brian McKnight songs and i like totally loved it..i always wanted to sing something like that..rNb..so cool..like westlife..but westlife has more of a mixture..haha..i listen to westlife since p5..never stop ever since..i listen to brian McKnight at 18..i will never stop oso..inspires me to sing more..ahaha..i thought of these coz just in case i EVER make it to SI one day..i know what to say about the genre which inspire me to sing..
u know wat?..kero has got a new stead..like the 3 one this year..as in ever since i knew him..~~he is that gay~~ he used to be with that colin which made singapore make a big fuss about it..
i was looking through my past posts and i thought that the big small typing is damn nice..no wonder i fell in love with it..haha..LOL..here it goEs agaiN..anyways i have been reseaching about some stuff on worship..which i think its damn cool..haha..and THANKS A MILLION to MS EUNICE..i got the book that i wanted..haha..i NEEDED to complete my notes..though i haven continued since monday..hmm..i remember last time i used to just talk about singing how much i wanted to be a singer..wat aaron said about my voice..U KNOW WAT?!?..haha..i finally made the first move..i am taking lessons from aaron together with ah siao, reubs and jake..~~wonder how he came into the picture?..till today, i am still wondering..~~
and recently we have been doing some recordings..haha..damn fun and funny..i love my singing buddies man!!..i hope that all of us will be on stage one day leading the people not because we got the revoice but because we want to lead the people into worship and have an encounter with God just like the way we did or EVEN BETTER!!yea..haha
MUMMY is fast asleep..zZzZZ hehe
stupid elhannah..PUT MY SONG ON HER BLOG..who do u think u are?..haha..jkjk..better tell me wat happen hor..i realised that..i rarely play and talk about soccer already..singing has taken over..one day i wan to teach people how to sing..thats like going to be so exciting la..haha..coz like..u learn then u teach..then like will help u to learn better?..haha..make u like solid on the fundamentals on wat u have to do and wat they have to do to be able to sing..haha..someone told me that that person is tonedeaf..hmmm..then how would u know whether i can sing good or not?..haha..but nvm..
CELL GROUP IS GOOD..aaron has really settled into the cell quick..which is good..i plan to give my cell members follow up soon..and since its holidays for me..i guess its a good time to start and talk about stuff and stuff..i haven done a REAL follow up b4..we only like chatted la..haha..which is a good start from my point of view..
WHO WANTS TO KNOW A SECRET ABOUT ME?
here it goes..
I HATE TO WASH MY HAIR=)
haha..seriously..i am like a girl..i wash my hair ONCE every 2 days..unless i go biking or sporting and i sweat manymany..
ok..church camp is coming again..and i am DAMN excited to miss skool again..just to go for camp..I AM JUST PRAYING SO HARD THAT IT WONT FALL ON EXAM WEEK..i counted already..it SHOULDNT fall on exam week..YES!!i am going to go with MUMMY!!
its going to be at sunway lagooon!!..i went there only like once..haha..so i am DESPO to go there again..i hope to share room with aaron and ah siao..thats if aaron can go la..
phoebe is a good dancer!!(:
i knda damn tired from talking and typing..damn it la..haha..tmr have to meet ah siao at 1130 at tampines..haha..having a mass conversation with my frens now..BB
sM[L]3.:.spE[4]K.:.sH[N]3
i <3 MUMMY

singer-to-be

2006-09-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

dun hide ur talents..show them to the world..multiply it, make it better, train it till u think its at its best and continue to improve it some more..thats wat i am going to do with my talents..for God's glory alone that is..
how i wish i can hear myself sing one month ago and now..confirm can hear the diff one..thanks to my jamming buddies, MY SINGING BUDDIES!!reuben and ah siao and my TEACHER..aaronlow!!he rocks..did u know..he is my youth pastor..and my make us touch his stomach to feel the way we should breathe while singing..its like so cool la..not everyone can touch their youth pastors..sadly..some dun even talk to them..when i become youth pastor..i will date everyone out at least once!!1 on 1..be it movie or coffee or jamming..I WANT TO DO THAT..but before i become youth pastor..
singing!!worship leading..another calling that i discovered not too long..rachel said that u shouldnt be confused when is a calling unless the motive wrong..about fame or whether its really a calling..yea..NOW CONFIRM..i am not confused about that calling..whooo..U KNOW SOMETHING?!?..today someone told me that i SING GOOD!!twice some more..and the person was like..SHUTUP LA..U SING GOOD CANNOT ARH!?!..haha..WOOOOOOOOOOO..happy..but not proud..coz i still improving it..sp there is nothing to be proud about it..and its God's gift to me..and her oso..another gift..but i going to leave her in his hands la..after watching the mighty to save dvd..i got inspired once again..to serve God with all that i have right now..that means even my voice..haha..i hope one day when i am on stage leading young ppl to worship..she will be proud of me..haha..i am not joking..okie..now i am..talking cock riaos..woooo..cant wait for the next vocal training..got to go running tmr..start to build a new diaphragm..i still dunno how to spell after checking the dictionary lor..LOL..

gerger™

2006-08-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

haiz..i had so much fun today..just that..i still dunno wats going on..and wat will happen..

It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don?t love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my hearts not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

i just hope that this wont happen..went to watch click in the afternoon then went to ah siao birthday party..i had so much fun today..i just hope that that someone out there oso had as much fun as i did=)

-~= ' [[*m0Nk3y b[r]4N*]] ' =~-

aBnN-X™

2006-07-17T21:02:00.000+08:00

this is the launch of clan abnn..a bunch of ordinary kids who just have a soft spot for dota and fell into an application form for a dota tournament..today is going to be the start of the journey for these 6 guys..

lol..sounds like the intro for pokemon..later going to play the first game as abnn together for the first time..lol..i will edit this post later barh..

lol?

2006-07-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

wah..today i went to bugis with julius..coz i wanted to go and get something from beach road for the skit that is on sunday..seriously..i dun think that i am ready for the skit coz its like there is still so many other things that are not settled yet..and wehave only 2 more practices..and so fast its full dress rehearsals..OMG la..its too pwns already la..i needed to go to beach road then half way to beach road, caleb told me he bought the stuff already..so i went to arcade with juju..wah..he played ggxx like siao again..then had to wait for him to try to beat that guy b4 we could go home again..the other time was dinner..but this timethnak goodness that the guy left when julius came back with two 50cents coins..LOL..haiz..now on the bus going home..so tiredla..never really sleep last night..haha..watched the finals..italy won,,yea..next is whether the skit willbe okie..and i got aprojectto rush by monday..haiz..so many things going on,..i should have said no to anna at first..as in like if i dun give me best then itskinda like cheating her feelings..coz like she has so much expactation from me..but i think its too high for me to handle la..okiela..i am typing everything on the bus then when i go home i would just have to copy and paste the whole passage la..haha..so clever la..thats what i think,.wah..go home have to memorize the script..sianz..REUBEN IS IN MALAYSIA..unfair..to cut hairsome more..LOL..oh man,.when then will i rech home?..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhi just want to go home, play abit of game then go and sleep coz tmr is going to be a longgggggggg dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyybut at least i will end skool at 330?..haha..should be la..the teacher always one..then go cannan and sleep again lor..haha..

THIS AND THAT!!

2006-07-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

u got this u got that u got this u got that..
BUT u dun have that most important thing..how does that feel?..

PWNAGE..with the sub wooofer effect..the ringing sound of age..age..age.age.......age..........
sianz

WO XIANG FEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
omg la
i got too many things to do..i just feel like running away

tired out

2006-07-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

wah lao..ask me to act as someone who is so totally not me..and i have to be like A class performance on that particular day..dun start with rehearsals..THEY ARE KILLERS MANS!!!..omg la..so tired..+ skool work + projects + church stuff + singing + taking care of my voice = DIE LA..i just want to run away from all this crap..haiz..wateva la..haiz..i feel so sad bad and crapped out la..WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..i just want to scream..nvm..sianz la..going to just do nothing for now..REST REST REST!!!i need more REST..

refreshed

2006-07-03T01:06:00.000+08:00

wah..almost two months since i blogged..good..haha..wah..song..i got a new cell member recently..raymond's fren..aaron..the guy who love his reputation to be kept perfect when he go around pao toh-ing himself..i planning to share room with him and ah siao[jonavan]..YES..its jonavan..my childhood fren..grew up together..thats why we got similarity..but i am more toned down now..but ah siao..is LOUD..as in real LOUD..but its him to be LOUD..and its good!!haha..

ya..cried for my cell members today..dunno why..i felt that they are so..i dunno hwo to say..as in esp for my 3..they are the most havoc ppl i can have..its fun but going to tough..then i was like..WTH..i got them then + i liddat = hopeless??..then the second verse of the song was like

so take me as u find me
all my FEARS and FAILURES
FILL MY LIFE AGAIN
i GIVE MY LIFE to FOLLOW
EVERYTHING i BELIEVE in
NOW I SUDDENDER

i was like..all my failures and all my fears..God has taken them all away..then the chrous is

saviour
he can move the mountains
my God is mighty to save
he is mighty to save
forever
author of salvation
he rose and conquered the grave

i was like wow he will move the mountains..i saw them during praise..they were merely looking around clapping hands..only xiao hua..was praising..then i felt that burden for them..raymond and aaron..then this song came..didnt expect..i sang it afew times already..but i didnt know thw meaning of the song..till today..i was like WOW..okie..i was wrong to judge them..so just go on my knees and beg and pray..for God's divine plan to work through their lifes..i ahve decided to let God do all the things..and i just have to pray and interceed..i think i am going to be like a full time worship leader.. i guess..maybe la..maybe not..i dunno..praise and worship seems fun..but with a strict lifestyle..to have good PnW everyweek la..coz its not going up there to show off or act..one day u wull just peng there..

...

2006-04-17T17:48:00.000+08:00

so broing these few days..though i went out to watch inside man..which was nice..cool..thinking show..going to do a nice card for pastor rachel..have to..so this whole week going to cheong her card..yea..^^V
coz still got sharing to do i think..haiz..so tired of doing cell report..seriously..so i am going to do it now..bored..

3-10

2006-04-12T01:25:00.000+08:00

if u were wondering whats the meaning of 3-10..thats my score for my first game on zion..not the mountain..but its a emulator like lancraft..ya..sad la..haiz..need to improve la..sianz..so bored..i going to sleep liao..I WAS SCAMMED OF MY MONEY TODAY..haiz..and i still think that she likes me..

wat?..u joking?

2006-04-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

change of pastor..kinda like..lost for words with all to say..lord u take my breath away..still my soul my soul cries out..i dunno whether good or bad..theres nothing wrong with aaron..its good to have aaron..he has so many things that he can offer to Youth alive!..many talents..only all i can do is to get over it..pray for aaron and influence others to move on..to grow them..help them mature..teach them to move forward not backwards..theres nothing wrong with being sad..but its wat u do with being sad that counts..u can pee on ur pants and then just cry and complain all u want..but at the end of the day..i dont learn how to take off ur pants and change them..it will just rot and rot..but i am still learning..i went to the full time calling altar calling..and aaron spoke to me..LOADS OF STUFF..its like so cool..i have been waiting and waiting for someone to enlighten me since ps phil..remember him?..haha..its cool..and i like it..aaron and i talked for a quite some time at the party and at the altar..u just have to believe!..i will and i do!!

dare to dream big..nothing wrong..wats the only regret u can have?..from dreaming big?..is to know that at the end of the road when u look back, u know that u didnt give ur 100% through the process..kinda true arhz?..it came from a non christian fren..thats so cool!!
okie..i go talk to ppl liao la..bb

woohoo

2006-04-07T12:31:00.000+08:00

actually wanted to blog about alot of things..but like seem to forget almost everything..last night played 2v2..me and dean..julius and lytd..dean took scilencer..i took..MOON RIDER!!haha..so song..at the start julius keep killing me..then i was like crap..that time 2v3 lose..this time 2v2 oso going to lose?..but then julius made like 2mistakes..and the rest was history..but i forgot wat item to buy for the moon..haha..so like had 6k gold at the end of the game..but bought a mkb..JAKE..IF U ARE READING THIS..I AM GOING TO OWN U ONE DAY..haha..

I SONG CAN LIAOZ

2006-04-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

u think so?..haha..no la..L O L..wah lao..today so useless..do nothing..and it rained again..WAH LAO..keep raining..want to go out oso cannot..hmmm...BORINGZZZZ..only at home play PangYa! and dota..zzz..can go sleep lor..yesterday watch soccer till like 430am..wah..whole body aching in the morning..haha..nts + ntd == BOREDOM..so boring..going to watch soccer again tonight..

still thinking on whether to join singing..haha..tiredz and NTS..so bb..

sibei ho chio

2006-04-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

haha..today is like one of the best days since i entered POLY!!LOL..-___-
woke up at 945 instead of 930..had to rush the whole morning just to meet k4i sHeN9 on time..but [WTH la]KS..LATE..nebermind..then i ask him whether he got ask dean..then he was like..i msged dean..but he never reply..DOTS...then when he call dean was like 1030 when we are meeting at 11 at hougang..LOL!!
then we at interchange meet..steve late..LYTD[lin yong the dog]..SUPER EXTRA late..not counting dean..then go KFC eat..LYTD as usual like rubbish bin/good dog..CLEAR UP the LEFTOVERS!!haha..then we go to parsir RIs park to cycle..wanted to go play pool first..coz too HOT..but no table..so then go arcade play this bball game..we all like small kids liddat..playing like siao..want to break the top score..lol..800++..so give up and go to borrow bike..
we wanted to borrow one two seater..but all dont trust each other..HAIZ..classmates and dun trust each other??OWNS..rain..so we pia to the biscuit shop..but then KS NEVER BRING ENOUGH MONEY..LOL!!so never eat the biscuit..MY FAV BISCUIT..KS..U LOSER..then we slowly cycle back..then rain again..SUPER HEAVY..so we go shelter..the details in the video..short clip..quite lame..then rain stop..we go back liao..then go mac slack..and talk about TAMIYA CARS..LOL!! so childish..then go play pool..for 2hours..then arcade bball again..then go home..
wah so darn tired la..go home slacked and PangYa!-ED..then now..they say want to play td then all not playing..LOL!!i wonder is it good for me to say KANA SIA..[KNS]hmmm..bb

dl..and my dreams

2006-04-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

not download..but the other DL..was dl-ed with myself..i dunno why..i lost a 2v4 match[one lag out so 2v3]..then after that like depression liddat..WTH..i oso dunno..then jo got ask what happen..sia la..like abit fierce to my mEiMeI liddat..~~O(*&^%$#~~ la..but whatever the case is..its over..thank God!!..

so long never blog liao..like abit watse space..but like no one come and read oso..other then my singing buddy to be..i oso dunno whether will be singing buddy..i want leh..but dunno whether will it be good for me leh..how?..pray and think about it lor..thats the standard answer..everyone odes stuff in a standard way..not nice leh..like leadership..have to follow the house rules ALWAYS..but like..during intern ship..i ALMOST like NEVER listen..why i still can be a leader?..how i know..by God's grace..another standard answer..so what can we do about it?..do something about it that will be not standard..something that ppl wont expect..i got a super nice topic to share on for cell..while i was bathing!!LOL!!ya..but cool..something not of the norm..unless toilet is the place where u think of what to share on..then i NTS lor..bieng out of the norm..is what i want to do this year..i guess..i WANT to LEAD a cell by the end of this year..will miss the times of being aN aCL..wondering whether i can choose who i want as my aCL..seriously speaking..i dunno who..maybe LEMON TEA!..if i can choose..i will choose LEMON TEA!..maybe easier..haha..to handle the whole cell..but the MAIN focus NOW is the current cell..which i like being..having fun and stuff..

seriously..i think i wan to be a pastor..next time..i dunno why..its fun..as in..can make it to be fun..u can be a fun pastor..just like chris long...LOL!! CHRIS LONG ROCKS!!..if i be a youth pastor one day...i will go to chris long and tell him that he has be an inspiration to my life..i want to go under him like for a year or two..SHIOKING man..learn all the crap..then I WILL come back to bethel..if they want me to come..they will..i guess..haha..whatever..get cert then say la..but thats like one of my biggest dream..if i was to choose between a nice ger to be my gf and being a happy life pastor..who can work with young ppl..i will go for the second one..i AM NOT trying to be holy or what..but seriously..i will..yea..coz i have no fear..coz if i dun get married, haha...not i lugi..the zhar bor lugi..haha..jk la..wah lao..joking cannot meh?..~~(*&^%$#~~..jkjk..i go watch tv liao la..and continue to dream..i go think then blog again la..another day perhaps

gh3y?

2006-03-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

wah cow..have anyone one of u watched how to lose a guy in ten days?..i heard that the girl never lost the guy..anyway, me and mel, ha..can make a book on how to lose your best friend in 1-2-3days?..cant remember..lol..why we so bl?..so now how?..gg lor..but rolc..thats my only regret lor..was to pick up melvin's call..the rest..hmmm..guess its history now..NEVER PLAY GAME AND LISTEN TO CALL..

thats all..tmr going to fun fair..but not fun liao..will miss u..definetely..

anyway..just got some news that we have been invited to join a christian soccer league..thats cool..yea..but it wont change..now..just wadever..hope all will be back again to the normal..

CNY

2006-01-31T00:49:00.000+08:00

todae went to ~~collect ang pao~~..i mean pai nian..lol..got abot 200 bucks liao..haha..hiax..we sorta quarrel with ed and chris..they like du L** with me..I AM SORRIE MAN..it sokie if u dun forgive me..coz i broke the number one frenship rule..to pang seh..sorrie..anyway..this sux..hope that we can go out later..okies?
..nvm if yall dun wan..gotta ZzZ..falling sick again

CNY

2006-01-31T00:47:00.000+08:00

mercurial talaria..

2006-01-22T19:04:00.000+08:00

finally bought the boot..haha..chrome and photo blue..thats the pro terms..in simple words, silver and a nice blue..haha..but melvin say not nice..idiot..4 feb i play like pro for him to see..with my new boot..sainz la..all the project rush now..crap sia..no time to go and play soccer at the park liao..hiax..then got match with FCBC soon..wah..super nervous..

sianz..she super chio leh..u noe?..haha..ya la..u hear that daryl??..she super chio..yes!..i am mad..coz i am 18..363 more days to 19..haha..means...u noe..rite?..chris?..woohoo..haha..i AM mad..woo..someone called me a prettyboI..haha..nvm..

sainz liao la..byebye

loser

2006-01-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

hi

i dunno wat to type..but i wan to type..haha..yea...friday is coming..i can smell it...wooo..cool...bye

quensway!!tiempo aiR LegeNd or mercUriaL taLariA?

2006-01-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

wah..i saw mercurial talarias..and they are cheap!!..quite la..like this..haha..this is the barsillian edition..its like..$132..which is within my budget..theres the white and red..the white gold and blue..the ALL RED!!and the silver and photo blue[royal]..ahh..and tiempo air legend..anyway..i SAW THE RONALDINHO ONE!!..$219 bucks!!LOL..and tiempo air LegeNd oso like oso at $219..haix..i got like about 5pairs of boots that i am considering..but the tiempo..is like the most cannot be reality one la..haix..crap..and i think i will think of boots all day till like the day we go queensway to go buy..haix..

so sad..haix..dun wan to blog..go think of boots liao la..haha..i am obessed with boots..

TESTS OVER!! tiempo air legend

2006-01-06T15:14:00.000+08:00

yea..test finally over..thanks to yan qin for helping me in oop..and STEVE..thanks man..thanks for ur codes!!helped quite abit..yea..and thanks..jac..pushing me to study..haha..my mum used to do that..haha..thanks though..

STEVE!!u gave/lend me ur mouse..but..arrgghh..its spoilt..the clicking cover is gone..can u go find it?..u NOOB!!..haha..jkjk..thanks..now can play dota..but i haf to click the right buttom with the stupid eraser..haha..

wah..i wan new boots..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!someone buy for me!!please?haha..=)

tiempo legend

2006-01-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

i want new boots..i want to sell my maniafor $40!!anyone interested??its red..and still quite new..and i bought it at $139 i think..so..its quite a good buy..if anyone wants!!..haiz..i dunno whether wan to get a talaria or tiempo legend..or maybe an f50+..haha..haix..i dunno which one to choose!!then wan to go queensway..then cannot go..wahpiangs..maybe i go on my own lor..haha..lol..anyone wants to go with me??..cant wait for birthday..i dun really care if anyone gives me present..unless..she..ya..but..i expecting to get quite a sum from my ang pao for birthday..haix..I WANT NEW BOOTS!!..

so damn stressed up..with the killer paper coming up..but thank God its on friday..haha..i thought of her the whole day..well..almost..from the moment i got up the bus to skool..suddenly i thought of her..and think and think and think..thenduring the paper oso..then on the way home after lunch with my crazy frens..hmmm..wat is this?..

i feel like going to sleep now though its juz 9.30..weird..i becoming on for soccer again..went to the park last week i think..but played like crap..but got the ginga feeling..i was feeling the game..haha..i dl loads of clips again..haha..i think the laptop is going to crash sooner or later la..haiz..daryl online again..hes going to talk to me..i guess..anyway,i got new handphone and bag for christmas..but all i want for christmas is you!!

LOL

2005-12-28T11:20:00.000+08:00

wow..how fun it is to do sound with aaron chua..i mean..i noe it was going to be fun..but i didnt noe how fun it was going to be..haha..lol..as in..at the start we were told that it was going to be serious..but he could make jokes like about almost everything..saw laureen and she was like super pissed..hiax..dumb la..but..nvm..

went to zone3a camp to help out..quite cool la..get to noe more ppl..and noe ppl better...haha..esp charlie..lol..

dun really feel like blogging now..gotta study soon..haha..lol..then play soccer later..yea~
gonna jio melvin..haha..lol..

water!!!

2005-12-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

haha..so crappy la..yesterday when to marc's house to stay..coz had to go and shift the stuff for marc..then when to parkway for debrief and dinner..dinner was good..i guess..haha..then saw anne and aaron shopping..haha..lol..then went to marc's house..played winning 11..then 3 rounds i won on all three rounds..haha..he loser seH..then started filming..quite cool la..got loads of ppl there..like..from the crew to jap food to korean drama king to kelongs to flowers to so much more..haha..was tiring though fun..then in the afternoon went to eat chicken rice..haix..then went to melvin's house..then we decided to go play soccer..and it started to drizzle when we wanted to go down and play..but we dun care only..so..ya..me and melvin..in bishan park..kicking the stupid no air ball..haha..then we went back soon..coz it was like BORING..so we go wash boot..then melvin suddenly splash water at me..he filled his boot with water then he splash me!!..farnnie..then i splash him back la..then the two of us splash here and there..madness la..in the carpark..haha..then we were about to go up then he brought a boot of water into the lift..then i was trying to smack the water and he was trying to pour the water on me..in the end, the whole lift was WET..thats all..haha..so lol..then mel bathe half way..his father took a pailof water and splash melvin..haha..then we cheong to church..so lame la..sianz..tired liao..tmr going out with ~~jiajia~~..i mean..jiajia and the cell..haha..jkjk..gtg..bye

its coming

2005-12-20T10:54:00.000+08:00

christmas is coming!!in like 5days?haha..hmmm..i haven really gotten any presents for everyone that are closer to me..haha..crap la..can die leh..i only got $70 left..hiax..how?..this whole week dunhaf to eat and stuff liao la..

si4Nz

2005-12-19T10:35:00.000+08:00

yea..hoildays liao..but i am still sick from church camp..church camp was super fun..like..its wasnt just fun la..it was empowering and fun..though i got scolded and i was sick..i mean..that is one of the best camps i have been to since i've became a leader..so its like..WOW..ya..esp pastor phil..he is super power la..i mean..he is 24?i guess..haf to check with aretha..i mean..haha..nah..he was like a youth pastor at 20..the opportunity to pray for him was like..WOW..u mean it??..he asked me to pray for him la..the night that i got touched by God..he revealed something more into my life..and i'M glad that he did..yea..haha..

later going out liao..haha..yea..then tmr going to go shopping with them..maybe..all of them or something..haha..

i dunno why..but i am feeling this way..everytime i see her, she makes me smile..and everytime she sees me, i'LL make her smile..everytime we see each other, we make each other smile in our own special way..but i think that something is still lacking..maybe juz one..one something that would change everything..but when would it come??i really cannot wait leh..to noe the outcome..even if is that it will never happen..but i dun wan it to never happen..i WANT it to happen..but..do u?

haix...christmas shopping list..

chris--spicy teriyaki..maybe get him a...a....a......i dunno..wat is there to give him??maybe purposely buy him the set of adidas socks..that he just bought that was on offer..haha..hmmm..cool...make him cick cake..LOL
edward--weird guy??hmmm..brains?..he needs one..i mean..like BIG time..a new one..i oso dunno leh..how sia..
xiao hua--xiao hua..hmmm...facial cream??so when he goes to korea..he wont be so left out??haha..haix..i see first..
melvin--uR uNcLe..haha..my best bud..but now so far away liao..next year bdae pressent i wan to buy something big for him..ya..make him cry or something la..
brian--crazy fren..hmmm..i dunno..something lame??
marc--~~mud~~ mad guy..haix..this guy..he needs everything..from a brain to a pair of socks..wat to give..
daryl--korean drama king[chrous]..a korean drama??..haha..i dunno..if got sale then give la...?
jerry--aN jiNg..maybe some nice dog food??..haha..i dunno..
caleb--keLoNg..some tape??..nope..maybe like shaver??to maintain his leg hair??haha..
lebbeus--e_gUitariSt..his bdae coming liao..wat to get??maybe something more practical then last year's present??haha..lol..hope we haf winning eleven again..
her??my pRiNceSs to be??wat to give sia..

haha..i was playing with helium on saturday at the carnival..so funny..i was talking in like chipmunk's voice la..but..i didnt noe that it can kill straight away when u take in too much..where the helium and oxygen changes places..like the helium and oxygen switch places..so that means in ur blood would be helium.. instead of oxygen la..which means can cause blackout..means could lead to death..chan played till he felt dizzy la..that was one of the effects of taking in to much and it was the beginning of u noe..ya..so thank God..yea..okok..got to go and study liao..coz later wan to go out..yea..

sianx

2005-12-13T20:40:00.000+08:00

i so sianx..
i am very sianx
so many projects..
esp the carnival..
that one killer man..
i wish that everything was under control and we are able to control it..
now..its controlling our lifes..i cant stand it..
a carnival controlling my life..anyway..everyone is like ice cream la..i dunno why..but..ya..hmmm..so many stuff happened the past few days..and i dunnno why..the past week..i keep getting scolded by pastor rachel..and i feel super tired the past few days..why??..anyone can tell me why??to the second question la..cant wait for holidays to start..but when it does..means study all the way..haiz..hi everyone!!..i juz being dumb..haix..xiao mei going to missions trip liao..sianx..hmmm..wah..church camp was absolutely great..couldnt ask for more..ya..wah..still got the dumb report to do..haix..

damn it

2005-12-11T01:59:00.000+08:00

i realized i typed something wrong on my blog..so i deleted it away..coz i dun wan anyone to spread anything unreal and untrue la..ya..so i am sorrie if i had misled anyone of u..ya..we will juz be frens..no more to that..NO..only 4d..

haha

2005-12-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

i dunno

2005-10-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

haha..todae quite fun..went to watch GOAL!..so nice..santiago mUneZ..ya..then went to church to do a crad..fun2..tmr more fun la..at 2 meeting kelong and relient K at 2 at city hall to go and pay for their cell jersey..then meet chris and aaron to discuss about the family news..ya..then sort out the MM t-shirts..then got cell leaders training..haha..okok..tired liao..bye

for you

2005-10-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna know

If your playin me, keep it on the low

Cause my heart can't take it anymore

And if your creepin, please don't let it show

Oh baby, I don't wanna know

Oh babyI think about it when I hold you

When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe

I don't need to know the truth

Baby keep it to yourself

yea..but i guess it was a stupid mistake..but wherever you go or how my heart breaks i will be right here waiting for you..or will this just be an illusion that i haf in my heart?..

Heading for tomorrow

I wave goodbye to yesterday

Wipe the tears you hide your face

Blinded by the sorrow

How can I be smiling like before

When baby you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so

Tell me you're not leaving

Say you've changed your mind now

That I am only dreaming

That this is not goodbye

This is starting over

If you wanna know

I don't wanna let go

So say it isn't so

here comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are

Sometime wanna be your lover,

Sometime wanna be your friend,

Sometime wanna hug ya,

Hold hands, slow-dance while the record spins,

Opened up your heart 'cause you said I made you feel so comfortable,

Used to play back then,

now you all grown-up like Rudy Huxtable,

I could be your bud, you could beat me up

I thought she knew

My world revolved around her

My love light burns for her alone

But she couldn't see the flame

Only myself to blame

I should have known

A heart full of words left unspoken

Now that we're through

I'd sell my soul to have this silence broken

Oh I thought she knew

I thought she knew

I'm slipping off the edge

I'm hanging by a thread

I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto

A time when nothing mattered

And I can't explain what happened

And I can't erase the things that I've done

No I can't

How could this happen to me?

I made my mistakes

Got no where to run

The night goes on

i dont wan things to end here..it would be just too dumb..when ur head was resting on the palm of my hand..i just thought that there was something wrong..i could feel that u wanted to hold my hand and i knew i want to do the same..but there was something stopping me from doing so..i didnt feel good..there was something wrong..i seriously thought that we could be more than frens but anyone who can give that feeling can oso take away that feeling..i thought that i wouldnt haf to spend one more christmas without you..it is hard to belive that we're staring at the end..when we only just got together..i dunno wat i am going to do..i will just be myself..i will give myself time b4 i really give u up..that void now in my heart will not be filled up so soon..i want u to know how i feel about you..coz ur my only one i cant live without you..i got to let you know uRe that i adore..

how nice if this could just be a story..how nice..how nice..only if..

oLe'

2005-10-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

haha..todae oLe so many ppl..so happiE!!..went to play soccer juz now..thought that no one would be coming down to the park coz it was about to rain..ya..so went to cycle first..piangs..i went up the hill and down the hill like three times..then kar neng liao..then i saw some of them coming so i went back to the park..then iTs liKe an uphill road to the park..so i was like..so tired liao..ahha..so nvm la..then i went onto the place then i play with lucas for awhile..hah..fun la..he chase me i chase him..for the ball lah..haha..then he primary5 short2 one..then showed him some tricks..he was like how u do?how u do?haha..he used to be a bad kid..but for some reason when he is with me he will be so guai la..hah..so cute..feel like taking his head out..haha..jkjk..no link de la..then we play match..so fun..get to oLe' ppL..3 i think..yet agaiN..sianz la..aLwAys 3..scored 3 oao i think..not bad la..but one of them was i trademark cannon shot..got the louD bOom!! soUnd la..then all the ginnAs all scared..ook la..i oLe' someone with a fLiPfLaP!!..haha..was like practicing fLiPfLaP iN mY room the whole morning..got to placed some goals..whack one..the cheEkiLy bAck fLiK oNe..haha..then got ppl say pRo..i was like..huh..liddat oso pro..did the ronaLdo cutting in afew times..threw someone off balance..haha..not bad..then dribble like siao la..todae abot sellfish lor..haiz..did a few flicks and tricks..happy2..okok..wanna do other stuff liao..ya..i still will miss u no matter wat..and diLys..i wOnt teLL wHO iS the perSoN!!haha*gRiNs*=)

times of change..

2005-10-04T14:10:00.000+08:00

should i go to church camp?..haiz..i dunno..i really wan to go..so many things that i can do..but then in singapore oso can do alot of things..but over there oso can lah..over there can do more..i guess..get to noe them better..the crew..haf fun..puNkD da pEePS..haha..thrash ppl in winning 11..and the secret thing..my job over there..haha..then iM gonna to bring my laptop..put in daddys car..haha..yea..hmmm..then can chat online if there is wireless service over there..ya..so fun..oOkiE..i guess..go la..hmmm..cant wait for that time to come..cant even wait for district camp to come..haha..still got so long to go lor..haiz..next week got class chalet..dunno whether mummy will let me go..dunno whether good to go or not so good to go..haiz..waste alot of money leh..i wan to save like300bucks..haiz..still wan to buy alot of things lor..nothing exciting these few days..later going to play soccer..ya..so should haf stuff to blog agaiN..la--ers=)

GoD's oNe and onLY..

2005-10-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

hmmm..finally got some inspiration for some films..haha..cant wait for promos to end then can start all the real havoc lor..haha..yeayea..happy2..oOkiE..got to go and think of the story liao..ya..oOkiE..bYebyE..

church camp

2005-10-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

should i go?i really dunno now..i wan to go coz i wan to get touched and refreshed and make new frens..and i am a man on a mission over there..to avenge for last years disappointment..but this is provided that i skip skool for like 3days..haiz..

birthday..

2005-10-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

now is officially jiajia.s birthday..haha..ya..happy birthday..haha..juz now still crycry de..haha..so touched sEh..actually want to on the light de then realized that u are crying then u never on the light..haha..if i had the videocaM..can take u crying..oOkiE..tEarinG..super tired lahh..haiz..udinese beat milan 1-0in winning 11 nine..haha..i beat siao hua again..played super defensive and counter attacked him..haha..then he buAy sONg liddat lorrr..haha..i wan to check the tv then go sleeep liao..tmr still got another long day to go..ya..haiz..eventful day..went to eat2 with some frens..then go cell lorr..happy2 de..missing u?..hmmm..i dunno..and dilys stop asking who is it..u will never know..NEVER..

dayday

2005-09-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

how i wish that things wouldnt turned out this way..why did it come at this time?..haiz..i thought we could get more experiences..i thought that u could impact each and everyone of us brothers even more..but then it came..when most of the guys are in exams..dun worry..u were was and will always be that great leader in my heart..will always be remembered..ya..will miss ya duDe..sObS..

ok lor..todae not bad..managed to haf a plan of wat to share..and will try to make it lively..trying something new..one thing that no leader has done b4..as in all my ex cL and aCLS..ya..wont say out..hha..yea..so tired..so dumb lah..ayia..tmr got 'work'..so haf to be prepared..cannot go there sleepysleepy de..must give my 110%..eventhough its an small eveny..yA..hope the kids will be blessed..ya..make them happy2 de..

This is the time of year, that we learn to give
And the greatest gift is learning to forgive
We will have the best that time we ever knew
If you forgive me and I forgive you
I don't want to light a fire
Unless it will warm your heart
I'm playin no holiday songs
I need you to sing your part
And baby if I could have just one wish come true
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas without you

It's so hard to believe
We're staring at the end
When all we think about is starting up again
Whatever we lost, when we were apart
We'll find it all alone in the dark

I don't wanna light a fire
Unless it will warm your heart
I'm playin no holiday songs
I need you to sing your part
And baby if I could have just one wish come true
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas without you

There's nothing more that I want from you
Then to lie here together
And stay here forever with you
There's no one I ever knew
That I wanted to spend Christmas with, more than you....

I don't want to light a fire
Unless it will warm your heart
I'm playin no holiday songs
I need you to sing your part
And baby if I could have just one wish come true
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas without you

I don't want to light a fire
Unless it will warm your heart
I'm playin no holiday songs
I need you to sing your part
And baby if I could have just one wish come true
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas
I don't wanna spend one more Christmas without you

ya..duN wANna sPenD oNe moRe cHriStmAs wiThoUt U..niCe sONg..hAiz..i wan to go watch news liao..might update more later..bYebYEz..

its more than words

2005-09-29T13:20:00.000+08:00

hmm..so sianz..this holidays..really got nothing to do..then so slack..slack until i haven prepare my sharing for friday..which is tmr..so planning to go to church later to go and do..but must at least do half..coz tmr morning still haf to go to church to do filming lor..haa..mixed feelings..happy and sad that aaron asked me to film..happy coz get to play with vidEo caM..but i haf to be at church for two days..fri haf to be there at 9.30!!!juz for an hour..then sat haf to be there at 11..ya..both days go there for about an hour nia..haiz..haha..so like waste money..i paying adult fare lehh..haiz..unlike sec skool students..so tired lah..dunno why..the past few nights cannot sleep properly..seriously dunno why..in my room..then too hot..in my broes room the floor too hard..last time sleep on floor osO no woRries..haiz..then keep waking up so many times..dunno for wat..keep waking up at weird time..then when wan to wake up so tired..then mother will say2..haiz..went t queensway yesterday..with...haha..when to look for boots..coz mel say he wan to buy my other wan liao..40 bucKs..sainZ..sell him 3times lower than i buy the price lorr..hhaa..then the shop that sold the talaria at 90 sold out liao..no more stock..haiz..so now standard price111..i guess go to salam and sons and bargain lor..haiz..111..haha..aunty meng gave me 50bUckS..so shioK..but save first..dun anyhOw uSe..hee..ya lahh..cao tired..i scared i sleep in the train lorr..got the fEeLiNg to take comfort tEe..haiz..but wan to save money lehh..i wan to save..err..110+111+150+50+50?..haiz..=..471??..oh no..way too much..haha..crap lah..maybe dun buy boots this year lahh..ya..next year then buy..for birthday lorr..so..360..oOkiE lahh..not to bad..cant wait for district camp..dunno whether wan to cycle to palm grove lehh..haha..i dun mind..if melvin oso cycle lorr..then church camp..now..i dunno whether wan to go lehh..maybe dun go..maybe go..something or someone..or somehow has to convince me that going will be good..that someone doesnt mean whether u go or not..as in whether the person is going..AIYA..nvm..i explain..oso some ppl will misunderstand de lahh..so might as well dun..i wan to go to iKea to buy things to decorate my room..hah..too plain liao..my room..haha..saw some nice stuff..the mirrors..and the blue and silver mould like thing..very interesting..i needa go to church liao..to prepare sharing..or else. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
jiajiA will be screaming lorr..hah..oOkie..b4 i go deaF..bYez..

more than words..

2005-09-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

woke up at 11 todae..was playing with the msn voice conversation thingy..so fun..haha..i played until 2 in the morning..then my mother suddenly woke up so she saw me still on my laptop at that hour..so she asked my to sleep..haiz..haha..yesterday never blog..so todae do yeatersay and todae de..

yeaterday went to paris ris park to cycle with cashone pW and eating..haha..so funny lahh..we went to pR park..then go rent bike lorr..coz pW wan to learn how to bike..then the bike so hard to make to the speed that i wan lahh..then turn3 the dumb gear..finally got the rite speed that i wanted lorr..then we set off..12bucks for 3hours..6 for an hour..its actually a plan for the shop ppl to make u return the bike faster..coz the seat very hard..then the butt very fast will pain de..ya..haha..but we made use of all the 3 hours..haha..that pW arhz..scream and scream and scream..haha..whenever she was about to fall..wah..then she killer seH..she and for no reason bang u de..then is not like lightly nama lahh..its like a car crash liddat sEh..haha..i got knock twice..then one time i knew she was going to bang me lah..so i siam my leg and tell her DONT BANG ME..in the end..haiz..thank God that my leg wasnt there..or else i would be really lame..madness lahh..then we took some dumb piCs..got one me and cashone..look super depressed..but we were super tired lor..haha..then go home lorr..

then todae..went to meet melvin..thank God that i left the house later then planned..or else i would haf to wait as usual for him..hah..then we went to sUntEc..talk2 along the way..so long never talk liao..he talk bout skOoL..funny lahh..i want to go back to skool to haf these kind of experiences again lorr..thenwe went all the way to sUntEc but then the LeviS shOp cLosE liAo..ah..the jeans were going for like 20bucks and less..haiz..he slow lahh..hah..so went to penning..didnt see anything that would catch his eye..so went to my house there play soccer..at the new spot that i found..todae like not much ppl..like every monday will have like 16 kids..oOkiE..pEePs..not kidS..but at least we got to play 3on3..me mel and dylan..haha..super funny lahh..we won 7-3..so pro ritE?haha..of course lah..got ronaldinho/robben and ryan giGgs..haha..3rS..then dylan..haha..super funn..when i same team with melvin..we understan each other so well on and off the pitch..then the first thing he said b4 we played was..eh..todae we play fancy lahh..sambasamba..he like read my mind lahh..that place was for me to showboat de lahh..haha..then we make a rule..every goal change..so me and mel attack first..then mel keeper..then dylan again..then me..then dylan..and infinite loop..till the game ends..then mel say..we sure win lah..i ronaldinho..i was like..u??ronaldinho??i show u lahh..then he tried liao..kena tackled..hah..then he came to me..i cannot ronaldinho lahh..must ryan giggs..haha..okKie lor..then i ronaldinho lorr..haha..so dumb lahh..when he scored the first goal..he celebrated like ronaldinho..then i was like..OEI..thats my move..then he imitate giGgs..hah..crap lahh..anyhow de..wah then he keep cutting in and out like siao..the opponents like no chance liddat..his secong goal more funny lah..bak back passed to his keeper..then mel was like..loose ball..then he poked it through the keepers legs..when the keeper was about to pick up the ball lorr..hha..sneaky..then he looked at me then we both laughed..and he did his ryan giGgs celebration..haha..so crap..so my turn lahh.to start scoring..the first was easy..the combination of henry and ronaldo..striking the ball even b4 the keeper can adjust to a good angle..and toe poking the ball into the net..then i did the ronaldinho celebration..then mel luagh2 lorr..haha..then his turn to be keeper..he got the ball then he cheOng..and score..haiz..then my turn to be keeper lorr..wah piang..so fast..then i made i think 3 super saves lorr..hah..then my second goal..was a superb effort..for half court..i curled the ball past the defender and sneaked into the bottom right hand post..haha..then the ronaldinho celebration again..haha..so nice lahh..then mel's fourth..he cheONG..and then cutting in and out then he zHaM the ball lahh..haha..mad guy..then giGgs agaiN..hha..so dUmb..my third and to seal the hat triCk..hhaa..bAkk anYhow grounder corner..then i flick it away..it was going to the keeper lahh..so i think for awhlie then cheong all the way to the ball and poked it through the keepers legs..and cooly slot it into the goal..with no one disturbing..then the ronaldinho celebration lahh..haha..so fUn..then got one dribble..against bAk..i robben-ed..haha..cheong here and there like siao..then stepover after stepover..cut in then cut back..so my back was facing the goal..suddenly i remembered the turned i did on lemuel'S teStimoniaL match..so sublime..then he was like chopping my legs for the ball so i backheeled the ball through his legs..and turned and shouted oLe'..hha..he was like shit lahh..and chasing me like siao..then i was trying to cut in to get a shot..but he was like kicking my ankle..twice coz my legs were like faster..haha..pushed the ball infront twice and he kicked my ankle twice..but on his third try..he managed to clear..haha..then he both went to ground..haha..he complain that my ankle made of steel arhz..i was like..u kicked my ankles..why u feel the pain..haha..lol on the floor lah..then another dribble..had to get past the first man..shimmied and cut in..the againsT bAk..hhaa..cut in and faked..tried to get an extra yard to pull the shot off..but then i slipped o the vital moment..but managed to get the shot..but bAk had the time to cover back..haiz..so nice lorr..haha..but super tired..then cycled with mel to outside of my estate..then cycled two rounds the condo carpark..hhaa..legs are like jelly..haha..butt is like pain..

another todae

2005-09-25T20:30:00.000+08:00

didnt get to eat lunch todae..tmr fun2..dunno whether wan to go out to cycle with my classmates or go to watch movie or go buy jeans with melvin..haiz..hols is really boring..cant someone who is free go out with me?haiz..SUPER sianz lahh..come on..so sianz..first part of hols distroyed by the passing away of cashone's granddad..so saddening..then gX suspected of dengue..but oOkiE liao..last friday could go play2 liao..he must be so happy lahh..hadLey u goOd..say wan to buy things for me at penang..in the end never buy even a bottle of mineral water of even an eraser..oOkiE..at least u could bring back the wrapper of any chewing gum that u bought..todae pS aaron preached..for the first time..it was good lorr..so aaron like..haha..tv so boring..iM like rotting everyday lahh..better go absorb some sun and play some sports lorr..hah..yea..church camp..bunking with xiao hua and mel..for the first time since we haf been frens for like3 years?..ya..haha..so happy lahh..i gonna pon skool juz to go..i wan to be touched by God..i noe he will..i expect him to touch..an expectation even greater than any of the church camps..this year isnt the greatest year that i haf..so really expect something great..ya..then district camp..soon..hmmm..thinkin of ponning skool too..total 4days poned!hah..not bad..hmm..SUPER EXCITING lahh..this year ending..family news next next month..we will be doin..dA cRew..wOo..gonna think of something funny..and that the whole crew can be part of..cHriS and jErRy gonna finish prOmoS soOn..yEA!!..then can go out with them liao..finally..yEs..so2 happy..wan to get down with the whole crew lehh..it all started with juz me aka 'GodsTaLeNt' and marc aka 'fighteR'..then mel aka 'joker' and edward aka 'siaoEh' and brian aka 'ahbenG' and yang aka 'blur priNcE' and jerry aka 'an jing' and xiaohuA/joshua aka 'xiaohUa'..now chris aka 'the brains'..wanna do a clip with all of us inside..oUr pRodUctiOn..cEnT$LesS pRodUctiOns..it has two meanings lahh..slowly think of both of them..if anyone wans the first production..can get from me!!..haha..the brothers one..ya..hah..hmmm..nothing much to say liao..i wan watch tv and hunt for my dinner liao..haha..i miss u..

todae

2005-09-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

so sianz..went for my first vox training..we watched a video..some vocal band..i was like WOW..MWO..[mouth wide open]..i had no words to say when the video was over..aaron asked us questions..and i was like..err..nothing to say lahh..speechless..iM like their fan now..haha..

So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.

nice song..ahah..okok..i tired liao..bb

2005-09-23T11:16:00.000+08:00

hmmm...asked aaron whether he could teach/train me how to sing..so he asked me to join the youth vox training on sat in cannan..coz he said now he is way to busy..oOkiE lahh..sounDs quite fUn..think lebb oso going seh..so paisEh..seriously..i dont like to sing in front of many2 ppl..very weird..haha..tonite at 7.30 will have a meeting in church while cell will be on in sembawang at bout 7.30 oso..haiz..so sad..will miss praise and worship todae..i go 45mins liao then can zhao..if not productive[themeeting]i think i will juz excuse myself..so irritating lorr..haiz..nothing to do now..juz waiting for my first training..wonder how would it be like..haha..yEA..tmr going to the spot at the park to play soccer again!!!..enjoy it..cant wait to start oLe'-ing ppl again..the feeling is so good..yesterday played winning 11 with ed..drew with him2-2..so sianz..wah..hadley said she will buy for me the boots..haha..i even sent her the pictures of the boots..yesterday..haha..so bL..but iF she reaLLy does..haha..i will be like WOW..mwo lorr..[mouthwideopen]..then can cristiano ronaldo liao..haha..so happy..haiz..but..will it ever happen??NAH!!..to get the boots..i would have to save $300++..to get both..then i would have to change into nice clothes..then jio anyone who wans to go to queensway with me..then have to wait for them..then meet..then take 855..stop at SAFRA that bus stop..then go to salem and sons..the name of the shop..and see whether they got both pairs..or go to arcade oso can try..and all the other stores oso..ARRAAgharahghhghhghgh!!!..i very scared the white and red will go out of stock..coz is like so llong liao..then the season of that color will like be over any moment..so..haiz..then when i buy liao..can go home..take 855..haiz..ok lah..i sainz liao..bB..

sLaCk

2005-09-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

haha..today super slack..never pack my room..wake up liao..play maple..finally got to level 23..haha..so sianz..pulled my groin muscle and my right hamstring..then now my left ankle abit pain lehh..ahaha..then went for tuition..never even teach..juz give work..coz haf to take care of brian the student oso..i wan to buy the boots!!!$180 for two pairs..wHo will be a dArLiNg aNd bUy aNY oNe fOr mE???..haha..size 10.5 or 11..go queensway and buy..if got buy must tell me the name of the shop..juz in case wan to change size..buy mercurial talaria..got difference de..got 3 types..its the second grade boot lahh..most prob they will all look the same to you..but not to me..haha..bout 90 to 100..haha..lol..hmmm..gonna save money..dunno whether can go to class chalet lehh..sianz..haiz..so sad..haha..okok..tired liao..wanna watch tv le..

september 2005
b[L]nEsS..

scilencing the away crowd

2005-09-20T20:04:00.000+08:00

this is the other pair..haha..so nice..dunno why ron says not nice..hmmm..it rained today..how sad..piangs..iM like super full liao..haha

wahaha..so happy today..excitingexciting..early in the morning played maple..still haven level up yet..stuck at 22..crap..then Left hOme at 11.55 when i'M supposed to meet eating, piggy pei, din and yong..then we went to pizza hUT and eat LunCh..haha..order so much..in the end couldnt finish lorr..then we discuss the chalet the stuff..then eat2 talk2 until bout 1+ to bout2 then took 88 to parisris..to book the chalet..so far..then the journey so sianz..then reach liao..me and din go read newspaper..the rest go book..then 3+ liao..we go home..then reach the bus interchange at 4..wanted to take 969 de..but then no place to sit..so we took 39..but the bus very long never come..so we changed to 72..coz already 2 72s went past us..ya..then we talk2 lorr..then i saw his phone got pic of cindy..haha..then he dont believe that i noe cindy..haha..he so crap..reached home at bout 5.20..then go down and play soccer..then i msg cong that iM going there to play soccer..then he say 15 mins..then i msg back..i go ur house downstairs..faster come down..i wouldnt bring my phone wat..yasterday say liao..then i wait like an idiot under his block..as if i was waiting for my gF tO come down lorr..i think she would be better..at least come down wait for me and say i wan to buay me..make me wait..i buaysoNg so i go liao..i even count 300 seconds..wait for like 15 mins??waste my time..so i go liao..sing song and walk..coz alone mah..so heck lah..juz sing only..haha.then reach liao..saw like not much ppl lehh..weird2 one..so juz stand there talk2 to the kids..they quite frenly to me lehh..coz they noe i pro wat..haha..not to that sean..then i wan to jion liao then the little boi said..huh..dun wan lahh..he so pro..SERIOUS!!..never bluff de..haha..i iNside so happy..got ppl consider me as quite pro..haha..so then anyhow play only..so sianz..that nic..solo kia..so i juz anyhow only..then bakash brought his st gaB frens to the sopt..got 3fren..so they all oh ya pay ya som ba lehh ba roti prata banana..then spread two two..then me bak and one of his fren..then lioniel and some indian guy[both are baKs fren..]the add 3 small kids then we got one kid..then baK ask me to play back..coz he got one fren very fast de..oOkiE lah..we play like crap..the both of them from the same skool oso cannot form good attack..i was like..arrrggghhh..wat he two of u doing..but i keep quiet only..then we losing like 3-0..haha..then i attack..with baKs fren..we scored one..then they finally got their act together..and scored two..then suddenly the game become more balanced..so then bAk sCored his hat trick..then he defend..so me and his fren attack..so fun..i like robben..haha..cut in adn out..then pass with the hand open up like a flower liddat..i scored two goals liddat lorr..so nice..but the first goal..i sneak into the back post..then ask the guy throw to me..then i postion so nicely liao..and then dived into the ball..and scored..haha..so happy..the first goal after so many months..haha..so very happy..then i shoot like robben oso..quite hard lah..then curl like siao..those small kids were like..EH..CURL LEHH..HOW HE DO WAN SIA??..haha..its all bout the techinque kids..u have to get ur techinque rite..haha..hmmm..then managed to oLe' so of the guys..not bad lahh..3 again..haha..so happy with my performance..haha..then took a free kick..crul so nice and dip like mad..but half court..then got one incident..so lame lah..we throw in then the other feller say where is ur sportsmanship..so i try to do some stupid backheel..then the guy who complian steal the ball away lor..then i was like..OEI!!U SAY SPORTSMANSHIP!!!..then he never hear..so i went to him then in malay accent..eH siAL..u sAy sPoRtsmANsHiP sO i wAn tO giVe baCk tHE baLL u sNaTch siAL..wAt iS tHis siAL..aLamAk..haha..then he like shyshy liddat..haha..i scored the golden goal..so happy..i even managed to thank God for every good movement..that i made..hitting the post..the flicks..the slicing passes and shots..i tried..but working towards thanking him at every time..haha..oOkiE..so sianz liao..go discuss about job hunt..

b[L]nEsS`05

playing on an away ground

2005-09-20T09:50:00.000+08:00

wAh..mY fAv bOot!!arRRrGGghhHh!!!i wAN tO bUY..hmmm..$100 anD beLoW..bUT i sCarEd wiLL seLL oUT sEh..cANt rEaLLy fiNd tHis pAiR liAo..hAF tO buY iN 2-3 wEeKs tiMe..i wAn lEhH..i sAVinG 25 tHis wEeK!!i cANt wAiT..bUt iF cAnnOT tHen hAf tO bUy THe siLveR anD bLue oNe seh..niCe lAh..bUT i Like tHis..coZ..vERy niCe..i rEgReTtiNg seLLing mY fiRsT vapOr!!tHE goLDeN oNe..sO niCe lOr..dO triCks LiKe eAsiER..hAiZ!!

hmmm..wat a day it was..yesterday..actually this happened yesterday..but when i wan to post the post..suddenly the connection anyhow for me lahh..sianZ..so the post lost in the internet somewhere..haha..oOkie..back to the post..on sunday yi cong jio me go play soccer at the park somewhere else..in the estate lorr..then i was with siao hua and melvin..going home..then siao hua wanted to go to LeBb house to watch soccer..sO i turned cong down..then we went to LaBB house..but meL bUay lahh..his mUmmY dONt Let hiM gO oUt..coz he tell his mumMy nOt tO Let hiM oUT..nO lAh..hE cOuLdnT gO..tHen mE anD siAo huA wEnt tIO KFc aNd tA pAo tWo piEce chiCken meAL..then oN the wAy bAck wE sAW bOsSmAn anD bOsSmAn bRothEr..cOme oUT fRom taXi lAhh..bOsSmAN mAH..thEn wE wEnt uP tOgEthER..sExy LeGs wALk sUpeR fAst aS uSuaL..thEn sAW jiAjiA aNd jiAwEn wAtcHinG tV..sO siAnZ..sO Let theM wAtcH uNtiL thEy tHEy siANz..[rAthER..gUiLty..haha]..tHen when we watch liao..is 15 mins gone liao lah..but oOkiE lah..15 mins nia..then all together watch2 lah..then biG bOsSmaN wEnt baCk to army at haLf tiMe..pRotEct oUr nAtiON!!haha..theN jiAjiA cOMe oUt wAtcH2 oSo..tHEn eAt sOMe cHiLdiSh biScUit..thEn i sAy oUt lAh..sO cHiLdiSh..sO biG liaO stiLL eat tHis kiNd of biscuiT..hAiz..eH..giVe mE oNe lEhh..tHEn sHE NEVER giVe lehh..i oOkiE lOrr..nvm oNe wAt..then cOntinUe wAtcHing..thEn LeFt 5 LidDaT tHen giVe mE eAt..i tOok oNE thEn Let LebB hAf tHe rESt lOrR..then we played 3matches of winning11 then zhAo hOme..sO lONg never sALAm lAio lor..siaNz..but i got salam wiTH siAo huA..haha..then mOndAy..i super sianz..nothing to do..see laptop..watch tv..sleep..then at bOUt 5 LiDdaT..i heArd soMe kiDs mAKinG alOt oF nOisE..dOwnsTAiRs..then they wake me UP!!13 fLoOOrs awAY can wake me uP!!mY mOther iN thE mOrniNg sTAnd neXt tO me sOMetiMes can even give uP waking mE uP lOrr..so i cHAngEd aND rUshEd doWn..bUT tHEn thE pPL zHAO liAo..sO dUMb..tHen i wEnt tO mSg cOng aSk hiM whEtHeR wan tO gO tO thAt pLAcE anD pLAy sOcCer..tHEn wE mEet Lor..yA..wALk thErE..thEn goT tHat seAN oSo..hAOz..he kEep taLKiNG..sO bOaStfuL..i nOe sUre LoSe LiaO lAH..hE aNd cONg..dONt Let thEir fEet dO tHE taLKiNG..jUZ tALK2 nIA..tHEn i Ask tO bE nExt teAm..tHEy sAY oOkiE..then sOMe of tHE kiDs saW tHEm..thOse tWo aNd sHOut and sCoLD them..b****..tHe F oNe..oSo..tHen i toLd tHem dOnt taLK so much..aS in coNG anD sEan lAH..then wE pLay aT tHE siDe oF thE pitcH..tHEy pLAy uNtiL the baLL gO oUt..sO i heLP thEm taKe..tHen oNe sMaLL LiTTLe kiD sHOut..'eH u B****..dOnt tOuCh tHE baLL'..wAh piANg..i teLL u arHz..wHen i sAw hiS siZe..i wAn tO LaugH..he betTer tHAnk God thAt hE wAsnT sTAndiNG nExt tO mE..oR eLSe tHE neXt tHinG thAt wiLL bE kiSsiNg hIS fAce wOuLd bE mY fiSt..bUT the boss of that side told me..dun worry..he wasnt calling me a B****..is sean..i was..haha..nVm lAH..iT dOesNt maKe a diFf..then we pLay..sUpEr siAn..3-5..then nO pLAn lOr..sO wE went dOwn 4-0..sUpeR fAst..then those kids talk2 very pro..say..wah we 4-0 liao..hthen that sean say..aiya..i never play serious only..i wanted to ask him to shut up lorr..sOre LoSer..this is wat i HATE thE mOst..sOre LosERs..sO cRAp..haiz..then i said..one take the running man the other take the person who is going to lead the attack..then they sompletey stop scoring..so attack we let one guy dribble the whole team..haf to solo lahh..bo pian..3-5so it was like 1-5..haha..then cong dunno why no confidence to dribble..he couldnt dribble nicely..juz anyhow only i pass to him then he 1-4..fake once to get that extra yard then shoot..but went out..not bad lahh..then its sean turn..he use speed..not much use..on a wet surface..so he keep complaining..like alll good sore losers..haiz..then my turn..composed..i got the ball..then the girl come and mark me..then i was like..sianz..do i haf to go past a ger??but wat if i dont..super pai seh..coz..iM liKe the most pro in the team..so one stepover was more then enough..she commit one way..but then i wait for her to stand properly again..then she in a stance that if i lose control of the ball..she will cheong at me..so..i took small steps..start to dribble..then poked the bell through her legs..haha..oLe'!!then sianz..still got 4 more..then one came to me..i was like..hmmm....oOkiE..did a shimmy..and two stepovers..he didnt wan to commit..so dribble lahh..i cheong one way and cut back..he slipped..so continue dribbling..then two came to me..i cut in and out..to shake off the two of them..but the guy that i shake off first came back to bLock my shot..NO RAMMING!!!number one rule there..and they were hitting the ball like no one noe wats RAMMING..they never see how i shoot only..dont talk about ramming lahh..i did another two good dribbles..and hit the post once..haiz..so sad..if score better lor..haiz..but the match ended 4-1..we considered haven lose..yet..coz no one reached 5 goals..haha..kids style wat..childish lahh..i think that i have to eeat more of jiAjiA thAt biscUit then can play at that pitch..haha..anyway..iVe uPGraDed tO fLa[M]bOuyAntWiNgeR LiaO..haha..yUps..oOkie..doNe..

wat a day

2005-09-11T02:15:00.000+08:00

WAH!!..i managed to rE-formatt my laptop by myself leHH..haha..with the stuff that i really want inside..sO happy..can go msn with an easy heart liao..knowing that no more viruses liao..haha..so happy..actually cant even on the laptop de..so..thank God..haha..thanks guys..really had a great day with y'all today..well..ah tai call me to go and play soccer with the guys and some of his frens..ya..its cool and all..but actually i couldnt go cause supposed to have leaders training de..but then dunno how why and some how it was posponed..haha..so hap[p]y lor..msg tai on fri night that i going..so excited lah..so went to sleep..then the next morning which is todae..saturday..then rOn ask from me whether got any extra boots..then i told him that need to go to aljunied and take..then he decided to go and buy boots lor..so i suggested to go to..queensway lor..where else??haha..so we took a bus there..meet him at his house there that bus stop..then i wait until 1.20..so i msg him..coz i haven see him yet..then he was standing in front of a stupid sign borad lor..waste my msg..haha..then we took 74 to maCrichie[izzit spelt this way??]..then 855 was in front of the 74..so i ran in front to ask the uncle whether we can get on the bus..then he inside juz keep waving his hand in front of his steering wheel..so i was like..piangs..then ron was like his usual self and he went wt*..so i applauded for the uncle..haha..i was laughing inside of me..5 years liao..rOn still never change..haha..still the same..so we waited for the next bus..93 came so we took it..then at holland road there..the 93 over took the 855..then i was..haha..thank God that i didnt go up ur loser bus..then i made i stupid face to the 855 bus driver..coz it was the same one that i saw..haha..then ron again..was like..wt*..so we reach queensway..then saw alot of boots..alot..piangs..i wan to buy the total 90 and the two talarias..haha..OMG..i'M likE mAd..oOkiE..then we went to eUnoS to meet them..then we were like super early..and they even say that they will be going to be late lor..so we decided to go and eat first lor..so then we ate..then talktalk..abit of rubbish..then went to the mrt station to wait for them..we waited for like an hour in total..the theeratch brought his sister out..she like so cute lor..talk ALOT..like chriS's sis but she speaks better chinese whilst chriS's sis speaks better english..haha..then play soccer..made my ankle from okie to not okie AGAIN!!!..aggghhhhhHH..fRuStRatiNg..then this guy he makan my leg..then he swep me off my feet..then the ball clear liao then come and ask me..eh bOi..u oOkie aNOt??..sO i juz heck lah..he ask like ask for the sake of asking..so i didnt want to answer for the sake of answering..the carry on..then kevin finally came..after combing his hair, bathing, changing, making his hair, wear slippers and look for boots..in the end still wear slippers play..haha..so dumb lor..ya..then suddenly we play like samba style soccer..one touch passing..like the good old days..haha..on one ocassion..haha..really like poetry in motion..but in the end someone wanted to head the ball but then i was going wide then it was like in front of me so i threw myself into the air and pull off an over head kick..it might fall into ratch's path wat..so juz try..then when i sat up..kevin and i started laughing lor..haha..we gave each other that stupid look..then ah tai from the other end started shouting lor..coz they knew the spectacular me was bout to emerage..and it really started..but ended quite fast too..i latched onto a through ball then i cut back and tried to ole my marker..but then got past him liao so oOkie..then he kicked my ankle!!!ahhhhhhhhh..the pain came back immediately..i was like wat??!!??nO..pla no!!..but the pain was there..then i super buay sond took off my boots and sit in the middle of the pitch..then the guy help me stretch my ankle lah..but wasnt much use..ya..haiz..then the whole game ended lor..haiz..then the last match i play keeper..haha..the opponent got so many chances but they only scored one..they all rambutt at me lor..but i think of all the 4 saves the one that almost going towards to my head one was the best save lor..i still managed to push it over the bar and do a 'ghun chio'..haha..roll ball in chinese..then there was an almost blooper..haha..i totally miskicked the ball coz i didnt wear boots..but then the striker somehow managed to miskick the ball and it slowly roll out..haha..then the goal of the evening..from my goalkick..i actually took a touch then juz whack the ball up..then it was like super straight..so i was like..haha..if the keeper fumbles with the bounce, its going to go in..the keeper didnt even touch the ball..it bounced in..hhaa..then the game completely ended..so dumb lah..but i had alot of fun..haha..ya..then went back to AMK..they went ti eat and i went home..haiz..then went we were walking to s-11..there was a green moblie rubbish bin in front of us..coz there was a step and the guy had to carry it up by himself..so he had to stop..and in front of us..dunno who said wah..thanks arhz..hhaa..then went to 7-11 and buy some stuff and then went home..super tired liao..trying to level up my maple..then tmr in mac continue..haha..oOKie..i super tired liao..niteznitez...bB=)

hmmm...

2005-09-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

h4h4..i juSt LAerN hOW to play maple story!!.so kiddish..h4h4..but all thanks to wind..h4h4..thanks for teaching me how to play..the characters so nice sia..h4h4

todae whole day study cos..

no life..gonna get back life in bout 11 hrs time!!cant wait..h4h4..when i having hoLS THEN someone start tests!!woOhOO~..sO hAppy!!..gonna to cycle to lebbeus house tmr wif mel..dunno xi4o hu4 wan to bike with us anot..h4h4..should be real fun..heehee..cant wait..will finish my cos paper as quick as possible..but write neatly lah..hhaa..yes..then..iM frEE!!ookiE..wanna maple liao..i so nOob..oNLy LeVel 8..bB(:

TEST

2005-09-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhssssssssssssssssssss!!!
crap..i pray that i wont fail my CM paper..oH man..juz now in the exam hall..i was like..everythinkg was not right..i forgot to buy tissue paper and then i mixed up all the formulas!!all the chapters haf the same thing like var(X)..but the formula all diff one like some chapter is =E(X)2-[E(X)]2..then some is i duNNo..piAnGS..iM gOnNA gEt bOxEd bY sOMeoNe..hahahs..she said that i box u if u fail ur maths paper..oOkiE..daMn dUmB..

sOMeoNe wAns tHE viDeO oF hErseLf eAtiNg cHiCkEn wiNgs..h4h4..shE sAys iTs sUpER diSgUstiNg..bUts iTs vEry niCe[iF u LoOk at iT iN aN ugLy wAy]..jOkiNG..h4h4..siANZ..meLviN gOiNg tO pLAy sOcCer wiTh they aLL tHeN i hAF tO sTay at hOMe tO sTUdy COS!!h4h4..h4iZ..sO siAnZ..hAVe tO cOme oUt $125 fOr tHE tOurnAmEnt..coLLEctEd $50 LiaO..i gAve $30 oF mY pOckEt mOneY LiAo lOr..thEn oNLy coLLeCtEd fRom eDwRAd aNd jEspAL aNd iM..aND cAi..i heLp hiM pAy..sO i gAve $20 LiaO..anOTher $75 mOre!!NeXt wEek pOckET mOneY sHouLd aLL gO iNTo tHe rESt of tHE cAsh..cRAp..stiLL gOt jaKe, dAnieL fOo, bRiAn aNd meLviN..oH..gOt gEoRgE!!..h4h4h4..oOkiE..got anOtHer $50 sO onLy nEed tO pAy anOtHer $25..i pAy $45 lEh..aLL oF u aLL iDioTs cOMpLAiN wAt $10 sO mUch..i pAy sO mUch mOre u dOnkEYs!!..dAmN..nO mONEy LiaO lOr..piaNgS!!..eH hAd..uR $4 miGHt nOt bE aBLe tO pAy U tHiS sUn..bUt i tRy lAh..yA..sOrRiE..dELay sO LoNg..crap sia..so LoNg never play soccer liao..haiz..so heart pain..waNna pLAy sOcCer!!aHhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHH!!..h4h4h4..

piAngS..h4h4..cAnt sTAnd tHe pLAnEt sHacKErs LeAD siNgEr'S vOiCe..sO niCe siA..i wAn lEHh..aSk hiM sEnd tHE iNstaLLatiON pACkaGe to mE..tHEn i iNstaLL hiS voiCe iNtO miNe..h4h4..bUT God maDe uS aLL wOndErfuLLy anD sPeCiaLLy..sO tHE vOicE hE hAs giVen mE iS gOod eNoUgh..jUst hAve tO pRaCtiCe eVeRydAy..h4h4..wHen i woRk at cHuRCh i aSk aArOn tEAch mE hOW tO siNg..bUt sCarEd siA..h4h4..aiYa..h4h4..gOiNg tO LebBeuS hOUsE tO pALy wiNniNg 11 oN wEd!!yEAh~wTH meLviN anD si4o hU4..wOohOo~
tOo baD mY bEst wiNNinG 11 pArtNer nOt cOmiNg..sTAy tOo fAr..h4h4..tHiNkiN oF cYcLiNg tO his hOUsE..bUt dUnNo si4o hU4 gOt biKe anOt leh..hMmmM..oOkie..aSkeD meL LiaO..h4h4..yEaH..dUriNg oCtobER gOt fAmiLy neWs tRaiNiNG!!yEAH~
iM gOiNg tO sO fAmiLy nEws wiTh tHe gUYs agaiN fOr tHe noVeMbEr iSsuE!!gOiNg tO mAke iT niCe aS pRoMiSeD!!tRy lAH..sO fAR stiLL gOT nO iDeAs yEt..sO..hAve tO sTAy pAtieNt aNd wAIt anD tHiNk anD tHEn a sUdDeN iDeA oF bRiLLiAncE coMeS tO miNd tHen diCusS wiTH tHem anD aArON tHen fiLm iT dOwn anD tHEn eDit aNd then wAtcH and LauGh aND sHyShy aWhiLe..h4h4..pRodUctiOns cReW rOcKs!!hEavEn yEA!![pPL sAy hELL yEA..sO i dONt wAn tO cOpy sO i uSe hEavEn yEA..]

hAiZ..wHen tHen cAn gO sEntOsA aGAiN??hAiZ..i tHinK noVemBer hOLS tHeN caN gO..hAiZ..aAroNs viDeo cAm wiTh ME..bUt dUnNO whY cAnnOt tRANSfER tHE viDeo iNtO mY LAptOP lEh..cHriS oNe oSo cAnnOt..siAnZ..i wAnNa gO pLAy wiNNinG 11 LiAo lAh..bLoG tMr oR sOMe oTHer tiMe..

ByEbYe!!(:
pUnk'DjEstEr
sMiLiNg(:*sHiNiN9*LeArniN' tO sPeAk=X

fRid[4]y

2005-09-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

i am going to have test on monday and i am like super not ready..so im trying to cheong for CM..which i haven done well in this term..haiz..had leaders training today..i did media and video taping..with nOobiE-nOob-nOoB!!h4h4..so funny..my ankle was like pain cause i ran from the media room to the front stage to get the keys for the media room..it was like i am wearing my ankle brace and i aM rUnNing Like a mAd gUy..h4h4..when i saw aaRon and pS cHi4 at the front..i LoOked at them with a dum face and smile and said i forgot the keys..and ran away laughing..mavis saw me and said..haiyOo..ur leg LidDAt still run..then i was..yA..but important..so dont really care..reached church at 4.40 to see eD train his dRuMs..LeArnt a few techincal terms for drums..like the flare..tRuk doOm dOoM tRuK dOom dOoM tRuK..ya..was with yang and aAroN..then aaron asked me wether i wanted to sing..i was like..eRr..then sat down and drink my bubble tea..green apple ice blended with pearl..will never be sick of drinking it..h4h4..then after his training..only left the two of us in the audi..and i brought my soccer ball to church..so. . .h4h4..took it out and then we played panNa!!h4h4..oLe'!but in theend after runnning and chasing and tricking and turning and spinning and flicking and everything except nutmegging each other..only when i open my legs wide on purpose..but then..noNe tiLL rAndy cAMe in aNd scolded us..we were sweating like pigs..so then we made our way to maCs and sat down to talktalk..i eat dinner and finished my filet-o-fish in 3 mouths..in front of eD..for the second time..h4h4..tmr going to eD hoUse aND pLAy..h4h4..very long never play liao..didnt go to skOoL todAe..then when i was in church..saw meL..theN wE talktalk for awhiLe..wanted him to sit with me in the medis room and slack..cause no body there..h4h4..then he told me he didnt go to skool..then i told him me too..then we look at each other and smilesmile=))..h4h4..my sec skool mates jio me go and play soccer..for dunno wat team..but i dont think that i can make it liao lor..got to help daniel with the bBQ sTufF..he like so stress sia..never plan bBq b4..nVm..God bLeSseD hiM wiTh a pRo..h4h4..tHAts me of course..

i saw her again today..as beautiful as always..with class and alluring beauty as she walks past me..my heart just melt..with her long and smooth hair swaying from left to right in the breeze..my legs too sway from left to right..as i couldnt take it anymore..i turned away and cried aloud in my heart..do you know how i feel for you??will we ever be together??ever??with tears rolling down my cheeks slowly, i turned my back and continue walking in the opposite direction thinking that the pain will go away as i walk further and further away from you..but actually the pain and the scar becomes deeper and more excruciating..with another look as i turned for one last time, my heart melt again..with the knife stabbed right into my heart, i continued walking..as my friends came to me, i become that masked hero and put in a brave front..but in my heart, only i know the pain and the hurts that i am going through..why??why cant i just tell you how i feel..maybe..i am so scared that i would just lose this friendship with you..i would rather carry on this normal friendship than letting this friendship crash and burn. . . . .

damn..i dunno how to write love stories..i wanna learn for the productions movie that we are trying to come out with..but..i think i still got some things to work on before we can have a good script..good and talented actors will be useless unless there is a good script..i need inspiration!!God give me some thing to write on for the movie!!..pLS!!

my aCL paper is liKe i dunno how to put it..h4h4..i haven reach home already look like..eRR..anything that doesnt look like paper..h4h4..yA..gOnNa gEt scoLding from anNetTe and maybe LaurEeN aGaiN..h4h4..cant wait to do family news again next month..i will be like so free..so i promise everyone in bathel AOG that i will do a good family news..eSp aUnty mAy..h4h4..u aSked me when i was going to be on family news again..h4h4..i told you that most likely will be next one..and it will be..but have to ask aar0n for any ideas first..but dunno worry..it will be as good as usual..make y'aLL Laugh..yUpS!!..~mY taLeNt~

oOkie..i tHiNk thAt sHouLd bE eNoUgH LAh..tMr sUpEr LoNg dAY fOr mE..sO hAVe tO sLEeP eRALy aND sTArt sTudYiNG lAH!!h4h4h4..siGniNg oUt pUnk'DjEstER!!=)
.sMi[L]3.=).sPe[4]K.=D.sHi[N]3.^^.

a miStake

2005-09-02T13:54:00.000+08:00

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes

but i'M so hApPy tO hAF so mANy niCe fRenS aRouNd mE..and esp..GOd..h4h4..iM sOrRiE fOr wAt iVe dONe thE pASt mOntH..tHe bUdAk tAiK i hAd bEeN..pLs fOrgiVe mE..

h4h4..actually nothing much to say..only that my ankle got worst and better during the week..so haf been wearing my adidas slippers the past week..needa go buy new slippers soon..i wan that brown quiksilver slippers!!h4h4..bout $20..i think..i wanna buy jeans..no more tapered jeans for me!!..new shoes..new boots..the white and red and the silver and blue one!!two more new boots!!mercurial talaria!!..its like gOinG tO coSt mE $200!!waNNa gO tO qUeEnSwAy aND bUy sHoRts anD t-sHiRts..tHe jOker t-sHiRt aND sOme moRe dUmB oNEs!!..h4h4...ahhHHHhHhHHH..sEm bReaK iS cOmiNG sOOn..wANnA wOrk ioN cHuRCh fOr aAroN anD pS rACheL..hOPe i cAN dO sOmetHinG dUriNg mY tiME tHErE!!anD yEs!!sEntOsA!!a pLaCe tHAt wE hAveN bEeN fOR a LoNg tiME!!..dUriNg thE wEeK bReaK fOr thE sEc sKoOL peEPs..wE gO sEntOsA anD pLAy oOkiE??pPl LiKe mEL, si4o hU4 aNd mAybE dAn, LeB aND tHE oThER uSuALs..h4h4..yA..mAke iT moRe pRopEr tHiS tiMe!!wiF eD, yAng mAybE jErRy aND cHriS..h4h4..then cAN dO sOme dUmB FiLmiNg tOo!!h4h4..sAd siA..tEst cOmiNg..i hAveN rEALLy sTUdY..thEn i kEep tHiNkiNg oF pLay..Leb sTiLL aSk uS tO oNe dAy gO tO hiS hOusE aND wiNniNG 11 aGaiN..hAiZ..bUt fUn2!!..sOcCer!!wOohOO~

nothing more to say liao lah..maybe tmr then write more..but tmr got bBq..and iM maKiNG mY fAmoUs jeLLiEs!!wOoHOo~..bUt hAF tO helP dAn dO sOMe sTuFf..anD eVEn sEt uP fiRe!!bUT i LOve sEtTiNG uP tHE fiRe..hEeHeE!!

oOkIE lAh..

h0LL4 y'aLL
' jEstER oUt '
=)

2005-09-02T10:57:00.000+08:00

Something sweet, something simple . . . something special,
specially for the punk'dster ((:

sometimes,we just feel as though our whole world is crashing down on us, even if nothing bad is happening.
sometimes we just get into moods.. really bad moods.
we dont feel like smiling, we dont feel like talking, we dont feel like laughing..
we just dont feel like doing anything at all.

sometimes we just have no joy, we just feel no love, we just feel so so empty.
we cant cry even though we really want to, we cant scream, we cant shout, we cant hide, we have so much to express but we don't know how to or where to start.

you feel like there's no one to turn to... no one seems to understand you..
your closest friends seems furthest . . .
and sometimes, you dont feel like turning to anyone at all, you just want to be alone . . .

you're just so.. down.
and, there's no reason why.

BUT.
i just want you to know;

Jesus is there. was always, is still, and will always be.
believe it or not, he's there.
he NEVER left you, not once.
and, he's right there beside you.

and whenever you feel so empty, just ask him to fill you up.
when you feel no love, ask him to love you anew.
when you have no joy, ask him to make you happy.
he is more than willing to and.
its just because he loves you.

when you miss someone so so much, Jesus misses you more.
when you think you're thinking of someone all the time, Jesus thinks of you more.
when you want so much to hold someone, Jesus wants to hold you more.

its amazing how much my Jesus loves me.
and you.
his love so so big.
the world too too small to contain it.((:

*love, the pretty girl whom Jesus loves.

2005-08-31T01:09:00.000+08:00

And for todaE’s spOrts aRtiCLe..
hE’S bACk, oN fire aND with sOmetHinG tO pRovE..
the highly rAtEd wingEr [jOn4tHaN] pLAyed a 3-3 gAme todAE at the bEtwEen tower 5 and 4 field. With two youngsters on his side. He did played his heart out to score as many as his other counterparts could. Well with 3 sec 3 guys playing against him with 2 primary skOoL kids on his side. The opponents drew first blood from the winger’s team. And the second goal also came from the other end. So he took the ball and dribbled past the other two players and slammed the ball into the drain [which happens to be behind the goal means he scored]. He knew that it was going to be a hard daE’s wOrk at the office at the end of the daE. sOon gOaLS were fLoOding hiS goal. frustrated, hE thought of combinations to get past the whole team again to score. Riquleme’S tUrN. The move the he already thought of making his own until he saw riquelme doing the same turn as he tought ofF. Dribbling the ball, he meet his opponent. One thing in mind only. Humiliation. The ultimate humiliation. The panna. By letting the ball go through your opponent’s legs. So as he turned to position himself, he focused on the trick and unleashed the turn. aS the ball rolled through his opponent’s legs, ‘oLe’ came to his mind. Suddenly a load was lifted off his shoulders. Thanking God, he continue dribbling. As he wAs about tO fire another oNe oF hiS tAdemArK tHuNdEroUs sTriKes, the dEfender came back and cLeAr. well tHe winger didn’t wAntEd tO cHaLLeNgE tHe dEfENdER..aFrAiD tHat hE might bREAk hiS oPponEnt’S lEg. With some more fancy footwork and pedaladas, he managed to pull some more back for his team.

hAiZ..wat a day it has been. Piangs. My English really like crap now. How to start to polish it up. Juz watched some more soccer clips. Super nice to watch. I just sit there and woaH~.. damn. Wanna learn all those tricks so can use and then h4h4h4h4.. humiliation..wOohOo!!

hAiz..finALLy LiFe iS cOMiNG bACk tO nOrmaL..i gUeSs..iM tHe sAme oLd cRaPpER..bUt wAt mAde mE tHAt coLd jEstER tHAt i nEvER tHouGHt i woULd be??..mAybE i coULdnT hANdLe tHE roLe oF LeaDErsHiP??..i dUnNo..aNywAy tHAnkS ji4ji4..fOR sCoLdiNg mE..aND eNcOuRAgiNg mE tHouGH u'LL LiKe nEvER nOe cOz u dONt rEad mY bLoG cOZ u dONt nOe i hAF a bLOg coZ i didNt tOLd u i hAF a bLoG..oOkiE..this is getting lame..signs of the old jester coming back..hmmm..cant wait for the old me to be back..that means oso to sleep early..play soccer like mad..haf fun everyday..do devotion everyday!!..talk to pPL wiThoUT geTtiNg pissed..smiLE=)..joke..make ppl smiLe..make pPL LaUgh..dont make ppl cry liao..and watch soccer every sat and sun..watch man U..coz rareLy can get to watch bArceLoNA!!watch robinho, ronaldinho, robben, hleb, cristiano ronaldo, kaka', shevchenko, zidane and all the other pRo soccer pLayERs make defenders as if they were in a circus..h4h4..yEs!!cANt wAit tO bE tHe mE agaiN!!..

hAiZ..

back with a vengence

2005-08-29T01:40:00.000+08:00

He is back..
The main title for my sports article todae..
Star striker is back..
after a month long layoff with virus attack, Youth aLiVe star striker Lebbeus has finally played his first match after the virus attack. the flamboyuant striker notch a goal this afternoon which also happerns to be the teams second goal in that match. The youth aLive mEmbers pLayed with the aduLts and the children from region 2. Though the two highly rated wingers jonathan and melvin were on opposite sides, it didn't affect Lebbeus toO much. With the in-form midfield maestro[in the making] xi4o hU4 setting up both the goals, the team controlled the whole game well. The first goal came and went quick. Well the talented jonathan started the move. Which was a pass to the left side of the field where Lebbeus and xi40 hU4 was. Then it all happened in a flash. i called for xi40 hU4 to swiTch fLank[tHe baLL..not hiM]..sO iT was a grounder aNd the baLL didnt roll to my feet..but in front of me. Seeing that there were no small kids to en route to goal, i pulled back my right leg and took 2 steps and whack the ball with a clean contact and less then half his strength towards goal. The 'kEeper was Left stranded as the shoot wAs Like a roCket fLying pAst hiM. then came Leb's goal. Again xi40 hU4 wAs in pOsSesioN of the bal and was in a threatening position to lose the ball but he could also choose to shoot with his left leg. which happens to be his weaker foot but seeing Leb jUZ neXt tO hiM, and in a better position to score, he unselfishly set up lebbeus to finish off the game with a beautifully struck curler into the right of the keeper's post. And the match ended.

wah..todae the family day super fun man!!..h4h4..i did filming wif xide and melvin..h444h4h4..super fun..i did so many nice things and some crappy ones on tape oso..i feeel so good..i juz think that the old jonathan is waiting to be unleashed..h4h4..the pUnk'DpRinCe!!oR jUZ thE cRApPer wiLL bE gOoD..h4h4h..weLL..hAd so muCh fUn tOdAE..oOkiE..i wAnNA sLeEp LiaO lAh..bUT...

wAs so fun lor..really enjoyed myself todae..i think ive changed cause of the lack of soccer..i felt great todae..extremelly good..its been a long time since i played soccer..since the cup..which is like 3-4 weeks agO..damn..cant finish fSp aSsiGnmEnt..coZ gOT sOMe bUg..damn it..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhssssssssssssssssssssssss...but finally its almost over..hAiZ..tiREd.. i rEALLy wAN hER tO noE how i fEeL bOut hEr .. bUt i sCArEd siA .. Let tiMe dO iTs jOb ..

-pUnk'DjEstER-

hMmM..

2005-08-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

WAH PIANGS!!!
my laptop got msn virus..dont think that you guys will see me on msn for a longlonglong time liao..haiz..super sianz..the fSp assignment so tough..h4h4..i told eating togo and either use hammer or cook it with fire to make it softer..so that it wont be so hard..get it??oH nvm..so crapped..iM becoMing mOre aNd mOre si4o everyday..aS iN..i tHink iTs wrong or something..cOz..iTs tHE wRonG wAy oF si4o-iNg..yA..h4h4..iVe bEcoME sO LazY..dAmn..sO hArd tO sAve mOney tHeSe fEw dAys..arRRhHgGgHggHHH..

tOdAE wAs THe last lesson of vball..tEAcHer mAde a miStaKE..h4h4..mAde fUn oF sO maNy tHingS tOdAE..tOdAe sUpeR sLAcK lOr..tEAcHEr Let uS rUn oNE rOuNd oNLy..sO gOoD..mY fAvoUriTe..sLAcKiNg dUriNg wArm uPs..h4h4..iM jUZ sO gOoD aT iT..h4h4..thAnkS tO aLL mY vBaLL fREnS..h4h4h..cRAp..tHen the fUnNieSt tHiNg wAs tHAt wHen wE wEre pLAyiNg mAtch tHAt tiMe..h4h4..mY teAm wAs piCkiNg baLL fOR thE oTher tEam iN thE coUrt..then sTepH wEnt tO sErvE[sOrRiE gEr..]sO i toLd dEAn tHAt wHen sHe sErVeS..tHE baLL wiLL gO uPwARdS..i sAiD iT qUitE LoUd lAh..uNtiL sHe coULd hEar..tHEn wHEn iT reaLLy haPpEneD..i teLL U..i LauGh sO mUch Lor..tiLL sHe tHrEAteN tO bEat mE..i rAn aWAy..h4h4..fAst!!fOr thE fiRst tiMe..bUt tHEn whEn tHe mAtCh wAs oVer..i wEnt tO coLLeCt tHe Long LosT vbaLL..wHiCh aLways hApPenS..then sOmeOne cAme ruNniN tOwARdS mE..i tRiEd tO nUtmEg tHAt pErsOn..bUt coULdnT LAh..cOZ hEr LeGS tOo sHoRT..h4h4..tHen sHE kiCkeD mE..oNLy whEn i sAw thOse briGht sHoeLacES then i kNew iT wAs wHo..sTepH..h4h4..kiCke mE..i aLmOst dOdGe thAt kiCk oOkiE??jUZ tHAt i tRiEd tO nUtmEg U..iF nOt wE wouLd bE ruNninG anD pLAyiNG cAtChiNg LAio LOr..h4h4..i'LL mAKe u rUn LiKe si4o..h4h4..

i feel that ive changed..alot..compared to last time..ive changed really alot..reALLy aLot..yA..cRAp..hAiZ..stiLL iN LoVe wiTh fvs..i wAnNA gO thERe..arHHRHgHGhghGhghGH..bUt i fEeL tHAt LiKe iVE gOt a bOnd wiTh mY cLaSs nOw..yA..LoVe mOSt oF tHem..soMe aNimAl aNd *sHakeS hAnd iN fROnt oF hEAd*..hAiz..reALLy cANt bEAr tO LoSe tHem..evEn iF i cAn cHAngE cOuRse..nOw..i dUnNo whetHer tO cHAnGe..wiLL i hAve tHe sAme cRaZy fREnS tHEre..cOZ..iM LiKe sO cRAzY nOw..iF i dOnt hAvE tHeSe cRaZy fReNs..i cAnt sTAnd thAt extRA 3 yEaRs oF bOreD-ERiSm..tHEn i woULd hAVe tO gO fOr sNw agaiN..h4h4..mAybE..hMMm...

oOkiE..sO nO mOoD tO bLoG LiAo..cOz oF tHE viRuS..dAmn..hAiZ..=

hAiZ..

2005-08-20T01:52:00.000+08:00

cAnt bELiEvE tHAt i hAf sO cUte cLaSsmAte..tHAnK God tHAt iM sO bLeSsEd bY hiM..yEaH..fEeLiNgs sO mUcH bEtTer aFtER aTteNdiNg ceLL tHiS wEeK..yEaH..aLL oF u mAdE mY dAy..iN sOme wAy oR aNOtHer..thE diNNeR wiF bOo cHiNgZzZ aNd si[4]o hUa..thEn tHE bUs riDe wiF tHeM aNd jiAjiA..h4hA..hAd fUn iN tHE bUS..mAde mE sMiLe..tHen wOrsHiP..si[4]o hUa LeAd..hE tHoUgHT tHAt hE iS sOme hiLLsONg LeAd siNgER cUm gUitAriSt..hAh4..u sHoULd hAf sEen tHAt cLoWn..eVerYtHiNG iS faLLiNg baCk iNtO pLACe sLoWLy..fEeL sO bLeSsEd wiF tHE cLaSsmAtEs that i aM giVen..bUt wHen i mAn4gE tO cHAnGe mY cOuRse nExt yEAr..[wAt iM pLANniNG tO dO]..tO fSv..yA..i wAnNA tHaNk y'aLL fRom tHe bOtToM oF mY hEaRT..yA..fOr aLL tHe mEmoRiEs tHAt u gUys hAd giVen tO mE..LoVe 1t01..y'aLL rOck..rEaLLy..

wHen thEn wE cAn sTaRT tO pLaN bOut THe mOviE tHAt wE aRE tHiNkiNg oF mAkiNG..fOr nExt yEarS yOutH aNni??..i wAnNA aSk pAstoR raCheL fiRst..yA..cOme'oN cHriS..jErRey..meL..eD..yANg..bRiaN..mArC..aArOn cHua aNd Low..si4o hUA..we cAn dO tHiS..wE jUZ hAf tO puT oUr aCt tOgEtHer aND gEt sOme mOre iNsPirAtiON aND mOtiVatiOn..tHEn wE cAn mAke oUr oWn t-sHiRT oSo..yA..LetS mAKe a 40-45miNs mOviE..yEaH~

iTS LiKE sO cRAp lOr..yA..hAhA..i wAnNA wRiTe sOngS lEH..rEgGAe sTLye..hAHA..miSs jAmMiNg wiF eDwArd aND yANg..cANt jAm tMr cOz aAroN uSinG thE aUdi..hAiz..aHHhHhhHhh..siAnz..i wANt tO kNow u..i wAnt tO hEAr uR vOiCe..i wANt tO kNow u mOrE..i wANt tO tOuCh yOu..i wANt tO seE yOur fACe..i wANt tO kNow yOU mOre..
*mOre aND mOre!!*

wOoHoO~iM gOiNg tO cHuRch cAmp tHis yEAr nO mAtTer wAt iS gOiNg tO hApPen..iM gOiNg tO sErEmbAn fOr cHuRCh cAmp!!yEAH~..hERe wE cOme..tHe bRudDerZzZ oF bEtHeL aSseMbLy oF gOd yOutH aLiVE!!!..yEA!!..

tOdAy i hAd a fUn dAy iN sKoOL..hAHA..tHAnkS cAshoNe..tAkiNG tHE piCs..hAHA..sO niCe..i cAn sEnd tO u iF u wAn..hAHa..bUt i dUn hAF aLL oF thEM..OoKiE..i tHinK thAtS aLL i wAnt tO sAY fOr tOdAy..bYebYE..=)

u jUzt hAVe tO dO 3S evErydAy..
sHiNe..
sMiLe..
sPeAk..
siMpLe yEt hARd tO dO..iSnt iT??. . . . . .

the day after the proje[c]t nitE..

2005-08-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

went home like at 6.30..then went home for sleep part 2..haha..i slept till 3in the afternoon..then the joke of the day came..haha..meL aSk me to LoOk for him..then he sit there and listen till sianz liao..then we went to go and visit haDLey..bUt wHen wE reach there then i realised that i dunno wat block that she is..so i msged aAron..then we like mian qiang go there..[he/meLvin]..then aArOn rEpLiEd thAt sHe discharged liao..wAh..i sO hEArt pAin siA..gO aLL thE wAy tHEre thEn teLL mE thAT sHe diScHarGed LiAo..hAiz

siANZ..
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, I gotta know, baby, aw yeah)Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave),That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)...
hAiZ..

i rEaLLy dUnNo wHetHer i hAF mOvEd oN fRoM wAt hAd hApPen tO uS..diD sOme tHiNkiNg thE pAST fEw dAYs..couldnt be the normal me again..i want to be that me again..i really dunno..i wanna be the one that cares for u..let my shoulder be ur pillar..to cry on..to lean on..want u to come to me in times of need..but..i dunno whether that day will ever come..wX'S niC iS sO trUe lor.."mEmOriES aRe tReaSuReS nO oNe cAn sTeaL..bUt pARtiNg aRE hEaRtaChEs nO oNe cAn hEaL"..

dAmn..gOt sO mANy tHinGs tO dO..hAF tO hANd iN mY rEFLeCtiONs aNd pErsOnaL tEstimOnY fOr tMr..cRAP..hAiz..iM LiKe sWitChing songs even b4 they end..so..sianz..really..every night..haiz..now so sianz that i dun wanna blog liao lah..bYebYe bLog..

tHe hUrTs of tHe pUnK'DjEstEr....*s[4]d*

-~+'=[mEmOriES aRe tReaSuReS nO oNe cAn sTeaL..bUt pARtiNg aRE hEaRtaChEs nO oNe cAn hEaL]='+~-

thr project nitE..

2005-08-18T02:45:00.000+08:00

wat a day it has turned out to be..much better than many other normal days..dont haf to go to skool tmr coz mr tan gave us the day off..how nice..in some way or another..well..stucked in william's house to do wP proJect..its like bout 2.45..and we are still doing the project..all of then say that they wanna pia and taunt the nitE de..but theN pW sLepT fOr 30 mins..wif ouT cLosinG hER eYes..she was toO sCarEd..tHeN fRom mY angLe,eAtiNg iS Like sleeping on the chair..me and cashone sitting on the floor doin the other stuff..then william doing the web page..so cool in some way or anpther..wele..im sitting at the corner so that i can bLog wifoUt anyoNe sAying me..eAtiNg fiNaLLy wAke uP..dAmn..i'M oSo faLLing aSLeEp..yA..wAh..cAshoNe sO fOcuSeD aGaiN..fOr the tHrD tiMe iN thiS yEAr..siNce i noe him..haha..always smiling and laughing..the day was really an exciting one..but at least that i got through the day wif easy..pW jUZ aSkeD mE a dUmB qNs..wHEthEr wAt dOeS cArs pRodUcE wHen tHey mOve..sHe aSkeD wHethEr iS cArbON diOxiDe..wHen iTs LiKe cArbON mOnOxiDe..haha..thEn sHe aSk hOw tO prEveNt tOo mUch oF tHeSe hArmfuL gASeS fRom bEiNg eXpoSeD iN tO tHE aiR..i toLd hEr thAt sHE cAn fiX a fiLtER tHEn cOvER tHE eXhUaSt piPe wiF a pLaStiC bAg aND tHEn bReAtHE iNtO iT..haha..then moSt oF uS LauGh fOR aFtER dUnNo hOW LoNg..wAH..i fEel LiKe sLEEpiNg alrEAdy..bUt hAF tO stAnd bY mY gRoUp..

hAD dOne LoAds oF tHinKiNG tHE pAst fEw dAYs..yA..sO i fEeL gOoD.hAHa..dUmb..sO tiREd..tMr iS LiKe thE LonGeSt dAy eVer..mOrniNg..tRy tO gEt sOMe sLEeP..thEN iN thE aFtErnOoN hAF tO gO aNd mEet meL tHEn gO tO sGh tO sEE hADLeY..thEn iN thE eVeNiNg wiLL bE gOiNg fOr vBaLL tRAiNiNg fOR tHE LiKE oNlY 4tHtiME..sUx ritE??haha...

rEaLLy gOT nOtHinG tO wRiTe li4ozZz..

tE4Rs oF thE pUnK'djEstER iS nOw sO reaL..aFTER hE hAs LosT hiS tOuCh..iN sO mANy tHinGs..sHit mAN..='

*s4D-nEsS*

one of the longest nites

2005-08-17T03:17:00.000+08:00

super sianz..anyway..juz talked finished wif i[4]n..online..he cant sleep properly again..coz of..yA..u noe..those stuff again..had a nice long chat wif him..ya..though i got skool later..[cos its like 2++in the morning]..i still talktalk wif him..catch up wif him..i wanna haf eyebags for skool later..then very nice..it sounds dumb..but..ya..pUnk'DjEstEr wat..what can u expect..then i haf like skool till 5..then got tuition till 9..reach home bout 10++..then will have to nothing again cos i would be too tired to do anything..hAiz..mAny ppL having their owN persOnaL pRoBLems..aNd i also have mine..weLL..LiFE wasn't meant to be a bed of roses..dUn u aGrEe??..but there always have to have someone to be strong and stand firm for their frens..to puLL the group tHroUgh..not saying that i fit the bill perfectly..but..someone has to do it..someone has to stand up and speak up..but. . . . .how??

thats the biGGest question..how??..
i wouLd never leaVe u..imagine me without you..i would be lost and so confused..i wouldn't last a day..i thouGH thAT u wouLd nEver seE mE tHroUgh..
hmmm..like my nic for today..and maybe for awhile more..days..

-[pUnK'djEstEr]-wHy diD tHiNgS hAd 2 tUrNeD oUt tHAt wAy..rEmiNiSiNg BoUt e pASt..rEgReTtiN boUt nOw..cOntEmpLaTiNg bOut e fUtUrE

hAiZ..aLL i waNt iS u..cOs oLy wHeN u arE iN mY LiFE thEn i nOE thAt eVerythiNg hAs chAngEd aNd thAt evErytHinG iS diFferEnt..dAmN..tALkiNg tO jiAjiA aNd cRyiNg aGaiN..y'dAe taGgiNg i[4]n's bLoG i oSo cRiEd..cRap..i duNno wat to do sia..the tears of a pUnK'djeSter iS now sO rEAL..better make this poSt a nice and meaningful one..hAiz..i waNna fiNd thE meAniNg oF LiFe aGAiN..tHis yeAr iS nOthiNg cOmpAreD tO lASt yeArs..i jUZ nEeD a diViNe iNtErveNtiON fRom God's wOndERfuL hAndS..i nOe hE iS gOnNa uSe mE aNd sTreTch mE tO mY LiMiTs anD thEn puLL mE tHrOuGh..aND tHEn eXpANd mY bOundAriEs..LiKe nEvER b4..aAroN aLwAYs sAid thAt hE hAs tHis sTrOng 'fEeLiNg'[i dUnNo hOw tO sAy..aS iN wORd fRom God]tHAt GoD wiLL uSe mE sO miGHtLy..eVErytiMe i sEe aArON..i jUz fEeL sO haPpY..i fEeL hAppY fOr gRAcE,cHLoE aNd gAbriEL..mAn.thEy arE LiKe so bLeSseD wiF tHAt mAn tO LEAd tHEiR hOusEhoLd..i wAN sOMedAy thAt sOmeoNe cAn sAy thE sAMe tHinG tO mE..i dUnNo..i gIt thiS sTroNg pAsSiOn fOr tHe meDia,sOunD aND pRodUctiOns fOR cHuRcH..mAybE sOcCer wASnt thE tHing tO aTtRACt yOuThs tO cHuRch..iT wAs..pRodUctiOnS..cOS iT cAn reaLLy LeAve aN iMpReSsiON oN sOMeoNe foR a LoNg LoNG tiMe..yA..i jUZ wOndEr..wHether..wE cAn evEr dO wAT i dReaM oF..dReaMs..aNd goALS..sOMetHinG thAt hAven reaLLy hAf fOr tHis yEAr..mAybE iTs tiMe thAt tHeSe dREaMs aNd goALs cOme bACk to whEre thEy bELonG..iN mY hEAd tO mOtiVAtE mYseLf aGAiN..i hAVe bEen so LoSt tHeSe fEw dAys..iTs cOmiNg cLose tO wEeKs..mArtiN aSkeD fRom mE thE sONg oPEn uP tHE gAteS anD i stiLL hAven gOt iT fOR hiM..sOrRiE bRo..iM reaLLy vEry buSy wiF sKoOL sTuFf..pRojEcts aNd aLL..yA..

toDAE wAS thE LaSt dAy oF sNw..sO cRap..bYebYe mS LeOng..i wiLL miSs uR teAChiNg..cAnt gEt tO sEE the pEePs tHAT i mAde fRens wiF tHroUgh vbaLL..LiKe soMe oF thE eCh gERs..y'aLL hAvE bEen a niCe bUncH oF pPL tO bE wiF..aNd i aLso cAn teLL wHy y'aLL cHoSe eCh aS thE coUrSe y'aLL tAke..jokinG lAh..eSp..cRystaL..tHaNks fOr the meMorieS oF tHE iNtER cLaSs..tHEn tO soMe oF thE iCt pEePS..LiKe bAn4NA..tHaNK U fOr tHE mEmoRiES aLsO..tHouGH i rEgRet fOR nOt pLayinG mY hEArt oUt foR tHE fiNALS..eSP iN tHE fiRst sEt..i hOPe thAt tHe pOinT oF thE tOUrnAmenT tHAT wE gOt rEpAid mY tHanKs tO aLL oF u gUYs..tHe sAviNg/diViNg/oVerheAd kiCk tO kiCK thE baLL oVer..yA..sOrRiE..weLL..aLL in aLL i tHiNK thAt i hAdfUn fOr sNw L4H..yA..wiLL misS u gUys..oKiE..hOpe tO mEet y'aLL sOMetiMe aGaiN..

i tHink tHiS iS thE LonGeSt eNtrY tHAt iVe evEr eNtEred..iM LiKe sO tiReD..tHe mOod fOR sLeep iS cOmiNg..i tHinK..sO niTEz..=)

*.:'_0-+=[tOdae is 17 aUg..mY faV nO]=+-0_':.*

i[4]n...

2005-08-15T03:40:00.000+08:00

tHis poSt iS fOr U mAn..sTriCtLy..

dO u sTiLL rEmEmbEr tHe tiMes wE hAd tOgEthER??..iT reaLLy bReaKs mY hEaRt tO sEe oUr fRensHiP jUz fLusH dOwn kaLLang riVer LiKe tHAt..iTs LiKe..wE'LL nEvER sEE eAcH oTHeR aGaiN..buT i hOpe tHAt oNe dAy wiF mY dREAm gER wALKinG doWn sOMe rOad iN siNgapOrE..wE'LL sEe eAch oTheR..wiF oUr oWn gERs..mAn..

ur 10000 promises that u gave to me.. ur 10000 promises that u promise me..

rEmEmbEr tHe tiMes wE tOok 163 tOgeThER??..u rEmEmbER eUgEnE??evErydAy aFtER sOcCer dUriNg rEcEsS hE wouLd bUY a boTTLe oF cOke tO driNk..aH bAoS sUpEr LouD LAUgHtER??LesLie's cRaP..wX;s qUiEtnEsS??..joHNsON'S pERvErsE-nEsS..rOn'S tAo-nEsS..jia miNG's aNd joHnNy'S hiGH piTch LaUghTerS??..zL'S gAy-nEsS??..

i walk a lonely road..the only one that i ever known..dunno where its goes..i walk this empty street of boulevard of broken dreams..

u rEmEmbER the tiMEs wE sHArED??thE fUn wE aLWAys hAd aND thE joy wE bRoUghT tO eAch oTher??dAyS wHere u wEre LovE siCk..i sToOd by uR siDe..wHeN u aLwAys nEeDeD sOMe oNE jUZ tO be bY uR siDe..i wiLL aLWAyS sOMe how [bY God iNtERvEntiON] i wAs thEre fOr u..u rEmEmbER thAt sTAtemEnt tHAt u mAdE??

"siA Lah bRo..wHy iSsiT thaT wHEn eVer i NeEdeD soMEoNe, u wiLL aLwAys bE thEre fOR mE??uR mY bEst bRo mAN!!"

i sTiLL rEmEmbEr u nOE??..the LeTtER tHAt wE wROtE tO eAch oTHer??iS stiLL iN thE sAme shOe bOX thAt i wiLL nEver tHrOw aWaY..wHEn eVEr mY mUm aSkeD mE tO tHroW aWAY aNy oF mY shOe bOxEs..i wOnt eVen tOuch tHEm..i wouLd jUZ pUt tHem sOMewhErE thAt iTS nOt sO viSibLe..sO thAt my mUm woNt nAgG at mE..coZ thEy rEmiNd mE oF u..

i dream..i can run like the wind ..and be strong..when my heart justs wants to give in..i dream..i can be that hero thats in me..i dream..i dream..

u rEmEMbER tHE dAyS whEr wE woULd siT oUtsiDe cHeErs aT bRadDeLL oN tHE LeDgE pRotEctiNg tHE LeTter bOx??i woULd bUy fOr u uR fAv..sOya beAn..thEN i woULd bUy a pAo aNd thE wAnwAn bUbBLe jeLLy dRiNk..thEn wE wouLd taLK noN-stOp..aLL thE cRap aNd LamE sTuFf..aNd sOmetiMe siNgiNG..

hold me now..its hard for me to say iM soRry..i juz want u to stay wif me..and after wat we haf been through..

u nOE..u oPen mY eYeS oSo..bOuT aLL thE tHinGs iN thE woRLd..sTUd beLt..pEniNsULa..tApeREd pAntS..meSh cAPs..oSiRiS..sKatE..hAro biKEs..regGaE mUsiC aNd sTufF..iM rEaLLy tHAnkfuLL tHAt i gOT a cHAncE tO noE U..

i do..cherish u..i will..love u still..

wHen cAn wE eVer siNg aGaiN??thAt tiMe iN thE tRaiN..wE pUrpoSeLy sINg jiAo siA..thEn pPL LoOk aT uS..tHE tiME thAt wE wEnt tO fAr eAst i tHiNK..i wAnNA gO tHErE aGaiN..buT wiF mY bEst bRo..mY oNe aNd oNLy mALAy bRo..

maybe my love will come back someday..only heaven knows..

tHE tiME thAt u toLd mE thAt u arE cHanGinG sKoOL..i jUZ feLt sO LoUsy iNsiDe..mY bEst bRo fRom sEc3..jUZ tHroWn aWaY jUZ LiKe tHAt..i feLt LiKE sHiT iNsiDe..u nOe wAt i meAn..not thAt i aTe mY shiT aNd thEn i cAn fEeL it..yA..u noE wAt i meAn..

Oh oh oh - mysterious girl..I wanna get close to you..Oh oh oh - mysterious girl..Move your body..Close to mine..Close to mine

i tHinK i wRotE eNoUgh fOr tOdAy..i tRy tO wRitE sOme tHiNG fOR u evEry mONtH..oKiE??wiLL miSs U..stAy sTroNg..yUpS..kEeP sMiLiNg yAhs??..=)
thAtS mY bRo..
(0= .:'._*.:+=aKu ciNtA kAu=+:.*_.':. =0)

hUH...

2005-08-15T01:49:00.000+08:00

wOw..its like centuaries that i haf blogged liao..haha..dumb..but..ya..that centuary has ended..so can start blogging again..i feel so bad to treat u like that..i dunno..i felt so bad juz now..im so sorrie God..heLp mE pLs..thE fEeLiNg sUx oKiE..iVe gOt tHE pOiNt..yA..

haha..annette ask us to dO sOme pLaNniNg oF wAt wE gOinG to dO iN a 2 yeArs tiMe..first time that i didnt really write crap out on paper..haha..weird..and its almost half a page long already and i dont think that i haf even started..haha..iSnt that sO gReat??..had bBQ on saT..it LiKe tOtaLLy rOckEd mAN..wE kiNdA LiKe sEpErAteD iNtO tWo gRoUPs..the first batch cooked then the secOnd bAtCh..weLL..thE sEcoNd bAtCh consiSts oF the wHoLe BMc[biRd mAn cLuB]619 LeAdER aNd wiNd..dAmn mAN..wE haD a gReAt tiMe cOokiNg..aNd rE sTaRtiNg tHE fiRe..cOZ iT wAs LiKE thE pERsON wHo sTARteD tHE fiRE uSed uP aLL thE sTArteRs..LeAviNg juZ 3 piEcEs..thAt oNe stiLL oKIE..thEn thE fiRe wAs LiKE diEiNg..aNd wE wEre LiKe..wHO diD tHiS??piSsEd, wE wEnT tO hUNt fOr mOre cHarCoAL..buT diDnt..biLL mAnAgeD tO stARt tHE fiRe aGaiN..

wE oRdeReD LiKE sO mUch FooD..iN thE eND wE hAd tO stUff oUrseLvES wiF thE fOOd..ya..

aaaaaAAAAAAAHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhSSSSSS!!!..haha..u aSk mE nOt tO cOPy U..haha..buT i cOPy LeH..haha..cOZ u wiLL LiKE nEvER eVer seE mY bLoG..sO hEcK!!haha..i cANt gO inTo tHE nOkiA fAntAsY LeAgUe aCcoUnt..tOo mAny mAnAgERs oNLiNe..duMb..i LiKE cAnnOt gEt iN lOrS..hAiz..i wAnNA sEe mY sCoRe..Dd..

gOnNa FiLm a sHoRT mOviE..thE pRodUctiONs tEaM..yA..haha..i pRay tHAT wE wiLL FiLm oUt oUr dReaM..yUp..haha..sO eXciTiNg mAn..aLL oTheR dEtaiLs iS uNdiScLoSeD..buT thiS iS a rUmOR..iT miGHt bE sHoWn dUriNg yoUtH aNni nExt yeAr..it might..and it miGHt nOt..yA..sO duNn aNyhow shOot uR moUth oFf!!..iM wArniNG U..aS iN iF u tHInk oF sAying..thE U iS jUZ aNy boDy lAh..nOt PURPOSELY TARGETTING SOMEONE loR..yA..sEriOuS..

hEyY..beLi..iF u evEr sEe mY bLoG..i wAnnA sAy sOrRiE..haLf wAy mSginG u trHen i feLL asLeEp..haHa..yA..cOz i sLepT aT 3 oN sAt..yA..cOz oF sOMe oNe lAh..buT thATs nOt tHE pOiNt..yA..sORriE..haha.fOrgiVe mE hOR..LifE iS sTartiNg tO piCk uP aGaiN..hAhA..wiF aLL the fUn iM hAviNg..iM sTArtiNg tO miSs sEc sKoOL dAys..yA..coZ iT's oSo sO fUn..haha..wOohOo..

yEs
yEs iTS tRuE
i vE foUnD thE sWeEteSt gEr
aNd thAt gER iS U!!=P

hAHh..sO siANz..hhaAHh..dUn fEeL LikE sLeEpiNg bUt wAnNA sLeEp..tMr gOt dUmB LesSoNS..zZZZzzZZZzzZZzzZZzzzZZzZZZzZzzz..hAHA..

2005-08-07T03:22:00.000+08:00

hey mr wee! (:

this shall be your temporarily template.

hopefully,its to your liking.

God bless,

tha pretty girl whom Jesus loves

mY sOuRcE

2005-08-05T15:00:00.000+08:00

hAvEn bLog fOr sOMe tiME LiaO..hAd cOmMoN tEst..noT tOo bAd..aNd nOt tOo gOoD eiThEr..i gOt a D, a C, a B aNd aN A+..yA..sO cRapPeD..aNywAy..gOiNg tO hAf oUr cHuRCh'S fiRsT sOcCer tOuRnAmEnt..wE hAd bEeN LiKE pLAyiNg fReNLee mAtChEs fOR aO LoNg..iTs aBOut tiMe tO sEe wHetHEr wE aRe gOoD eNoUgh tO pLAy aGaiNst oTher tEAms..i vERy sCarEd..cOz i hEArD sALeM cHapEL iS thE sTroNgEst tEAm..tHEy hAF bEeN LiKE wiNniNG tHiS tOurNaMENt fOR thE pAst 3 yEArS..[iN a rOW..]..sO iTs aBOut tiMe thAt thE tROpHy mOVeD iTs pOsiTiON..tO a pArtiCULar aSsEMbLy oF GOd cHuRch..gOt cHriStoPHer tO cOme dOWn tO pLaY fOr uS..aNd JeSpaL..aNd yi cOnG aNd tWo oF hiS fREnS..

aNywAy..sOmE pPL bUaY uS..buT nVm..fOR uR iNfO..i rEAcHed hOme aT 7.25..rUsHeD oUt tO tHE mEetiNG aT 7.40..thEN haD tHe mEetiNg tiLL bOUt 8.45..thEn i wALKeD hoMe aNd seTtLe sOMe sTufF boUt tHE tOuRnaMEnt..rEaChEd hOME aT 9.05..aND tHEn sEtTLE thE sTuFf..iM gLad thAt God sEnt mE a fREn caLL Zi cAi..haha..hE iS sO niCe..mAn uRe thE bESt..yA..haHa..tHAnkS..

hAiZ..sO sAd..wHen wiLL LiFe bE nOrmaL aGaiN LiKe LAst tiMe..wHen i wAs sO reLaXeD..eVeN wHiLe tAkiNg o LeVeLs..cRap..but iM LeArninG tO aDaPt tO tHiS nEw hECtiC LiFesTyLe..wHERe bY sLeEpiNg tiMe iS nOt fiXeD..aND wOrKLoaD cAn bE LiKe siAo..haha..wAteVA hapPeNs..i wiLL foLLow U..aLL dAy..nO pRoB..dUn fEeL LiKE bLoGgiNg Li4o..i wAnNA gO gET sOme rEst aNd rELaXaTioN..bYeByE=)..

u arE mY sOuRCe aND mY sALvAtioN...
nOtHinG cOmpAreS tO u...
eACh bREatH i tAKE i giVe mY aLL tO u...
HoLy sPiRiT pOuR dOWn LiKE wAteR...
iM huNgRy fOR uR tOuCh...
eACh bREatH i tAKE i giVe mY aLL tO u...

aNotHer tOdAe..

2005-07-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

wEnt tO LiBrArY tOdAe wiF eAtiNg aNd cAsHoNe..wONt rEveAL uR rEAL nAMeS..sO duN wOrRy..haha..wAs rAiNinG tHiS wHoLe aFtERnOoN..gAvE aLL oF uS nO mOoD tO sTUdY..sO oNLy sTudiEd aBiT..sO duMb..aLL wAnTeD tO gO aNd sLeEp..wELL..wE wEnt hOMe nOt LOnG..tO sLeEp..yA..aNd wHen i wAs bOUt tO sLeEp wHEn i rEAcHeD hOMe,i hEArD sOMe rAttLiNg nOiSe fRom mY taBLE..aNd tO mY hOrRoR, i sAw mY pHOnE riNgiNG!!aNd i wAs LiKe..oH mAn..nOt at tHis mOmEnEt..wELL meL cALLeD aNd aSk wHiCh iS thE sHOp thAt seLLs thE cHeApeST pAir oF niKE dUNkS..tRiEd eXpLaiNinG tO hiM wHEre it iS..iT'S LiKE sO mAnY tiMeS hArDeR thAN tEaChiNg mY tUItiOn kiDs..cOz i hAveN gONe aRmy mArkEt fOr a LoNG tiMe..siAnZ..tMr iS cOs pAPER..dAmN..i'M LiKe sO dEAd aNd i'M sTiLL bLogGinG..cRaP..miGHt fAiL the pApER..bUT sOme pEoPLe toLd mE nOt tO giVe uP..aNd tRy nOT tO tHinK sO nEgAtiVeLy..bUt..iTs LiKe hUmaNs aRe mAiNLy bOrN nEgatiVe..oH weLL..jUz hAf tO piA aLL the wAy thEn..sUx mAn..

tHe iNtErnEt cOnNeCtiON iS rEaLLy kiLLiNg mE..cRaP mAn..gOt kiCkEd oUt oF mSn LiKE a gAbiLLiOn tiMeS witHin tHe miNuTe..cRaP ritE??haha..weLL..i juZ pUnK'D bY mY rOutEr tHeN..cOs iS rEaLLy kiLLiNG mE..gUi..cLi..uSer iNtERfaCe..wHY wE sHouLd iNtErfaCe..cOz wE dOnt hAf eNouGH fAcES??sEe..i'M eN rOutE tO fAiL mY fiRsT pApEr..cOme oN mAn..doNt tHiNk sO nEgatiVeLy..yA..iF u woULd tUitiOn mE..oR eVeN nOe thE cRaP wE hAf bEeN tHrOuGH the pAst 7-8wEeKs..aS iN mY cLaSs..eVeRyoNe iS gAsPiNg fOr thEiR bReaTh..oH..i hAvEn mEntiON biNaRy..aNd cOmpLimenTS..wOW..tHeY cAn kiLL u iF u dO tHEm wRonGLy..yA..pLaNniN tO juSt gEt a B fOR cOS..

iM LiKe sCaReD fOr tHE fiRsT tiME iN mY LiFe..i miGHt jUst cRy aNd dO thE paPer..tO teLL u thE trUth..i tHinK thAt i miGHt sPeLL mY nAmE wRonGLy..yA..oKiE..iTs gEtTiNg dUmB..ha..weLL jUst hAf tO dO mY dEvotiOn anD pRaY thEn cOntiNue mY pReP fOR cOs tHe kiLLer pApeR..haha..*eViLLaUgH..*

mAn tErtiArY cAmP wAs LiKE thE bOmb!!..oNe oF tHE bEst thAt iVe eVEr wEnt..iTs LiKe oNe oF tHE tOP iN mY aLL fAvoUriTeS LiSt..rEaLLy..thAbKiEw zOoTzOoT..thOuGh u niGHt nEvER sEe tHiS..i wAnnA tHaNK u fROm the bOttOm oF mY heArt..yUps..pEoPLe aRe gOiNg oFfLiNe aT tHiS tiME..iTs onLY 10..wEiRd..dAmN..diDnT nOe tHAt i wRotE sO mUch..haha..bUt wAt thE heCk..hAiZ..cAnt wAiT fOr CM tO enD oN fRi aT 10iN thE mOrniNg!!i'LL bE LiKe thE hApPiEsT bOi iN wHerEeVer i'LL bE..haha..LaSt pApER..juZ hAf tO piA fOr 3 moRe dAeS aNd tWo moRe niGHtS..oKIe..iVe taLKeD aLOt..cRap..gOttA gO..pEaCe oUt dUdEZ..

uRe tHe sWeEtEsT gEr i'LL eVeR finD
yEs,YeS iT's tRuE aNd i bELieVE it
iVe fOuNd tHAt gEr aNd sHe'S yOu

tOdAe..

2005-07-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

hAd mY firSt cOmMoN tEst pApeR iN thE afTernOoN..rEaLLy wAnnA tHAnK mR aLgOriThM fOr driLLiNG uS iN pRogRaMMiNg..iT reALLy diD heLp LoAdS..wHeRE eVeR pARt oF iNdiA u aRe, i rEaLLy wAnNa sAy a biGbiG thAnkiEw fRom thE bOttOm oF mY hEArt..uRe thE bEst..okIe..uRe the tOP 5 oF thE woRLd..hAiz..wiSh tHAt thE cAmp diDnt hAf tO eNd..cJ taLK tO uS tiLL bOUt 3+..tHEn wE wEnt tO sLeEp..aFtEr thE tALk eVerYoNe wAs sHACkEd..sO i wEnt tO haf mY baThe..wHen i cAme oUt oF thE bAtherOoM aNd wAs bOut tO sLeEp..i sAw tHiS wEiRd tHinG LiEiNg nExt tO cHriS..sO i wEnt nEaReR..aNd thEN wHen thE 'tHinG' sAid thEy lOCkeD mE oUt oF the rOoM..ikNeW whO iT wAs..haha..cJ..nO wOndER nO oNe sLeEpiNg iN thE rOom evEr cAme doWn fOr tHe cHAt..

sO tiReD theSe fEw dAes..mUst be bEcOz oF thE LaCk oF sLeEp..haha..gOt sOcCer tOuRnamEnt cOmin'..rEaLLy wAnNa wiN thE cUp..cOz wE aRe LiKE thE sUPeR uNdER dOgs..yA..LiKe tOtaLLy mAn*sUfeR dUDe'S vOiCe..*

went oUt wiF meL tOdAe..wAnteD tO gO bEaCh rOad tO cOLLeCt sOMe sAnd..no LaH..hE wAntEd tO gA aNd bUy sKoOL sHoEs..yA..wHen wE rEAch thErE,aRmY mArKet wAs cLoSed fOr wAshiNG..sUPeR siAnZ..hAiz..sPoiLed mY mOOd..aNd jUz nOe tHAt tHis sAt hAf LeAdERs tRaiNinG..aRgGhH..wAntEd To hAf oUr fiRst tRAiNinG sEsSioN wiF thE gUYs sO thAt wE cAn pRepArE foR tHe iNtER-cHuRch tOuRnAmEnT..

dAmN..mADe aNOthEr miStAkE iN mY ceLL rEpoRT aGaiN..hAiz..aiYa..iF sHe cAn wRitE eVeRythiNg thAt'S rEquiRed nOt tO mAke Any miStAkE,i wONt mAke anOthEr miStAkE lOr..bUT..nO lAh..dUn nEeD..haha..dOnt wAstE tiMe..hAiz..fEeLiN' LoUsy tHeSe fEw dAeS..dUnNo wHy..

wAt aNotHer tOdAe..

2005-07-09T16:00:00.000+08:00

tHe tiTLEs aRE gEtTiNg aBit LamER eAcH dAe..wAt cRAp..aNywAys..wAt a dAe..i pRaY thAt i cAn sCrApE tHrOuGH cOs pApER..oR rAtHer gET mY dReAm B gRADE fOR thAt..weLL..hAd sTomAcHe aChe aLmOSt tHe wHoLE dAe aLrEAdY..tMr iS wP..aNOthEr kiLLer oNe..eXcEpt fOr sOme HL miLk fELLeR..cRap mAN..hAiz..LEts jUz sAy i'M nOt tOo gOoD iN wP yEt!!..bUt wiLL bE bEtTer nExt tiMe tHouGH..haha..dOwnLoaDeD LoaDs oF sTrEEt fOoTbaLL cLiPs..sUpER iNsPiRiNg tO wAtCh..wAn tO LeArN aLL tHE tRiCkS and thEn cAn usE iT dUriNg tHE tOuRnaMeNt..yA..vERy tiReD..dOnt tHiNK i'LL bE gOiN tO tEaCh tUitiOn tOniTe..haha..

juSt LiSteN tO wiLbER's bU dE bU ai..qUiTe niCe..diDnT nOe thAt mR pAN hAd sUcH a niCe vOiCE..haha..wAiTiNg fOr eNeN tO cOme baCk fRoM hiS LuNcH sO hE cAn sEnd iT tO mE..haha..whEre oN eArTH arE u eAtiNg mAn!!..gOt sOMe pRoBLem wiF tHE wiReLeSs cOnNeCtioN aGaiN..aT tHiS hOur..haha..wAt a jOke pLs..u'LL hAF tO tiCkLe mE tO LaUgH..dUnNo wAt tO stUdy fOr wP lOr..cAN aNyoNe heLp mE??i'M liKe sO dEaD..haha..yA..fEeL LiKe pUnKiN sOmeOnE nOw..bUt..haHa..hAf tO sTuDy..siAnZ..fEeL LiKe pLaYiNg sOcCer anD thE sTupiD maNagEmEnt cLosE thE piTcH for diGgiNg uP aLL the stOnEs..cOz sOmeoNe'S dAd cOmpLaiN..fOr aLmOst a mOntH tHey hAF nOT doNE aNytHiNg..oTheR thEn LeTtiNg thE gRaSs gRoW aS LoNg aS aN eLepHaNt'S tRuNk..sLaCkErS..aRRrGggGghHhHHh..fRi iS cOmiNg!!yEs!!..dONt hAf tO gO tHrOuGH tHiS dReaDfuL LiFesTyLe aNymOre..[fOr thE tiME bEinG..thAt iS..]..

jOjO tUa-Ed mE..sAy wiLL wRitE niCe tEstiMonY oN fReNsteR then wRotE a LoAd oF cRap..dAmN piSsEd wiF hEr..cRapSicAL..aS iN pOpSiCaL..haha..rEaLLy cRap lOr..sO diSaPpoiNtEd..sHe'LL fEeL thE wRatH oF tHe pUnK'DjEsTer!!i dOnt cAre..wiLL suAn hER LiKe siAO..tAo hEr aNd aSk hER bRo tO puLL hEr poNy taiL..yA..haha..wAtcH oUT jO!!

haha..sO siAnZ..LiSteniNg tO mUsiC aNd pLaNNiNg tO sLeEp sOoN..haha..yA..hAiZ..hOPe tHAt u PpL hAd a gReaT dAe tOdAe..gOttA gO eAt mY LuNcH B4 iT tUrNs coLd..iF y'aLL iNtErEstEd tO gO oUt cAn mSg mE..LiFe kiNdA bOriNg sUdDeNLy..